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gili

satanandchad

About Me

" Real loss is only possible when you love something more than you love yourself."

chad steven gilman
proud virgin
single, not looking

thinking lately, i might move back west...soon too, we'll see.

current life changing experiences: sweeney todd the demon barber of fleet street, juno, lightning dust, night canopy, TJO, into the wild, the future.

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My Interests

Kali, yeah pretty much.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

very eclectic, but extremely picky.

the locust, the blood brothers, cattle decapitation, blink 182, david bowie, queen, head wound city, some girls, the prayers neon blonde, jaguar love, das oath, lightning dust, geronimo, the plot to blow up the eiffel tower, converge, ground unicorn horn, night canopy, amy blaschke, the crimson curse, flexions, swing kids, waxwing, old canes, cradle of filth, the vogue, cold cave, soiled doves, in the pines, give up the ghost, shoplifting, jane tara oneil, asterisk*, rocky votolato, champagne champagne, arab on radar, daughters, CHROMATICS, DECAPITATED, celebration, moonrats, holy molar, XO skeletons, Wicked Syndicate, Smoke WS, antioch arrow, fast forward, protest the hero, snow foxxes, magick daggers, get hustle, glass candy, black cat #13, camera obscura, festival of dead deer, jaks, love life, orthrelm, quintron, T cells, unbroken

Movies:

halloween '78
halloween '07
green street hooligans
fight club
mallrats
grindhouse: planet terror
grindhouse: deathproof
the truman show
imaginary heroes
eternal sunshine
sweeney todd: the demon barber of fleet street

Television:

the sarah silverman program

Books:


At first she thought she could kill him in three days. She did nearly. His heart proved nearly unequal to her compliments. Then she thought it would take three weeks. But he survived. So she revised her tables and calculated three months. After three years, he was still alive. So they got married. Now they've been married for thirty years. People speak warmly of them. They are known as the best marriage in town. It's just that their children keep dying.-Norman Mailer
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between shadow and the soul.I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I nor you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.-pablo neruda

Heroes:

justin pearson, travis ryan, wes eisold, jordan blilie, gabe serbian, my friends and family.

My Blog

the blood brothers

the blood brothers on hiatus? well they laid those rumors to waste when they broke up, after the first 3 years of commiting adultry, they marched on with the rest of the electric children developing t...
Posted by gili on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 05:14:00 PST

the most important

jameson zeps: even though you're my cousin you've always been my brother, we get along better than anyone i've ever seen, sure we have disagreements sometimes, but when we get together there is no tel...
Posted by gili on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 05:10:00 PST