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melita p. luda dolittle

In memory everything seems to happen to music.

About Me

MY NAME IS MELITA
I give amazing hugs,
and my laugh is awesome!


RIP DADDY
8.15.39 - 4.13.06
FACTS:
I'm 24 but most the time I feel 17 ♥ music is my everything, I have a tattoo to represent that ♥ I'm hyper as hell sometimes, if you don't know me you'd probably think I was on drugs, but I'm not, I'm naturally like this, I promise ♥ my laugh, it's contagious, lots of people love it :) ♥ I have a Goddaughter named Baylee Harper Manselle, she was born April 29, 2008, her mom is my bestest friend Missy Manselle ♥ jigsaw puzzles, painting & sudoku are the only things that calm my nerves & help me sleep most of the time ♥ I can watch One Tree Hill over & over & over and I usually do around April ♥ I love eating Subway ♥ I love baking cupcakes ♥ when I like something like an actor or a TV show or a movie, sometimes I become obsessed, it lasts for a while then I get over it, I have no idea why I do it, but I do ♥ the future and change freak me out &hearts I am scared to take chances so I don't ♥ I'm afraid of everything and everyone which is weird because people say I'm intimedating but I'm not, I'm probably just afraid ♥ I'm obsessed with buying DVDs, I have over 200 and if I could afford to, I'd buy 1 everyday ♥ my new obsession is buying TV DVD boxsets, that's pretty much the only way I watch TV now ♥ I love the cold and winter, wearing hoodies & long socks ♥ my cat Brennen is my life, I'm overprotective of him, he comes first before any of my other animals and I don't know why ♥ I love going to the movies, I mean lovelovelove, it's pretty much my favorite thing to do ♥ I give amazing hugs, I promise ♥ I'm so much like my dad it scares me, but I don't know how to stop it, he's the last person I would ever want to be like but I see him in me EVERYDAY ♥ I love who I am right now.
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LIKESS:
BIG HUGS ♥ shows ♥ traveling ♥ road trips for shows ♥ my 'brothas' National Product ♥ the new Hairspray ♥ my friends ♥ hanging with Missy ♥ Las Vegas ♥ Hidden In Plain View, I'm really going to miss you ♥ MAKE UP ♥ MAC ♥ Glitter, the brighter the better ♥ dressing up ♥ High School Musical 1 & 2 ♥ boys ♥ doing jigsaw puzzles ♥ painting ♥ sudoku ♥ sleep ♥ Adam Manning and the fact that he's my favoritest Adam EVER ♥ trying something I've never done before on Friday's ♥ digital photography ♥ watching One Tree Hill over and over again ♥ having amazing friends outside of San Antonio ♥ Paul Thomas ♥ tattoos ♥ piercings ♥ yoga pants & t-shirts ♥ stars ♥ big necklaces with colorful stones ♥ ebay ♥ myspace ♥ livejournal ♥ James Lafferty ♥ free stuff ♥ crazy jewelry ♥ web design ♥ DVDs ♥ lifetime movies ♥ P-nut jewelry ♥ Fossil ♥ Movies ♥ internet ♥ OHIO ♥ truck stops ♥ making people laugh ♥ CALIFORNIA ♥ smiling ♥ classic country ♥ listening to rap in my car with my friends & I'm not afraid to admit it ♥ dancing like an idiot ♥ children ♥ rainbow sherbert ♥ my ability to tolerate almost anyone ♥ I like chubby white boys ♥ I love when cute boys make me nervous ♥ I like meeting bands ♥ I like meeting new people outside of SA ♥
DISLIKES:
the fact that I cry more than one should ♥ being ditched ♥ the fact that my favoritest band in the world broke up, RIP Hidden In Plain View ♥ stupid kids at shows ♥ having no money ♥ never seeing my big brother ♥ having my father's anger & temper, it gets me into trouble ♥ the fact that I can't let anything go, so watch it ♥ I don't forgive & forget, I may forgive but I never forget & I'll probably use that against you later down the road ♥ how shy I really am ♥ the fact that I am now a bitch because I hate being walked all over ♥ people putting down the bands I love ♥ I take everything to heart & get hurt easily ♥ I am a doormate to almost everyone ♥ I'm scared to speak my mind to my closest friends when they hurt my feelings, for fear they'll stop being my friend ♥ I hold grudges ♥ getting kicked off line ♥ I'm indecisive ♥ always being the third wheel ♥ I cry like crazy everytime I have to say bye to my brothas when they are on tour in Texas, I hate it ♥ I cling to people that are nice to me ♥ screaming girls @ shows that think so or so is "OMG SEH FUCKIN' HAWT!!! LIKE OMG! HE LIKE LOOKED AT ME!" YOU SHOULD DIE! ♥ rejection ♥ Ohio & Texas not being next to each other ♥ boys who only think with their penises ♥ having low to no self esteem

I'M FAMOUS.
I promise.


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NATIONAL PRODUCT = my brothas, my life. ♥
"Blood doesn't mean a thing, love does."
FUCK WITH ANY ONE OF THEM & I WILL FUCK YOU UP!

/end of story
MY FRIENDS ARE WHAT MAKE ME:
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My Interests


shows.
big hugs.
laughing(I have an amazing laugh so I've heard).
my animals.
road trips to see shows.
ebay.
photography.
meeting new people.
web design.
friends.
movie nights.
sleep.
internet.
traveling.
hanging with my sista.
drinking. not really anymore.
going to Austin or pretty much anywhere in Texas for shows.
going to the movies.
spending time with my family.
car rides with my friends.
late night Walmart runs.
I love being with my bestest friend Missy.
AIM.
livejournal.
myspace.
my cat Brennen.
my other cat Jamison.
my kitten Tallan.
my rat Brooklyn.
my dog Madison, I miss you.
my chocolate lab Peyton.
my puppy Keegan.

I'd like to meet:


His beauitful smile again when I get to Heaven. I miss you Big Buddy. ♥

And someone who will go to the movies with me everyday & slow dance to country songs. ♥

Presence of people
Not for me
Well I must remain in tune
Forever
My love is music
I will marry melody

I wanna bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I wanna scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive

I need music
I need music
I need music to set me free
To let me bleed

Music:

Hidden In Plain View[RIP]
National Product
Ryan Adams
A Change of Pace
AC/DC
Action Action
Adam Richman
Aerosmith
AFI
Agents of the Sun
Allister [RIP]
All That's Left
America Is Waiting
American Eyes
Angels & Airwaves
Ashlee Simpson
The Ataris
Ateriavia [RIP]
Autopilot Off
Bed Destroyers
Ben Lee
The Berlin Project
Bettie Serveent
Blaine Larsen
The Blood Brothers
Blue Merle
Blues Travelers
Bob Seger
Boys Like Girls
Brand New
Bryan Greenberg
Butch Walker
Cauterize
The Chemistry
Chronic Future
Citizen Cope
Cold
Copeland
Count the Stars [RIP]
Courtney Jaye
Cruiserweight
Cute Is What We Aim For
Damien Jurado
The Dandelions
Denver Harbor
Derby Lane
The Early November [RIP]
Eels
Elvis Presley
Emanual
Fairhaven [RIP]
Fall Out Boy
The Fastlane [RIP]
Feeder
Fenix TX {RIP]
Fiore
Forever Is Never {RIP]
The Format
The Fray
From First To Last
Fuel [RIP]
Garth Brooks
The Get Up Kids
GOB
Good Charlotte
Goo Goo Dolls
The Go! Team
Greatness In Tragedy [RIP]
Greyfield [RIP]
Guns 'n Roses
Gym Class Heros
Halifax
Hanson
Havok In Hollywood
Hazen Street
Hedley
HelloGoodBye
The Honorary Title
HORSECOCK
Howie Day
I AM KLOOT
Jack's Mannequin
Jason Mraz
Jedd Hughes
Jesse Spencer
Joe Nichols
Josh Turner
Kate Voegele
Keane
Kelly Osbourne
Knockoff [RIP]
Knockout
LAO
Lennex
Limbeck
Loser's Luck [RIP]
Lucky Boys Confusion
Ludacris
Maria Taylor
Matchbook Romance [RIP]
Matchbox Twenty [RIP]
Matthew Good Band
Matthew Ryan
Matthew Winters
Mayday Parade
Mest [RIP]
Michelle Featherstone
Mike Doughty
Midtown
Mobile
Moneen
Morningwood
Motion City Soundtrack
The Movielife[RIP]
MxPx
My Chemical Romance
My Favorite Highway
New Found Glory
Nikola Sarcevic
Off By One
OKgo
one7one
Over It
Paper Mache
The Perishers
Pete Murray
Protein Shake [RIP]
Punchline
Rachael Yamagata
Rancid
Rascal Flatts
The Receiving End of Sirens
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Reeve Carney
The Replacements
The Reserved
Riddlin' Kids [RIP]
The Rocket Summer
Rock-n-Roll Soldiers
Ronnie Milsap
Rounding Third [RIP]
Royden
Saosin
Saraphine
Say Anything
Self Against City
Senses Fail
Serial Joe
She Wants Revenge
Skys of Fire
Something Corporate
Snow Patrol
The Sounds
The Spill Canvas
Spitalfield
Start Trouble [RIP]
Steel Train
Stereophonics
Still Life Projector
Story of the Year
Straight Outta Junior High
Strays Don't Sleep
Stephen Fretwell
The Street Drum Corps
The Streets
Stutterfly
Sugarcult
Susie Suh
The Summer Obsession
Swizzle Tree
Taking Back Sunday
Talk of the Town!
Teddy Geiger
Ten Falls Forth [RIP]
Thrice
tHrOnE
Tom Petty
Treading Sorrows
Trespassers William
22-20s
Tyler Hilton
Underoath
The Used
Usher
The Veils
Wakefield
The Weepies
Whitesnake
The Wreckers
Yellowcard
The Youth Group
Zac Efron
Zoeys Figure

Movies:

HAIRSPRAY 10 Things I Hate About You
American History X
Arlington Road
A Walk To Remember
Because I Said So
Big Business
Bench Warmers
The Breakfast Club
The Butterfly Effect
Bye Bye Birdie(new)
Camp Nowhere
Can't Buy Me Love
Can't Hardly Wait
Catch And Release
Chasing Liberty
The Covenant
Crazy/Beautiful
Daddy Day Care
Dazed & Confused
Date Movie
Deep End of the Ocean
Dirty Dancing 1 & 2
Dirty Love
Disturbia
Donnie Darko
Elvira
Elvis & Me
Eurotrip
Fame
Fat Albert
Fear
Finding Neverland
The Fog
40 Days/40 Nights
Foxfire
Freaky Friday
Garden State
The Girl Next Door
GRIND
Gypsy
Happy Endings
Hook
Hot Rod
How To Deal
Identity
Inventing The Abbotts
Jackass 1 & 2
Just Friends
Knocked Up
Ladder 49
Little Man
Lost & Delirious
Lover Boy
Major Payne
May
Mean Girls
Mighty Ducks 1, 2, & 3
MOTOR HOME MASSACRE
Nacho Libre
Not Another Teen Movie
The Notebook
Peter Pan
Pretty In Pink
Real Women Have Curves
The Sandlot
Saved!
Say Anything
She Fought Alone
She's The Man
She's Too Young
Sixteen Candles
SLC Punk
The Smokers
To Serve and Protect
Step Up
The Stranger Beside Me
Superbad!
Transformers
Trapped In A Purple Haze
The Virgin Suicides
Waiting
Welcome To The Dollhouse
When A Man Loves A Woman
Where The Heart Is
White Noise
Who's Your Daddy?
The Wizard
Wuthering Heights
♥ Actors ♥
Channing Tatum
Dale Midkiff
Denzel Washington
Elden Henson
James Laffery
Jared Padalecki
Jason Dohring
Jensen Ackles
Joaquin Phoenix
John Corbett
John Cusack
Lee Norris
Matthew Lillard
Mike Vogel
Mikey Day
Rob Hoffman
Taylor Kitsch
Tyler Hynes
♥ Actresses ♥
Julia Roberts
Kelly Osbourne
Kristen Bell
Rachel McAdams
Sara Rue
Sophia Bush
Tina Majorino
Tori Spelling

Television:

One Tree Hill
Supernatural
Gossip Girl
The Best Years
Boy Meets World
The Cosby Show
Degrassi
Facts of Life
Freaks & Geeks
Friday Night Lights
Full House
Greek
Instant Star
Law & Order: SVU
life as we know it
Lincoln Heights
The OC
October Road
Quintuplets
Roseanne
Strong Medicine
Trauma: Life in the ER
Two-A-Days [first season]
Veronica Mars
What About Brian?
Wild 'n Out
Without A Trace

Books:

1,000 Quick Beauty Fixes
A Child Called It
Breaking Up
Cross My Heart
David Copperfield
Elvis & Me
Fat Girls Guide To Life
Hairspray
Harry Potter
Killer Kids
The Lovely Bones
Pictorial History of Horror Movies
PostSecret Books by Frank Warren
sTORI Telling by Tori Spelling
Weird Texas

books about Serial Killers
Nicholas Sparks books

Heroes:


Hidden In Plain View for helping me through the summer of 2004, for helping me deal and making me smile.
Robby, Danny, Stan, Jeff, Nate & Danimal who are National Product who I took a gamble on and came out of it with 5 amazing big brothers and friends. For being the big brothers my brother never was to me. For being there for me, for making me smile, for making me feel like I matter, for all the smiles, all the hugs, for the shoulders to cry on and for taking me in when I needed someone the most. For being someone I can call at anytime. These boys are amazing and I will never forget everything they've done for me. They mean the world to me and they always will.
And Joey, you may no longer be the band but you will always be special and dear to me!
Gilda Lopez Martinez who I call my Momma G, my life, my best friend, my biggest supporter, for being everything in a mom I wanted and always being there for me, teaching me to drive and teaching me to be strong, for never giving up on me and rooting for me the most, for being my Number 1 fan, I love you so much and I don't think it's fair that the Lord took you from this world and you had to suffer the way you did. You were one of the greatest people to ever come into my life, I really don't know how I'm going to go on without you here. You were are everything to me, I love you with all my heart and I always will...
RIP - 6.19.56 to 9.12.04. ♥
REST IN PEACE DADDY
8.15.39 - 4.13.06
My dad, he seriously taught me how to be one of the strongest people you'll ever meet. I may be emotional but I've been drug through hell and back and I'm still here, I've seen more in my 23 years than I'd ever wish on anyone in their entire life. I owe most of it to my dad. In a good way and in a bad way. I love you dad and I miss you everday.
And last my mom, she'd never believe me if I said it, but my mom for being so strong to put up with all the shit she has to. She's a strong woman and I love her dearly, even if I never show it.

My Blog

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So how have things been since I've last updated, good and bad, wonderful and horrible. It's been a very testing time in my life. I really wonder sometimes why I have the strength I do. I also wonder&n...
Posted by melita p. luda dolittle on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 12:30:00 PST

Dying is just a breath away...

So let's see. Where to begin. It's been 2 weeks since Jason died. I've thought about him a lot in those 2 weeks. Mainly about how much of an impact he had on my life, what he did for me, how much he h...
Posted by melita p. luda dolittle on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 08:46:00 PST

My first birthday without my dad.

So first of all, I want to thank EVERYONE that came to Tyler and I's birthday shindig at Crabby Jack's Sunday night. Missy, Jessi, Armando, Des, Robert, Bobby, Sarah, Emily, Kara, CJ, Ray, Punchies, N...
Posted by melita p. luda dolittle on Thu, 18 May 2006 11:49:00 PST

If I'm really broken, would I want to fix it?

So I haven't wrote about my life, my dad, how things are since my dad was in the hospital so here it goes.My dad is at home. And it's really not that great. He's not good at all. He refused to go into...
Posted by melita p. luda dolittle on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 10:46:00 PST

so bury me in memory, his smile's your rope; wrap it tight around your throat.

- I have homework in every class this weekend. So I did homework on a Saturday. Holy shit.- Tonight's Guttermouth, Standard Suspects, and Red Reverse. I'm not sure if I'm going because I have to get m...
Posted by melita p. luda dolittle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

It's so dark down there, you need a flashlight.

So I think it's time for a new one of these and I'm sure this one will make my cry more than I have in a while. I've done good at holding this all inside. I cry sometimes when I talk to people about i...
Posted by melita p. luda dolittle on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 08:49:00 PST

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight...I miss you...

I'm listening to "I Miss You" by Blink 182 and it's making me cry...Why? I miss my fucking brother. I have the scariest feeling that the next time I will get to see him is my dad's funeral. Where he'l...
Posted by melita p. luda dolittle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

You wanna know what you got , I got a plan we cant get caught .

Well I'm back. Things are AMAZING right now.I LOVE the people I'm around now. I'm having such an amazing time.My friends now totally amaze me, they look out for me, make me smile and we just have fun ...
Posted by melita p. luda dolittle on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 12:40:00 PST

A big hell yes!

Well it's been a while I guess. Isn't that what I always say?!?!?! Ha. Well I have a second job working at Tom's Ribs with my best friend Missy. Today was my first day but I pretty much love it! I wor...
Posted by melita p. luda dolittle on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 09:03:00 PST

Wow...

My eyes burn from these tearsYou'd think I'd learn over these yearsGood things won't last forever.   Now that's something to live by. Remember that....
Posted by melita p. luda dolittle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST