Why, when I cry do you not notice?

About Me

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Things about me that most people don't know, or just don't want to realize. I am scared and lonely, mostly afraid that if I let people in they would be able to hurt me. I hide behind crude jokes and terrible wit. I am smart, dorky and sometimes humorous. I cry over so many things and people seldom notice. I am engaged and have four year old daughter. I think that sums me up fairly well.

My Interests

I like everything. Girly movies, reading, writing, video games. World of Warcraft pretty much owns my soul. I love children and teaching and hanging out. I like dancing and singing and being weird and crazy.

I'd like to meet:

The only person or thing I want to meet is GOD. I want to look at the all powerful being and ask him with a straigh face why he gave me the life he did when my faith in has never faultered, but can give athiests the life we only dream of.

Music:

I like all types of music, mostly a metal girl but sometimes pop and punk slip in there to. What can i say I am a hardcore dork

Movies:

Voltron got served...

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voltron getting served.. All time favorite movie is While You Were Sleeping, second favorite movie is Beauty and the beast, gotta love Belle she was just so damn sassy; thus making her the pimpest disney character ever

Television:

Television is good. Having Ray I normally watch kids tv shows but sometimes I get to sneak in some tv time with me. I like Charmed Everwood Gilmore girls (come on a young single mom) and Fosters home for imaginary friends owns what is left of my soul after World of Warcraft

Books:

Books...well books and I go together like Kool-aide and water. I love books, all kinds even. Most of my time is spent reading or playing a game. Well actually most of my time is spent with Amber but the free time I have I like to read and play games. My favorite author is Mercedes Lackey. She is a dark fantasy writer and is unique in her own way. Right now I am reading a book called Moongazer and Greywalker. Moongazer is really twisted and fun. Two different dimensions going on at once so at times its a little hard to follow but still good. Greywalker I just started so I will let you know how that one goes. (this may or may not be accurate depending on when I last updated)

Heroes:

The only person I can bring myself to admire was my dad. He was kind and the most genuine person I had ever met. He is who I strive to be, and probably the only person I have ever met that I can say with out a doubt went to heaven.

My Blog

For every step forward i take a leap back.

Just when i start to think that things will be okay, big surprise in Kathy land they aren't. I don't know why I ever bother being an optimist when life constantly proves to me that I should be a ...
Posted by Why, when I cry do you not notice? on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 08:38:00 PST

The movie Georgia (or however you spell it) Rule

So I know the movie is starring Lindsay Lohan which even I must say screams GAG ME! Regaurdless of who was starring in it I decided today while my child was napping that it would be a good idea to wat...
Posted by Why, when I cry do you not notice? on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 03:37:00 PST

Casey really might be the awesomest

So this blog will be short and sweet. I just wanna say that Casey rocks. I got into a bad situation today. I almost didn't have a sitter for ray tomorrow and well we all know Mike wasn't gonna own up ...
Posted by Why, when I cry do you not notice? on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 08:17:00 PST

God’s a sadist and I am his play thing

So after I made my title for this blog i realized that i have many religous friends on here. Well if you don't like the name then don't read it. I don't care. I have had the WORST few days and you kno...
Posted by Why, when I cry do you not notice? on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 08:41:00 PST

My letter to Pete’s mom...god willing she will one day get to hear all of this

Dear Therese, As you well know your son and I are going to get married. Or at least we will if you could ever pull your head out of your asses and let us be happy. I am not marrying you or his father,...
Posted by Why, when I cry do you not notice? on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 04:17:00 PST

The update at Michele’s House

Things that I could be doing right now and probably should be doing, include studying for my Italian quiz on Tuesday that I know NOTHING about, writing the two papers that are due in my English ...
Posted by Why, when I cry do you not notice? on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 07:21:00 PST

mike had it in his and well i play by the rules

..> your name Leave your name in my blog comments.Once you do that, this is what I'll do (I will respond in my blog) 1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tel...
Posted by Why, when I cry do you not notice? on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 12:40:00 PST

A letter to noone imparticular

Dear Nobody, Life often hands you curveballs just to see how you react, but no one will tell you this. No one is going to tell you that things don't go as planned and if they do, you really won't beli...
Posted by Why, when I cry do you not notice? on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 02:52:00 PST

Why is life aggitating?????

first blog in almost two months yey me. I try not to post these things to often as they can indeed get me in trouble. I have my boss on my myspace now and isn't the whole point of this thing to compla...
Posted by Why, when I cry do you not notice? on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 08:32:00 PST

maybe one day my luck will change

It's been a long while since I posted a blong. No-one ever really looks at them anyways so who knows. The last time I wrote anything I had hung out with Pan-pan. Guess what that was the last time I hu...
Posted by Why, when I cry do you not notice? on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 02:48:00 PST