is it any wonder i tried? |
why is it that not just in my life, but in pretty much everyone else's too, the moment things start looking up everything comes crashing down? the moment things seem like they might get bet...
Posted by Lightning Bug on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 11:27:00 PST |
large fuzzy dice hang proudly like testicals in a rear view mirror |
i just wanna let everyone who's in my life right now know how much i appreciate you all.
most of you have no idea how much you all really mean to me. these past few months have been awesome and i hav...
Posted by Lightning Bug on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 12:01:00 PST |
Wanna Vroom Vroom With Me? |
Hmmm haven't written in a while so here it goes......
So I got my new car, and I'm in love with it. It's a 2001 Ford Explorer Sport and it's my baby. There's been a few problems along the ...
Posted by Lightning Bug on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 02:36:00 PST |
I just wanna be ok |
"This isn't who I am.From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds."Yeah so that line pretty much sums up how I've been feeling lately. I can be so happy and good one minute and than the next I ha...
Posted by Lightning Bug on Mon, 08 May 2006 07:08:00 PST |
Numb |
So seriously, I have never felt as lonely as I have for the past month or so. The people that mean the most to me surround me, but I still don't feel complete. I just want some one to cuddle up with, ...
Posted by Lightning Bug on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 10:34:00 PST |
Did you ever....... |
Did you ever love some one so much it phsically made you hurt?
Did you ever feel like no matter how much love you showed that one person that it just wasn't enough?
Did seeing that person make you soo...
Posted by Lightning Bug on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 10:19:00 PST |
the sharp hint of new tears |
So honestly I love when people give input when they have no idea about me or anything that is going on with my life. For instance when people comment on a blog rudely when they haven't talked to ...
Posted by Lightning Bug on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 09:43:00 PST |
the sharp hint of new tears |
This is where I say I've had enoughand no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.A walking open wound,a trophy display of bruisesand I don't believe that I'm getting any better, any better.[Chor...
Posted by Lightning Bug on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
my life in the knife trade |
How many times have I noticed that our eyes hardly ever meet
From your judgment seat I can
Feel the anger for my very being
Fill me in on when you became such a big part of my life
That I should ...
Posted by Lightning Bug on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
blah |
So tonight sucks&incomplete thoughts& cold, but not& lost love&never found it is more like it& choke on nothing&walking, driving, breathing living disaster&silence&darkness& sad music&. typing and sta...
Posted by Lightning Bug on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
