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Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas)

Carpe Diem

About Me

Hey I'm Cassandra, though people call me Casse, Cass, Cassamajuh, Cass Ass, Casserole, Cassarena, and Cassiopeia.Let's get this straight and over with: I'm weird. Call it what you will; crazy, unique, eccentric, unusual, off the beaten path...whatever. I'm nowhere close to normal, so get used to it or hit the road. I can still carry on a decent conversation with people of various social stances and viewpoints. Open-mindedness is the key to understanding, which is the key to peace. Chances are that you and I will have at least a few things in common. Just don't be mean. Mean people suck.I may not look like it, but I can hold my own. I used to be a little girly girl when I was a lot younger, but now I've got a scrappy streak and most girls really piss me off. The mall hopping whiney drama fake-baking caked-makeup slutty attention mongering miniskirt material girls piss me off to no extent. I'm a fiesty little shit when I want to be, and I made it up to blue belt in Tae Kwan Do. It's only halfway up the ladder, but it's nice to be secure enough in your ability to not be scared walking down the street at night.I've got one hell of a crazy family; a younger-by-two-years sister named Briye...she's a lot like me, we even hang out with a lot of the same people. My little brother is hopelessly addicted to videogames of all sorts, it's hard to catch him without his thumbs on a controller. My mom's fiancee is a rising musician, you all may know him as Blind Joe. My mom manages his music among other things. My biological dad is divorced, loves his '53 Chevy, and doesn't get out much. It's actually kinda sad. All my extended family is pretty much completely insane on the outside, or extremely good at hiding it. My mom's side is all crazy Kentucky Southern dysfunction, and my dad's side is subtle conservatives who are completely and utterly Minnesotan. It makes for an interesting contrast.I'm really into art and avant garde/experimental culture, whether it be music or art or film...I love the independents and defy you to find people out there with as much passion as they put into their works. I love to make films, take pictures, paint, draw, write, photomanipulation, you name it. If you'd like to see some of my stuff, feel free to check out my online gallery athttp://www.schizophreniclullaby.deviantart.comI love music of all sorts, it doesn't take a genre to define a good jam. I can pick out a damn good song or two in any genre there is, and often times a lot more. I really love ska, jazz, the blues, reggae, experimental techno, oldies, swing, and just about anything else you put under my nose.I'm addicted to coffee and poetry, and I'm hoping to become a filmmaker. I still can't decide on a college, but I'll go when I'm ready dammit! My dream is to have a production company with all my amazingly talented good friends; some of the best that anyone could ask for. We can create art together, engage in deep philosophical conversation...which usually eventually turns into another conceptual art project of some sort...I'm just so grateful to have like-minded people surround me.Well, that's about it. If you're confused as to anything or want to know more, there's a slew of surveys just below this paragraph, but I'm guessing you have better things to do with your time. But who knows? Maybe it's like 4 in the morning and you really don't. In any case, drop me a comment or a message sometime. Peace.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Cassandra Belle Lien aka Casse aka Cassamajuh
Birthday: August 26th, 1988
Birthplace: Fargo, ND
Current Location: San Marcos, TX
Eye Color: hazel green
Hair Color: light auburnish brown
Height: I dunno...5 foot 5 or something.
Your Heritage: A bunch of stuff. I'm a mutt.
The Shoes You Wore Today: My Chucks.
Your Weakness: I'm extremely ticklish.
Your Fears: Heights, ticks, being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: half sausage half cheese stuffed crust with parmesan and ranch
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: finish mine and Guy's screenplay
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: What time is it?
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes I guess. It's what I get complimented on the most.
Your Bedtime: Whenever I'm tired. Usually dawn.
Your Most Missed Memory: partying with Guy and just talking philosophy.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke. (a-Cola.)
MacDonalds or Burger King: Fuck both. They're gross.
Single or Group Dates: Depends on the company you keep.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: To hell with that. How bout Stash or Celestial Seasonings?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both are great.
Cappuccino or Coffee: CoffeeCoffeeCOFFEE!
Do you Smoke: Smoke what?
Do you Swear: Every fucking day.
Do you Sing: In the shower.
Do you Shower Daily: When I feel like singing. Lawl.
Have you Been in Love: yes.
Do you want to go to College: Not really. I don't need to.
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Eh..not really.
Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes.
Are you a Health Freak: Nah.
Do you get along with your Parents: Most definitely.
Do you like Thunderstorms:
Do you play an Instrument: I mostly just like to sing.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: Smoked what?
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Depends on your definition.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Went to the movies with Matt a few times.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No. Malls are kinda dumb.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Eew! No. My roommate has though.
In the past month have you been on Stage: Uh...does behind a podium count?
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope. I'm in love!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope. It sounds rather appealing though.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:
Ever been Drunk: I'm nineteen. What do you think?
Ever been called a Tease: Actually I have. That's really funny because I'm soo not.
Ever been Beaten up: Unfortunately.
Ever Shoplifted: Oh God. Talk about a blast from the past!
How do you want to Die: Not old and alone.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A filmmaker, freelance artist, barista, and art promoter.
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe. (And I know it's not a country smartypants.)
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: I'm a sucker for the blue eyes. They get me in trouble.
Favourite Hair Color: Anything but blonde. They just don't do it for me.
Short or Long Hair: Not really short, but not woman-long. I like 'em a little shaggy.
Height: Taller than me. I'm pretty damn short.
Weight: I could really care less.
Best Clothing Style: Don't care. I just don't like Abercrombie boys.
Number of Drugs I have taken: You mean different types or just overall? And once again that depends on definition.
Number of CDs I own: Too many.
Number of Piercings: Five.
Number of Tattoos: One.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Just one.
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What's your favorite....
Beverage (non-alc) ? Coffee
Color ? Indigo
Food ? Pizza
Item of clothing ? My Psycho shirt and tie-dye skirt
Meal of the day ? Breakfast
Feature on yourself ? My eyes
Quality in a guy/girl ? Creativity
Phrase ? Carpe Diem
Song ? American Pie by Don McLean
Musical Artist/Band ? Shit...too many to choose one.
Sport ? Martial Arts
Movie ? Don't even get me started.
TV Show ? Umm...I dunno...maybe Family Guy?
Radio Station ? Jack Johnson Radio on Pandora.
Type of Chocolate ? Milk chocolate
Eye Color ? Blue or brown.
Do you/Have you ever....
Have any pets ? My Cleo-Mow and Balie and JoJo!
Have any piercings ? My nose, and two in each ear.
Have any tatoos ? Just one. My little peace froggy! Thanks Briye!
Cheat on a boyfriend/girlfriend Never ever. I know how it feels.
Gone skinny dipping ? Yes indeedy!
Been to Europe ? I wish
Been to an island ? Sadly, no. I've never even seen the ocean.
Had stitches ? Haha yes. Funny story.
Broken any bones ? My big toe.
Been stabbed/shot ? Nope. This ain't the 'hood.
Slept until after 12:00 ? Oh God yes. Way more than I should.
Stayed up all night ? Sure have.
Hooked up with 2 people in one weekend ? No. I'm not a Slutty McSlutslut.
Turned down a dare ? I can't remember.
Which friend....
Is the funniest ? Hmmm...that's a tough one. They're all hilarious.
Is the prettiest ? All my friends are beautiful.
Is the most handsom ? *giggle* totally Matt.
Is the loudest ? Marcus
Is the craziest ? Guy
Is the most shy ? None of them are very shy. That's probably why we hang out haha.
Is the most loving ? Chenoa
Is the most understanding ? Briye or Guy
Is the most boring ? None of 'em!
Is the richest ? Who cares?
Is the most athletic ? Dunno.
Is the most cocky ? Not a clue.
Is the most wordly/cultured ? Hmmm...that's a toughie.
Do you look up to the most ? KayCee
Do you tell everything to ? Briye
Has the best clothes ? Marisa
Has the best house ? Jared and Elia.
Would you ever....
Eat pizza with chocolate chips ? That's pretty effing weird.
Kiss someone of the same sex ? I'm straight as a nail until I get hammered!
Cheat on someone you love ? If you loved them you wouldn't cheat.
Run away from home ? Yes indeed.
Lie to your parents ? What teenager hasn't?
Lie to your boyfriend/girlfriend ? Not on purpose.
Lie to your best friend ? I don't know who my best friend is.
Give a homeless person money ? Have and would.
Run from the police ? No. The fatasses would just be more pissed that they had to chase you.
Bungee jump ? Maybe. Sounds scary and I'm afraid of heights.
Sky dive ? See above question.
Cross dress ? Haha I'd make a pretty lame dude.
Be an exotic dancer ? I'm working on bellydancing right now, actually.
Walk out of a restaurant without paying ? No. That's just dumb.
Scuba dive ? Sounds like fun.
Go rock climbing ? Maybe. I'm afraid of heights.
Go spulunking (caving) ? Sounds pretty interesting. And there's plenty of caves around here.
What do you think of when you hear....
Eminem ? M&M's
Bologna ? Dead, rubbery meat.
Hott ? You've got an extra 'T'
Orange ? Yellow
Real world ? MTV
Jack ? Sparrow
Cucumber ? Pickle
Hip-Hop ? Lame
Uniform ? Tae Kwan Do
UniCORN ! ? uniPORN!?
Rainbow ? colors
Clown ? mime
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My Interests

painting, drawing, writing, film, photography, poetry, Native American Shamanism, the occult and the unexplained, the 60's, music, philosophy, psychology, theology, heh...herbology, watching movies, controversy, and YOUR MOM.

I'd like to meet:

Almost everyone I want to meet is dead. Jim Morrison (the only guy I'd ever go necro for.), Jimi Hendrix, Marilyn Monroe, Janis Joplin, Alfred Hitchcock, Bradley Nowell, Hunter S. Thompson, John Lennon, Bob Marley...I'd also like to meet Quentin Tarantino, Tim Burton, Johnny Depp...not just because he's hot but because I respect him as an actor...Brad Pitt (same deal), Robert Rodriguez, Trey Parker and Matt Stone would be fun to party with, Kevin Smith, Christopher Walken, George W. so I can kick his pathetic coke-snorting, war-mongering, Constitution-raping ass, Bob Dylan, and YOU.

Music:

the Doors, Sublime, the Beatles, Gorillaz, Modest Mouse, The Violent Femmes, Flogging Molly, Alkaline Trio, OAR, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Bob Marley, System of a Down, Green Day, Pink Floyd, the Beach Boys, the Black Crowes, Alanis Morrisette, Matchbox Twenty, Aphex Twin, Marilyn Manson, Steve Miller Band, Journey, Bob Dylan, Tom Petty, CCR, Johnny Cash, Frank Sinatra, Foo Fighters, Tech Nine, Beck, the Ramones, Less Than Jake, Reel Big Fish, Bad Fathers, I love oldies, psychedelic rock, jazz, the blues, old school British punk has a great sound, reggae, ska, classic rock, and the list goes on and on. Good music is just good music.

Movies:

the Boondock Saints, Kill Bill, Donnie Darko, Fight Club, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Boogie Nights, Psycho, Jackie Brown, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Butterfly Effect, Pulp Fiction, Reservoir Dogs, the Blues Brothers, Sin City, Requiem for a Dream, A Clockwork Orange, Buffalo 66, May, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Monty Python and the Meaning of Life, Clerks, Chasing Amy, Mallrats, Up in Smoke, Seven, Interview with the Vampire, True Romance, The Mexican, Saw, Tombstone, Nightmare Before Christmas, Big Fish, Edward Scissorhands, Vertigo, American History X, Natural Born Killers, Once Upon a Time in Mexico, Blow, Beerfest, Catch Me if You Can, Donnie Darko, Stay...don't get me started on movies; God I could keep this up forever.

Television:

That Seventies Show, Family Guy, Simpsons, Futurama, South Park, Jesse...an awesome sitcom that was cancelled, old school Nickelodeon cartoons like Rugrats, Doug, AAH Real Monsters, Rocko's Modern Life, etc. etc., Pimp My Ride, House, and Miami Ink.

Books:

I'm a Harry Potter nerd to the core, A Clockwork Orange, Stargirl, Speak, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Smack, The Rum Diary, Stephen King and Anne Rice novels and does anyone remember Animorphs?? Those books used to kick ass.

Heroes:

Quentin Tarantino, Alfred Hitchcock, Jim Morrison, John Lennon, Marilyn Monroe, Spiderman. And Captain Planet. And Jesus. And Hitler. Not really, but hey. Shock value.

My Blog

Bedtime Stories

..> Every nightWe shatter these blanket fortressesWith deep kisses(And cold handsThat quickly turn warm.)And it seems no one elseBut me and youCould comprehend completelyThat morning blueOf a techn...
Posted by Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas) on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 09:29:00 PST

Algo Azul y Algo Verde

Your eyes and this herb-One in the same;A gracious getaway...Vacation fromThis so-called real world.And I amTrembling in my skin-But it's Just as well,Because it seemsSomething's alwaysGot a sweet...
Posted by Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas) on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 10:50:00 PST

Temporary

We threw stonesAt my glass houseUntil it turned to Hourglass sand;And when timeCracked and Shattered,Dust in the Winds of changeRubbed my skin raw.So I guess it's Up to youWhether or notYou wantT...
Posted by Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas) on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:25:00 PST

Counterclockwise

I can't sleepSinceYour hypodermic needlesThey call theWindow to the soulMatched my glanceAnd pierced right through me.And thoughYou didn't say a word,Sweet nothingsCrawled into my earAnd made a ni...
Posted by Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas) on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 09:23:00 PST

Stale Embrace (Sept 06)

Like the trees,SeptemberIs draining the life from me.Swallowing AugustLike starving childrenThat no one wantsTo care for.And like the rain, You chill me to the bone.Flinching as the coldLaments si...
Posted by Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas) on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 12:28:00 PST

Delusional (Aug 06)

Mixed feelingsCan quickly turn to poison-Stirring echoes of ParanoiaWith eachHollow expression.And are you stillAwake?It's getting lateAnd I'm not Sure if you canHear me, Drowning in these watersOf fo...
Posted by Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas) on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 12:28:00 PST

I Drink To Thee (Aug 06)

Yesterday was Tuesday-And I dreamed until my ears bled.The wine is dyingIn the vineyardAnd no one wants to taste.So come with me andWatch the shadows shine;Turning to stoneWith each hallucinatinThe ni...
Posted by Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas) on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 12:27:00 PST

To Whom It May Concern (July 05)

Let go of your alleged control;Close your eyesAnd see thingsFrom the passenger seat-I don't just say itBecause I like the way it sounds.So dissect this thingThat you call unpredictableWith this bl...
Posted by Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas) on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 12:26:00 PST

Unawakened

Don't cry for meIt won't ease the painDon't bleed for meYou'll go insane Don't break for meI'm already brokenDon't speak for meSo much has gone unspoken Don't die for meI'm already deadDon't let me hu...
Posted by Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas) on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 12:23:00 PST

Coffee Break

How about a little tendernessTo accompany the fever-A bad case of nostalgiaHow far down?Can't say they didn't warn meYou'd be such a wasteOf perfectly good teardropsAnd there we satSipping our coffee;...
Posted by Cassamajuh (is coming back to Texas) on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 01:00:00 PST