Guttersnipe {just call me Sketchy D.}

Changeover.
The movie goes on.
Nobody in the audience has any idea.
This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time.
Oi. Hi there. I'm Dakota.
Otherwise known as Koters, Midget, and Sketchy D.
My life: clothing optional.
Moshing. It's what I do.
I'm a Gemini, pagan, socialist, anarchist, survivalist.
And when I say anarchy, I mean the actual philosophy;
<[b>Anarchy Hierarchy;
I am equal to all things and all people, and I do not follow any authority that is supposedly over me.]
I don't wanna die without a few scars.
I go to shows. Yep. It's pretty much awesome.
I'm a teenager, which of course means I write poetry.
[I write stories too!]
If it feel good, keep doing it.
If it feels bad, grit your teeth, close your eyes, and pray for it to be over soon.
I'm a full spectrum of contradictions and unstable mood swings.
I'll probably like you. I'm really friendly like that.
I make friends with anyone and everyone, I don't judge.
I am perverted - get used to it. I'm pretty much a freak.
I can be anywhere from the most mellow, chill person to a paranoid, twitchy, violent social deviant.
Whatever the case may be, I tend to talk in a dramatic fashion.
My one social phobia is the fear that my zipper is down.
No matter what, if I'm afraid my zipper's down I freeze up and try my hardest to check my zipper;
Which is why I scream, "OHMYGOD IS MY ZIPPER DOWN?!?!" and check it.
I am what my friends call "unsubtle" when it comes to flirting.
I am generally a really forgiving person, but I don't trust anyone anymore.
I believe in love. I'm scared of it and I don't trust it, but I do believe in it.
[Love is the greatest form of revolution.]
I plan on leading a revolution someday.
Go ahead and talk to me, be as obscene as you'd like or as serious as you'd like. I love meeting people and making new friends, I love both deep conversations and innuendo-filled discussions.
I'm sort of fucked up in the head.
I'm rather obsessive about proper spelling and grammar, and all that jazz.
I'm not straightedge, and I have no problem with you if you are. It's just not my way.
I know I'll destroy myself someday; but I don't want anyone to save me.
Same goes to anyone of other religions, orientations, races, creeds, whatnot.
When it comes to music, I have to feel something.
So I enjoy metal, industrial, punk, techno, grunge, indie, alternative, jazz, blues, old-school rap, hardcore, the like.
I love animals. I eat meat. It's cool, yo.
Loyalty is the absolute most important quality to me.
I will die for any and all of my friends, and I am loyal unto death.
I can be insanely protective, and I love giving advice, but I also have learned how to let go.
I'm going to go to college to be a journalist.
Until then, I'm happy going to shows, hanging with my friends, living my life to the utmost extent and breaking all boundaries, limits, and laws, writing music, poetry, and stories, meeting new people, and learning about myself.
You know, all that grand stuff.
I am a really tolerant person.
I believe that all humans can be equal; that, in fact, as George Orwell stated, we are in fact so close, in this modern age, to achieving total equality for mankind, but just as we are so close to getting it, we are more or less throwing it away.
I want all races, genders, religions, ages, classes, everyone, to be equal someday.
I believe in humanity.
We are all human, and nothing other than human, no matter our skin color, the gods we do or do not believe in, the genitalia we bear, whether we're the lower class or the highest of classes.
My goal in life is to create this equality - There will be no barriers between us, in the end.
I have a lot to say;
<[i>As if you hadn't realized that by now!]
A lot of people consider me naive because I always look for the good in people.
Well, now I have learned to look out for and never trust the bad in them as well.
I am the eternal optimist.
PANSEXUAL.
I truly do not have boundaries to who I find attraction to; whether you are male or female or otherwise, so be it.
I am attracted to attraction, not gender - or race, creed, religion, and so on, so forth.
If I like you, I like you.
I am very self-conscious though, I am absolutely terrified of rejection, but I love flirting, and when I see signs, I go for it.
Telling someone, or figuring out if some likes me, is one area of my life that I do not appreciate mindgames.
I am wholly straightforward and honest.
I am generally happy with who I am.
Some days I hate myself; other days I'm proud of myself.
You win some, you lose some.
I could say all the things that I wanted to change;
<[i>my body, weight, breast size, and attractiveness]
...but whatever. Nobody's perfect.
I am not the American woman that I am told to be.
I'm just me.
Live your life.
Meet as many people as you can.
Fulfill your dreams, no matter how difficult they can be.
Never let anyone cause you to doubt yourself.
You are beautiful, you are intelligent, and you will change the world.
Nice to meet you.
Hit me up sometime:
MSN: [email protected]
"Recyling and speed limits are bullshit," Tyler said.
"They're like someone who quits smoking on his deathbed."
{Condescend Elsewhere.}
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I will rule in Hell before I serve in Heaven.
Revolutionary.
+Survive! - Fight! - Liberate!+
[If not us, who? If not now, when?]
- From each, according to his ability; to each, according to his need.
- Be careful when you fight the monsters, lest you become one.
- Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.
- The only solution for this pollution is revolution.
- Freedom is being able to say that two plus two makes four. If that is granted, all else follows.
- You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.
- A poor fool indeed is he who adopts a manner of thinking for others.
- With society and its public, there is no longer any other language than that of bombs, barricades, and all that follows.
- Democracy is the road to socialism.
- If you want a vision of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face - forever.
- In times of universal deceit, telling the truth will be a revolutionary act.

Tyler says I'm nowhere near hitting bottom, yet.
And if I don't fall all the way, I can't be saved.
I love my friends:
Stick Me, Bleed Me, Don't Say You Need Me says:
so when I get a job at TBell
livi/libi/olive oyl says:
i'm gonna do you with my strap on
Stick Me, Bleed Me, Don't Say You Need Me says:
you can munch my tacoes any day, for free
livi/libi/olive oyl says:
hahaha ha ha
Stick Me, Bleed Me, Don't Say You Need Me says:
lolololol
Stick Me, Bleed Me, Don't Say You Need Me says:
=D
Stick Me, Bleed Me, Don't Say You Need Me says:
radd!
livi/libi/olive oyl says:
OH YEEAAAAAAH
xstrike a posex3 [1:14 AM]: you'd die
xstrike a posex3[1:14 AM]: because if his giant cock in your ass didn't kill you i would have to murder you
Kessey Bat [8:09 PM]: and you're coming to Mobile or I'm coming there and giving you a hug just for being here for me through so much of it all.
Kessey Bat [8:09 PM]: without you, i'd still be the devil.
"Go ahead, you can't kill me," Tyler was laughing.
"You stupid fuck. Beat the crap out of me, but you can't kill me."
You have too much to lose.
I have nothing.
You have everything.

REST IN PEACE - DRO
I was just told a while ago by Kessey that Dro died in his sleep. He didn't wake up Sunday morning.
If you didn't know him, Dro had gastro-intestinal cancer, and the last time I talked to him, about a month ago, he was down to 86 pounds. He just turned seventeen in February.
I heard this, and I was utterly in shock...I went from being happy and hyper, to this unbelievably low sinking feeling in my gut. I know I didn't know Dro as much as Kessey (nobody knew Dro as much as that girl), but I still loved him, so fucking much. I am in the deepest regret right now that I never got to meet him, and hug him. I'm only happy that we finally patched up our brief enmity the last time we talked.
Dro. No matter what you said, you were always so beautiful. You were a lovely, wonderful boy. I loved talking to you, so much. You were also the first boy who told me he loved me, surprise surprise. I would've given the world for you, just so that you and Kessey could have at least a few more years together.
I can't believe you're gone. You're really gone. It hasn't truly hit me yet. But. I'm reeling in utter shock. I feel so sick right now.
I can't believe it. I loved you, Dro la la. I will miss you with every ounce of my being; I still love you so much. You will always be beautiful. You are my loveliest of lovelies. And I am fighting not to cry right now; I am fighting the tears so hard. I can't believe that the gods would take someone so beautiful and so young.
Rest In Peace, Dro-Lovely. I Will Miss You Forever.
I Love You So Much.
[August 21st, 2006]
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Kessey's Message
Diamarosso Riata Orusta - Dro.
I love you, Angel. Maybe you'll be able to see this in the afterlife, who knows. But, I want everyone to know that you were the most amazing and wonderful being that I ever was able to share my life with. Yes, we fought, dear. But, Some of my best memories have been spent with you.. I love you so much. You were the brother I never had around. You were and will always be the most memorable friend, Dro. I didn't expect you to last as long as you did, dear. But you fought so hard and we were so proud of you for holding on as long as you could. We miss you so much. Alabama and Florida will always have a piece missing out of them without you here with us.
I can keep telling myself that this isn't real, it isn't happening, it didn't happen. I can numb myself with the drugs, but only for so long. Because, reality will hit me the moment i wake up, sober up, come to a realization that you are really gone.
"I Beg For Just One More Tomorrow. Where You Hold Me Down, Fold Me In, Deep In The Heart Of Your Sins. I Break In Two Over You, I Break In Two, And Each Piece Of Me Dies, And Only You Can Give The Breathe Of Life, But, You Don't See Me, You Don't."
I love you. I can't stop saying it. You were so wonderful. At least you went in peaceful surrender. I wish it had of been me... I really do. I love you, Dro. I love you so much, Angel.
You were and always be my dearest fairy boy.
Love You, Always.
Kessey Death.
--August 21, 2006--
"This is a chemical burn," Tyler said,
"And it'll hurt more than you've ever been burned."