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~*Misstress Raquel*~

"Cant rain all the time"

About Me

HEy im suppost to say some thing about me but i cant think of any thing but. That im a girl and i like black and oh i have goth tendences. so please dont piss me off. I .."window.status=''; return true;"love metal and death or dark any and all. But im not really picky! But what was i saying, o i remeber fuck you if you dont like me!! But umm thats me!! Poems ((((((Black and white but stuck in grey. Not a bright light nor a dark way.))))))))((((((( Is it not my time to die? If not, then why do i dream of the day when ever thing comes to an end.Is it not time for my soul to reach her end? This pain grows more inside, it will not hide. This life has been a lie that know one can explain. So is it not my time to die? The world has losted it. The days just pass by like one big joke that laughts ever thing away. My time to die is now. I feel it some how. The clock seems to have slowed down. No more is it racing around. Slowing my heart with ever tick of this count down. When will the death angel come for me. When and how)))))))((((((Dreams are beautiful. Sleeping is useless. and reality is cruel.))))))((((((Once the dream is gone, and reality has hit. Dont forget to stop the tears that mit slip.)))))))))(((((Hope is the prison of despair locked in anger made with fear))))))(((A heart thats deing must first be released form there cuffs and become free or die tring))))My poems, steal and ill have you killed!!!))
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Raquel Emma Medina
Birthday: 12-23-87
Birthplace: why?
Current Location: hell florida
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: mut
The Shoes You Wore Today: boots
Your Weakness: My heart and soul and haterd
Your Fears: Dieing alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperonni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To stay sane
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: Dont Cry!
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes
Your Bedtime: sleep?
Your Most Missed Memory: My childhood
Pepsi or Coke: niether
MacDonalds or Burger King: niether
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: niether
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Capp
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: Nope
Do you Shower Daily: yep
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: one day
Do you belive in yourself: some times
Do you get Motion Sickness: Only when standing still
Do you think you are Attractive: NO
Are you a Health Freak: Some times
Do you get along with your Parents: Who does?
Do you like Thunderstorms: Passionatly
Do you play an Instrument: I try
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: ....
Ever Shoplifted: yep
How do you want to Die: Happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A poet
What country would you most like to Visit: France
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue/green
Favourite Hair Color: black/brown
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: Tall then I
Weight: dont care
Best Clothing Style: Dont care
Number of Drugs I have taken: hopfully none
Number of CDs I own: dont care
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: dont care
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not relavent! past is past
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How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?
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My Interests

IM into poetry, metal, writing songs, and oh parting all night!!..

I'd like to meet:


falling hearts

Music:

Rock(forever) Gettendeep, Humanfactorslab, Fliting thought violence, pantera, MSI,ICP, H.I.M, mudvayne, Devildriver, coalchamber, tool, a perfect circle, Cradle of filth, Manson, korn, twisted method, slipknot, mushroomhead, evanescence, rob zombie, snot, Big dumb face, Justins band (no name yet), Ozzy, black label society, kittie, otep, jack of jill, lacuna coil,sublime, lamb of god,crossbreed,seether, system of a down, nirvana,metallica, .."window.status=''; return true;"the doors , and many more........................................................ ..............................Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Movies:

Favorite Movies: Edward scissorhands, phantom of the Opra, Queen of the damed and , Fear and loating in las vagas, and The crow.Free Myspace Graphics

Television:

I watch t.v only when im bored. But my fav are Buffy, Drangenball Z, Invadder Vim, Aquateen hugur force, charmed, angel, umm cant think of any more oh well........................................................ ................

Heroes:

MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................. ............................................................ ...................... all 3 million of them _________________=============++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++((((((((((((((((((((((())))))))))))) )))))))))))))))))))

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My Blog

Im sorry

I guess when your in love you have to be a little crazy! Im just a simple girl in love with the one man that I tried so hard not to love. How stupied I was , the people I hurt only to find t...
Posted by ~*Misstress Raquel*~ on Tue, 01 May 2007 09:05:00 PST

I've been tryin not to love you!

I've been trying not to love you. I've been putting up a fight. I've been barly holding on and letting go with all my might. Theres a part of me thats empty I know only love can fill. Im afread Ill...
Posted by ~*Misstress Raquel*~ on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 06:03:00 PST

Im a fucking dumb ass!!!

Im  stupied as  fuck! when i think of the people ive just left in the dirt! My stomach quinghes!! All those that feel some thing for me, all those nice guys i've hurt, al...
Posted by ~*Misstress Raquel*~ on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 03:14:00 PST

NO one loves me!!!

No one loves me Fucking people need to learn that calling people! Its not that hard to get to a person if they try! You know fuck that shit ! So those that actully care to talk to me call me at my hou...
Posted by ~*Misstress Raquel*~ on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 11:59:00 PST

Im ok now

I finally feel like my life is going good now yay me! but i have a car, a man that cares for me! that surprised the shit out of me!  Schools almost done and ill be done with my legal problem...
Posted by ~*Misstress Raquel*~ on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 02:07:00 PST

Should I join the Army?

Im so scared of my futhur but its been haunting me since i turned 18! School will be over in one month and i have know Ideal what I want to do! but lately  ive been thinking o...
Posted by ~*Misstress Raquel*~ on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 06:48:00 PST

Poem( Red is the color of sin)

Pain is the sorce of all sin. Every emostion that can be felt within. Hope that once rained from your eyes is striped away with every second pain resides. Pain leads to tears, tears bring the hat...
Posted by ~*Misstress Raquel*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

POEM( Rain)

Rain, rain my friend. come and be the tears I can not cry. An ocean of sadness I haven't enough tears to fill. Rain, rain. Please come and wash me away from here. Bath me in a dream of things I c...
Posted by ~*Misstress Raquel*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Have you ever

have you ever just woke up one day and thought to your self. that maybe you'll die today> no just think about it you never no!! you could just be walking down the street then bam>> I mean life can be ...
Posted by ~*Misstress Raquel*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

help

hey i need help im tryin to add color to my profile and i dont know how!! So please help!! Bands of all if you need some lyrices or a song for a band i have lots. Just need people to email about the t...
Posted by ~*Misstress Raquel*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST