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%D%A %D%A%D%AI've been through so many things with my friends. Deaths, family issues, secrets, stress, breakups, anniversaries, hook-ups, rapes, drunken nights, drugs, the embarrassment, times when we just don't know what to do or say, getting thrown out of stores, eating entire bags of chips, downing 40s in 30 minutes, stupid decisions and complicated ones, giving advice, 2AM phonecalls; the ones when they don't even say "hello," but I can hear them crying on the other end of the line and already know who it is and exactly what happened. I've had sleepovers on schoolnights just because it was too goddamn hard for one of us or even both of us to make it through the night alone. I've seen their faces light up at the simple things and their hearts shatter over something even less important. I've seen them look absolutely stunning without make-up on. I bask in how completely oblivious my friends are to their own beauty and all of their admirers. I've watched the tears run from their eyelids smearing their perfect complexion and staining their careworn cheeks and I hate that all i can say is "Honey, I'm here. It'll be okay...". I hate that hugs, no matter how tight don't always put things back together. I've felt them shivver with the cold of lonliness and I've seen them crack under pressure. I've been at a complete loss of words when truths come out and it's painful to hear the way they're really feeling and not be able to say something to make it okay. I wish I could make healing time speed up, just for them. I've seen the way that they look at their boyfriends or girlfriends and I just know that whatever they have might not last forever but it sure as hell means something now. Sometimes they try to hide how happy they really are just as much as they try to fill all the empty spaces in their broken hearts, but I can see it. I've been there when they sing along to the ultimate lamest love songs because they make sense to them. I've seen the shy smile that appears only for a glimpse of time on their faces as we talk about those special people and all of those memories we hate to love & wish we could forget. I love knowing things and never telling. Sometimes I wish that the world would be a little more kind to my friends, but then I remember that the world hasn't seen them breakdown like I have, the world doesn't know any better. I guess that makes me cherish the people that are caring rather than cold hearted. But on the other hand, I'm so incredibly thankful for all the challenges we've faced together because it shows us how strong we really are and how strong we're willing to be for the other person. No matter the guilt and weight of the world that we may be carrying all on our own, we're still willing to carry each other. I love them for that.
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%D%A&& honey you'd be so jealous of everything I've got now. Not only because it's all 1000 times better than you , or that I found it all without you , but mostly because I'm doing so much better than you are because of you. %D%A%D%A
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