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SoOoOoOo... when I was little I used to think that being older made everyhing better. I used to think that just getting away would change all the bad things that happen in life. Well, Now I'm older and I've gotten away...and everything is still the same. Bad stuff still happens. I guess you can't make something that's happened unhappen. I used to think if something real bad happened to me then I could use it as my escape... wrong again. SoOoOo this is me now.... You can either see the sadness that exists all around us or you can put it out there... I keep most of it in but I see it. I see all of it. Bad things happen at some point in time to everyone but like they say life is more then the sum of its parts... So when things seem to be going downhill remember you'll live through it. I tend to keep alot of what i feel inside. If I'm really upset most likely I won't tell you...regardless of how many times you ask. I especially keep in feelings that will hurt other people...even if I know keeping it in is hurting me more. I have many regrets in my life but no more then anyone else... If I could I wouldn't have missed out on so much.... I would have gone to my senior prom and the winterball... I would have hung out with real friends a little more... I would have chosen a better group of friends but no worries guys because if I'm still talking to you then you're obviously cool with me.... I wouldn't have worried myself with the things I didn't need to at such a young age and would have tryed to have more of a childhood instead of always trying to please everyone else and act like the mature one. I wouldn't care as much about what people think.... I would have tryed to do things differently no need for elaboration. I love being active and the outdoors... playing sports fly well with me but I'm not your typical tomboy... Im still a girly girl and yeh shopping is a good time... sorry if thats dissapointing. I also like to write... esp poetry its one way to get your feelings out and ppl don't know if your writing about youself or someone else so they only have to sit back and wonder.... I like all things tied in with law....I smile alot... in fact Im always smiling, but that doesn't mean My expression on my face is always describing the expression written on my heart and mind. Im to nice and somewhat of a good girl but I do have my wild side... I like to party once in a while vodkas my flava of choice.... So you're probably reading this thinking you know me.... but you don't. No one does because other peoples happiness is worth my unhappiness... so I hold alot in but doesn't mean you can't get to know me... I am a very complex person though, however very easy to get along with. Just saying that I am kind of complicated sorry.aim name is EyesOfHerDespairTELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Kelsey B
Birthday: July 17th 1987
Birthplace: Sayre, Pa
Current Location: T-town and Near Scranton
Eye Color: Hazel, but my eyes change with mood
Hair Color: Dirty Blonde, with natural highlights... when up looks like a very light brown.
Height: 5 Ft. 7 in.
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty baby
Your Heritage: Mostly German and Irish, but Dutch, Welsch, and Scottish.
The Shoes You Wore Today: Puma's
Your Weakness: I care a little to much... and over analyze everything.
Your Fears: Not making a difference in the world.
Your Perfect Pizza: Ham and Pinapple.... hawaiian.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Go to a better school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: What am I going to do today?
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes, I think...
Your Bedtime: Whenever I fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: When I was two and didn't know any better.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke-A-Cola
MacDonalds or Burger King: The King
Single or Group Dates: Single for romance... Group for fun loving.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Capp
Do you Smoke: Just ask me?
Do you Swear: Sometimes... never around children.
Do you Sing: Only when I am in an amazing mood.
Do you Shower Daily: Yes.... that's just gross.
Have you Been in Love: Not sure.
Do you want to go to College: In College... but want to be somewhere else.
Do you want to get Married: Yes, but only if he promises its forever.
Do you belive in yourself: Not like I should
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive: More so Then I let myself believe.
Are you a Health Freak: Not really
Do you get along with your Parents: My father... I don't talk to enough to decide... and My Mom she's the best... but we do argue alot.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Rain I love, Thunder I dislike, but it's all good!
Do you play an Instrument: Nope, but want to learn to play the drums, show me?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: I plead the fifth
In the past month have you Smoked: ehhh... yeh :(
In the past month have you been on Drugs:
In the past month have you gone on a Date: idk
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yeh
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No Way...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yeh, who hasn't... like wtf? Just teasing
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yeh, but not for anything special.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No... want to go?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No, well yeh.... haha my brothers dvd.
Ever been Drunk: Yeh...
Ever been called a Tease: Yes, am I ... idk
Ever been Beaten up: Nope... and fighting usually doesn't solve anything.
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: By benifiting the life of another.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I want to be so much... so just ask this one.
What country would you most like to Visit: Zambia, because I want to see Victoria Falls.. or maybe some tropical Island.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: It's not about the color... its what they have to say. You can tell
Favourite Hair Color: No fav's
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: Taller then me... but it doesn't define a person either.
Weight: Whatever weight that they look good at and what they are cormfortable at.
Best Clothing Style: OMG!!! Whatever they like and look good in.
Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own: Not sure
Number of Piercings: Two
Number of Tattoos: Doesn't matter
Number of things in my Past I Regret: You shouldn't regret anything... because at some point its what you wanted.
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