Hey…Hey…The names Jeffrey or Mittens not anything else…but I guess you can call me Betty...I'm a editor...film is my life...I think there are two ways you can see the world. You either see the sadness that's behind everything or you choose to keep it all out…I choose sadness...Which is it possible to talk to someone without any lies? With no sarcasms, no deceptions, no exaggerations, or any of the other things people use to confuse the truth? I am a man of god, but my god isn’t your god…She doesn’t exist…I don’t believe her lies…her teachings or any of that superficial nonsense…That people believe in because they want a better life so they look among the stars… Someone once said “Don't attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you're lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that spaceâ€â€¦Not even god…My anti-god is one simple word…INTEGRITY there's no need to hide, lie, cheat, or give into something with false hope…The word speaks for itself…In all truth and being loyal to your heart, life won’t bring awkward mishaps or broken hopes and dreams…My heart lives upon a book about a tree and a little boy…My skin ILLUSTRATES it…Is the tree selfless or merely self-sacrificing? Tears fall in our lives like leaves from a tree. Our finitude is not something to be regretted or despised, however; it is what makes giving (and receiving) possible. The more you blame the boy, the more you have to fault human existence. The more you blame the tree, the more you have to fault the very idea of parenting…That’s a sufficient amount said about my inner beatings...If you want to know something speak up, no one gets hurt in asking…All I’ve ever wanted was to be invisible, but my soiled skin won’t let me…My friends I would die for, This is the way I feel, It's in my blood…Yesterday, today and tomorrow…This is in my heart I’ll never change…Memories will live forever in my heart…Fuck the fakes who have fallen through the cracks of patheticness…I'll never forget you…I'll never change the way I feel…You will always be a joke in my eyes…This is our lives…This is who we are…This is who I am…Undying LOVE is the heart of this machine...My family and loved ones are who i am...I will forever be single and alone for I’m too afraid of change…and of heart…and I am grateful for this the reason being my heart beats and races faster for the ones I adore…
I keep telling myself "You've got to get over yourself"
I don't want you to save me 'Cause what if you did, you'd succeed And then you would get bored and leave I'd be back at square one...
The world needs more Pettibone....