About Me
A LIL ABOUT ME IM 24,HIV+,SINGLE SOON TO BE TRANSEXUAL -M2F- OH' DID I MENCHIN THAT IM SINGLE AND LOOKING...LOL, I CANT SAY MUCH ABOUT ME (A GURL HAS TO HAVE SOME SECRETS,RIGHT.) BUT IF YOU TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME, WE WILL SEE. THIS IS MY STORY...I CAN STILL REMEMBER HOW I FELT IN THOSE FIRST FEW MOMENTS AFTER I FOUND OUT THAT I HAD "THE VIRUS". IT WAS JUST A FEW MONTHS AGO,(APRIL 28TH,2006 TO BE EXACT.) AND THE EXPERIENCE HAS CHANGED ME A LOT(HOPEFULLY FOR THE BETTER)HIV HAS GONE FROM BEING A DEATH SENTENCE TO BEING THE MANAGABLE DISEASE IT HAS BECOME TODAY.BUT TESTING POSITIVE IS ALWAYS HARD.IT ALL STARTED WHEN I VISITED MY DOCTOR, FOR A SWOLLEN LYMPH-GLAND. HE SAID IT COULD BE A FEW THINGS HE WASN'T TO SURE ABOUT IT. I HADENT ENGAGED IN ANYTHING RISKY... BUT THEN AGAIN WE'RE TALKIN ABOUT ME... SO I GUESS I DID.SO WHEN I WENT BACK TO HIS OFFICE TO GET MY TEST RESULTS I DIDNT EXPECT IT TO BE HIV.THE NURSE SAT ME DOWN IN THE DOCTORS PRIVATE OFFICE,HANDED ME A SPRITE AND SAID THE DOCTOR WOULD BE RIGHT IN,I REMEMBER THINKING THIS WAS IT,I WAS GOING TO HEAR THE WORST THINGS POSSIBLE, AND WHEN HE SAID IT, I FELT LIKE IT WAS A LOW BLOW I WASNT SURE WHAT TO DO
I REMEMBER HAVEING THOUGHTS LIKE...AM I GOING TO LIVE, CAN I HAVE KIDS,WHO DID I GET IT FROM, DID I PASS IT TO ANYONE,WHAT ARE MY PARENTS GOIN TO SAY, DO AND WHAT ABOUT MY FRIENDS... NEVER THE LESS I FOUND THAT I HAD FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT WOULD BE THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT-I AM TRUELY BLESS THAT THEY ARE IN MY LIFE --THANK YOU MELICIA ,MONICA M., MELISSA V.(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE GURL'S)THIS ROAD I TRAVEL IS VERY WINDING AND HARD AND AT TIMES LONG AND DIFFICULT BUT WHEN YOU HAVE FRIENDS LIKE THESE BITCHHHH'S YOU ALWAYS GOT A HELPING HAND, A SHOWLDER TO LEAN ON, AND SOME TO HEAR YOU OUT, AND NOW THAT I REMEMBER THAT IT DOESN'T SEEM SO HARD NOW,, THANKS GURL-"SMILE"
