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Ruby B

Cancer, the keeper of nostalgia and cherished memories and possessions...

About Me

My name is Ruby i reside in North Hollywood, Ca (SFV 818)orginally born and raised in Hollywood, moved to the valley in '94. I have 4 cats which names are as follows: Oreo, Lola, and Lilo and now Kiki. Im SO overshit...but find myself still confused about life, love, mistakes, hurt. I'm in a process of self revalation. I'm currently undergoing sub-conscious changes some of which i am aware of, some of which are not. I am an outspoken individual, im very timid and shy, probably a "bit" paranoid and self-conscious. I can say that i am a pesimistic yet optimistic person. I believe in truth and i dont approve of lies and deviousness,I'm a straight foward person, I like to share my honest opinions, beliefs, thoughts,etc. I am a conversationalist and i enjoy congregating/aruging. I believe in astrology, and I sometimes seek answers to the stars. Oh yeah i forgot to mention FUCK YOU ALL :P I'm a cancer in cusp of a Leo,Assertive yet passive yet aggressice, I'm very emotional and may sometimes might have weird mood swings...;D(let's just say that i am an emotional roller coaster)I'm very sensative (maybe even too much)I like the occult, philosiphy, theory,poetry,art. I can sometimes be a procastinator but i do believe in getting things done and thoroughly. I have a good sence of humor and love people that also do...(it never hurts to get a good laugh)I like to draw, doddle and i also like to write poetry or just what i would call creative writting.

My Interests

the occult, the paranormal, philosiphy,theory,poerty, art of all kinds (but espcially dark and abstract)that catches my attention.

I'd like to meet:

Mysterious individuals,liars, hypocrites, cheaters, deceivers, vampires, warewolves, sinners, witches, devils, saints switches, doms and slaves...;D Angelina Jolie and Tina Root (lead vocalist from a band who are no longer together and was called "Switchblade Symphony"

Music:

Varies~ From Anything with much bass and i can bump in my car, some music/singers/artist/bands as follows: APOPTYGMA BERZERK, Atrocity, Anathema, Bauhaus, BELLA MORTE, Bile, Christian Death, Cruxshadows, CLAIRE VOYANT, covenant, Dairy of Dreams, Das Ich, David Bowie, Dead Can Dance, Delerium, DUCLE LIQUIDO, Electric Hellfire Club, Enrapture, Faith and the Muse, Felix Da House Cat, Fischerspooner, FRONT 242, Frontline Assembly, Funker Vogt, Garbage, Gene Loves Jezebel, Girls Under Glass, Glen Danzig and/or also DANZIG, Hocico, Hungry Lucy, Incubuss Sukkubus, Joy Division, KMFDM, Lacuna Coil, LACRIMOSA, Ladytron, L'ame Immortelle, Mazzy Star, Mesphito Walz, Miss Kitten, Moonspell, NINE INCH NAILS,ohGR, Paradise Lost, Project Pitchfork, RAMMSTEIN, Razed In Black, Rosetta Stone, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Skinny Puppy, Sneaker Pimps, Suicide Commando, STP, Switchblade Symphony, Theatre Of Tragedy, The Gathering, The Sisters Of Mercy, Thou Shalt Not, Tristesse de la Lune, Two Witches, Ulver, Velvet Acid Christ, VnV Nation, wumpscut, zeromancer

Television:

I dont really watch television...but when it is done it's typically an old cartoon which might be everyone's favorite (i.e The Simpsons, Alvin and the Chipmunks, Tom and Jerry) T.V channels that i do share an interest with are: Dicovery Channel, The History Channel, The Learning Channel, National Geographic Channel and i guess Bravo :p

Books:

Non fiction books, some fiction very rare though. Some books that i have read and/or have an interest in are books of the occult, Philosiphy, Theory, the Paranormal, Bibles and religions and poetry and writings of all sorts (such as i.e ?) Currently Reading:

Heroes:

N/A

My Blog

November 26, 2006

I have no hope& Slowly but ever so surely did my fragile  Weakened heart began to slowly fail.   As I crumbled before you, I saw you replace    Steps back, in order to retrace Wi...
Posted by Ruby B on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 01:52:00 PST

The degree in which it pains me

Another dying moment captured in this heretic world we call our living existence, The earth.              To feel as if maybe&just maybe someone o...
Posted by Ruby B on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 01:49:00 PST

The principles of life

Lost in moments in one's past deem only to convict regret Drowning deep inside of thee My torture is this life that is loved to emptiness It haunts me The thought of what once would have been&. Seem t...
Posted by Ruby B on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 01:48:00 PST

Reflections

Existent time frames of life I shall encounter, these episodes which are like reflections of the past. Enchanting moments in which recollections sway free fully against my scars, It pains& Oh how so t...
Posted by Ruby B on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 10:37:00 PST

To Have and to hold...

To have and to hold Is your heart now owned? Captured once before& Currently still Unwinding in silence Cold as ice Hard as stone, The final chapter has now been read and shut closed. No more words....
Posted by Ruby B on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 10:35:00 PST

To: You

REFLECTING ON TIME...WHO TICKED AWAY DREAMING ABOUT THE BEAUTIFULEST MEMORIES...THAT ONE DAY WILL SLIP AWAY SEEING THE DEEPEST SPARK OF HOPE IN ONES EYES...REALIZING THAT WE ARE AL...
Posted by Ruby B on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 12:01:00 PST

At peace...

The chords in which you strum must be heard... Aloud! They echoed reaching outer limits to a place we call "The Unknown" Frozen... Only but thy heart which you shivered still, Sent from above, ...
Posted by Ruby B on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:59:00 PST

Angel

AS IF SIGNIFICANCE COULD NEVER PERTAIN SOLITUDE, ONLY VENTURE IN OBLIVION, SHALL IT BE DISAMBERED TO THE CYCLE OF ETERNITY?
Posted by Ruby B on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:58:00 PST

"Ignorance is Bliss I"

Through the shadows of life trying to keep my state of mind sane enough to survive, As i surpassed the empty dark hallways...they laughed as i struggled to grasp... A glimpse of air in a half empty gl...
Posted by Ruby B on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:56:00 PST

The Begining

*Note---These blogs were written a while ago when things were different so i will call this the begining i'll let you know when it has ended kay kay thanks*   Original Innocence In our obsession...
Posted by Ruby B on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:56:00 PST