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actually startin to love life

I dont let anyone bring me down anymore!!!

About Me

hey what up people my name is sam i live in Terre Haute indiana im 19. i have 4 tattoos and 13 piercings! i will admit i am a bitch. but only if you get on my nerves! if you want to know more send me a message!
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My Interests

i love skateboarding and listening to music and partying with all my friends!

I'd like to meet:

I dont want to meet anyone! i hate life!!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: SAM
Birthday: 7-20-87
Birthplace: INDIANAPOLIS IN
Current Location: RADFORD VA
Eye Color: BROWN
Hair Color: BLONDE
Height: 5'9"
Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHT
Your Heritage: TOO MANY TO COUNT
The Shoes You Wore Today: DVS
Your Weakness: DONT KNOW
Your Fears: FALLIN IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER ASSHOLE
Your Perfect Pizza: CHEESE
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: MEETING A GREAT GUY
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL AND IMAO
Thoughts First Waking Up: IM NOT READY TO GET UP YET
Your Best Physical Feature: DONT HAVE ONE
Your Bedtime: WHEN I FEEL LIKE GOIN TO SLEEP
Your Most Missed Memory: MY ECLIPSE
Pepsi or Coke: COKE
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: SINGLE
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LIPTON
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE
Cappuccino or Coffee: COFFEE
Do you Smoke: YES
Do you Swear: FUCK YEA
Do you Sing: YEPP
Do you Shower Daily: MORE THAN ONCE A DAY
Have you Been in Love: YES
Do you want to go to College: YES
Do you want to get Married: OF COURSE WHO WOULDNT
Do you belive in yourself: NO
Do you get Motion Sickness: NO
Do you think you are Attractive: NOT AT ALL
Are you a Health Freak: HELL NO
Do you get along with your Parents: FOR THE MOST PART
Do you like Thunderstorms: NOPE
Do you play an Instrument: NO
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: NO
In the past month have you Smoked: YES
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date: NO
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: YES
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: I DONT LIKE OREOS
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: DONT EAT SEA FOOD
In the past month have you been on Stage: NO
In the past month have you been Dumped: yep
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: NO
Ever been Drunk: yep
Ever been called a Tease: ALL THE TIME
Ever been Beaten up: not physically
Ever Shoplifted: NO
How do you want to Die: I WANT TO BLEED OUT FROM EVERY SURFACE OF MY BODY AN SUFFER
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: KINDAGARTEN TEACHER
What country would you most like to Visit: GERMANY
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: BROWN
Favourite Hair Color: doesnt matter... but darker is better
Short or Long Hair: SHORT
Height: TALLER THAN ME
Weight: LESS THAN 225
Best Clothing Style: LOOSE
Number of Drugs I have taken: 3
Number of CDs I own: I DON KNOW
Number of Piercings: 10
Number of Tattoos: 3 ENCOUNTING PLAYBOY BUNNY A CROSS AND A NAME
Number of things in my Past I Regret: EVERYTHING THATS WHY I WANT TO DIE

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Music:

i mainly love heavy metal but have been gettin heavy into rap!Slipknot

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Movies:

i love horror movies

Television:

I love Charmed and e.r. and law and order svu

Heroes:

who needs a hero when you have yourself and noone else!!!

My Blog

alive and kicking

im getting over it pushing past all the bullshit and getting right to the root of what the problem really is all the reasons for the missunderstandings emerency landings on a plane headed for home its...
Posted by actually startin to love life on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 03:54:00 PST

my boi dave wrote this for me couple years ago

CLEAR THE EYES TO THE DEPTH OF THE SOUL TO THE TRUTH AND THE LIES DOWN TO THE BLANTANT CRIES THAT IN THE MIND ARISE YOU SEE THE PAIN AND FEEL THE TORMENT SEE THE PAIN IN THEIR EYES     &nb...
Posted by actually startin to love life on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:24:00 PST

fallin for someone sucks ass!!

I feel like cutting again and it isnt a good feeling! Im very depressed right now! i cant have the guy i really like he has a girl! he is really sweet tho! B you know im talkin bout you!!  i...
Posted by actually startin to love life on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 01:27:00 PST

do it for me!!!

Current mood:  confused 1. Who are you?2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long...
Posted by actually startin to love life on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 01:49:00 PST

im perfect just the way i am

some of my friends has made me realize i dont need a guy to be happy and that im doin just fine on my own! dont get me wrong i would love to have a boyfriend but my real good friends made me really th...
Posted by actually startin to love life on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 01:23:00 PST

done with tryin to find love!!

i just got a call and the guy was like yea i dont think we have enough in common to be more than friends! i was like and your the one that was interested in me and now your sayin your not thats real f...
Posted by actually startin to love life on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 05:02:00 PST

TO ALL THE GREAT GUYS LEFT WE KNOW YOUR OUT THERE! SO DONT WORRY YOU WILL HAVE YOUR CHANCE!

HEY ALL THE GREAT GUYS, WE KNOW YOUR OUT THERE WANDERIN WHY WE PICK THE ASSHOLES WELL THIS IS WHY! SOME OF US ARE USE TO BEIN TREATED BADLY SO OUT OF HABIT THATS WHAT WE GO AFTER! AND SOME OF US ARE J...
Posted by actually startin to love life on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 12:39:00 PST

THIS IS TO ALL THE GIRLS THAT HAS HAD THEIR HEARTS BROKEN BY THE ONE THEY TRUELY LOVE

G IRLS COME ON NOW. I KNOW YOUR TIRED OF BEIN TREATED LIKE SHIT! I KNOW YOU DONT LIKE BEIN TOLD WHAT YOU CAN AND CANT DO, WHO YOU CAN TALK TO, WHAT YOU CAN AND CANT WEAR, AND WHERE YOU CAN GO. SO...
Posted by actually startin to love life on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 12:20:00 PST

ask me anything!

ok everyone this is how its goin to work, you can ask me 10 questions and 10 questions only. ask me anything you want to know bout me i dont care what it is.
Posted by actually startin to love life on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 09:31:00 PST

everyone read this and tell me the truth

Everyone read this and tell me the truth!!!!  I dare you...to tell me the truth..Seven Things you want from me1.2.3.4.5.6.7.Six things you wonder about me1.2.3.4.5.6.Five things you like about ...
Posted by actually startin to love life on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 03:19:00 PST