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...Nicola...

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About Me

I am love...its all I want to give you and its all that I am...Love is everything...I live in San Marcos La Laguna.... the most beautiful lake I have ever found.... the view I have each morning when I awaken is of this lake....and the volcanoes on the other side....and its always stunning... come rain come shine... there is no bad view... sunrise or sunset... just stunning...My life is filled with totally awesome and amazing people... who continue to inspire me on a daily basis.... my life is filled with love and beauty....I am blessed...I fill my days by chilling out in Moonfish with a coffee....hanging out with some of those beautiful souls that fill each of my beautiful days....reading, drinking more coffee....writing poetry...or at least poetic writing!....Kissing.... hugging....loving.... smiling till my face hurts....falling in love with life....staring out at the volcanoes in awe of my beautiful life.......naked swimming in the lake.....naked sunbathing... those tan lines are a biatch.....reiki....kissing..(again!)...being in love..... with myself....and each soul that touches my life.....more kissing ..... beauty... nature...coffee trees and moutainsides.....and climbing barefoot up those mountainsides.....zip lining through natures reserves and feeding bananas to monkeys.....chasing butterflies and dragonflies......fairy hunting ......whispering secrets to someone I love.... smiling till my face hurts......feeling the water trickle over my feet in a boat.... and jumping in muddy puddles wearing wellie boots......feel the rain on my skin as I skip through san marcos.....Looking up at the stars and the moon.... knowing you can see them too... ... making wishes on the shooting stars........knowing that you are me and I am you and that none of this really matters.......all is perfect... just as it is....love just... is


My Interests

Reiki... Healing... Love, MAGIC, burning man.....burners... burning.....Happiness...... Being in the moment...and knowing its wonderful.......hugging... loving..... smiling......happiness.... laughter.......kisses.....feeling inspired........and wanting to grow....... honesty..... being true to myself and to others............being aware......... and just being.................Music..... and the memories it brings........words.... and the meaning they can bring................FRIENDS.....life itself........justBeing...............................Anythi ng involving travel.... Egypt... Guatemala, California, my other homes...errr england then in that case I suppose.......Friends... Famiy...Painting.....Dragons.....Fairies...Pixies....Boat trips.... Jet Ski-ing....Sky diving.... long slow walks in the countryside or on the beach....Scuba Diving.......Cooking and most definately eating.....cosiness with someone you love......Dancing....dressing up...playing up.....smiling.....and being held by someone you love...seeing the light shining from someone so much that you just want to scream it from the roof... falling head over heals in love.....and still being me...

I'd like to meet:

People who can continually inspire me and likewise me to them..............People who aren't afraid to be themselves or afraid to live.......... or of life.....People who aren't afraid to show and give love........People who aren't afraid to be loved.............People who aren't afraid to spend time on their own............People who aren't afraid to know what they want and to go out and get it.....People who aren't afraid..............People who give everything they are without caring about what they get in return........People with Strength..............People who care..........People who hug..........People who love.............Happy People..........PEOPLE WHO BURN.......If we are meant to meet.... then rest assured we will...............

Music:

music...... anything that makes me feel something .... how can music not make you feel I hear you scream....a slow waltz to dirty dirty break beats....!!!! Any music that reminds me of a moment, a person, a feeling.........and whilst away from the people I hold so close music is more important to me than it ever was.... hhhhmmmm, especially if they gave me half the music on my ipod...

Movies:

Anything Girlie........what can I say ....But after Travelling.....Love Actually wins hands down......Heathrow arrivals lounge...........if you've seen the film.... you know what I mean...........MONTH PYTHON..... The Life of Brion (ooppps did I spell that wrong??), The Meaning of Life, The Holy Grail.....and to watch Monty Python you need to have someone of a like mind sat with u to laugh ..(Hero... your bad english accent.... will always make me smile..)To the other extreme anything that makes my brain have to work damn hard to guess the twist or that is so cleverly made you concentrate so hard you have frown lines after 10 mins.......although frankly the options of movies down here in general is getting slimer and slimer........Dragonheart.......Dragonfly..........Breakfast Club.....Immortal Beloved...Before Sunrise...Right now... I think I would pretty much kill to just watch something stupid and girlie...am craving Bridget Jones of all movies...Dirty Dancing and thats just wrong....

Television:

Dont Do TV....although I did have a fun session with B where we watched the whole of series 5 of 24! many moons ago....

Books:

Again.... anything that makes me think.... are you sensing a theme yet..... any book that makes you not want to put it down..... Conversations with God... now theres a book to really make you think.........5 People You Meet in Heaven..... Tuesdays with Morrie....autobiographies/biographies of interesting people...........The Time Travellers Wife........AND NOW TIMES MOVES ON::... The Disappearance of the Universe.. by Gary R Renard.... A course in Miracles...Jaguar Woman, Lynn Andrews, Soul Mates by Edgar Cayce, Ishamel....theres so many more... My favourite book of all time... The 5th Sacred Thing, StarHawk....now thats how life should be lived... The Red Tent, one all men should read!

Heroes:

My parents for helping make me the person I am today....my brother, my grandparents, my cousins, my aunts and my uncle, my friends back home in england for being totally amazing about letting the butterfly spread her wings...my friends in america for showing my another way.....my spiritual guides and angels.....all the teachers I have known before and have yet to meet....thank you...and B...for filling my life with the love I knew existed but had never found till now....my husband, for showing me a life I never knew I could have....my wives... yes there are many.... for inspiring to be who I am and appreciate the woman I keep so often hidden from myself....

My Blog

Learning......

.. I've learned - that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to ...
Posted by ...Nicola... on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 08:43:00 PST

ONE

One song can spark a moment, One flower can wake a dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring... One smile begins a friendship, One hand lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship, O...
Posted by ...Nicola... on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 03:03:00 PST

today I wrote again.....

I poured my heart out on some paper....and it felt good....I sat in moonfish... no one else was there and I wrote and wrote and wrote until I realised it had all come out of me and there was nothing m...
Posted by ...Nicola... on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 01:39:00 PST

my child

No one else can find me....for I am the one that lost me....No one else can know me..........for no one else exists......No one else can love me until I do....Why is it that No one else has the COURAG...
Posted by ...Nicola... on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 10:48:00 PST

as only RUMI can...

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Posted by ...Nicola... on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 08:55:00 PST

Missing...

I miss you..... When I am not in this moment....When my mind wonders...When I think of the past....or look with hope to the future....When I walk in places I walked with you....Drinking coffee in...
Posted by ...Nicola... on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 02:23:00 PST

from before.....

Too much time with my mind.....and I realise you crept back in there again....I know I still love you..... I know I always will...But I dont get why my mind goes off to the future again.....It dreams ...
Posted by ...Nicola... on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 01:59:00 PST

That Something....(FOR YOU!)

Something Happened...... something changed...That way you look at me... and I youTheres is an understanding .. a knowing...of Love perhaps...?of respect.... of truth... of honesty... I see you sh...
Posted by ...Nicola... on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 01:51:00 PST

the empty space I found you in...

So how did I find myself here... I begin to wonder....my view... an adundance of volcanoes, hills, the lake.... both Pana and San Pedro and where am I?... Sat on my balcony.  Having spent the las...
Posted by ...Nicola... on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 01:39:00 PST

Burning Man week in San Marcos

So my little ones... news news and more news.... Well as you know it was Burning Man and I sadly couldnt attend... I knew back in February when I got disallowed from the States for awhile that th...
Posted by ...Nicola... on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 02:04:00 PST