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Dube

Picture me inside the misery of poverty. No man alive has ever witnessed the struggles i've survived

About Me

About Me: I live in a town surrounded by drama, where the only person I can trust is my mama. And it seems like everytime I put this blunt to my lips, take a couple hits, and a few more rips, I realize my friends dont exist. But I have succeeded in making the changes needed, my trials and tribulations completed, I begged and I pleaded, but I feel so depleted and like ive been defeated. Take a look at me and see all of my qualtities, the better guy that I can be, and the reality of my personality. All I know is that I have let you all go, it just goes to show, that theres more to me than you know. As the wind blows, and the time goes out the window I say goodbye to these hoes and my bros. Some of you girls were worth the effot but never the heartbreak, and for my sake, leave me alone, im not to date, because I cant take another mistake, your all so fake and that makes you wonder why I like to get baked? Im sorry if im to blame, but all of you are the same and i'll never remember your names or your games. I have to grab a hold of the reigns as it rains and as the wounds heal their scars remain, but its time to rearrange and make a change. Why do I bother to tell you about me, you'll always doubt me, and this place is better off without me, so to the very few friends I do have, dont cry when our friendship ends, because I tried to make our ammeds, but the message never sends and our strength bends. And it kills that you dont see these skills, and the amount of stress that builds on my shoulders as I grow older and realize this world only gets colder, but i've become bolder were the words that I told her. Why have you all given up, what the fuck, im stuck, and I cant just hide and duck, im running out of luck, I need some one to confide in, that will keep a secret and never sin, without you where ever you are, i'll never win, but this feelings creeping up my skin. I need a someone to call when ive had a bad day, and someone to look at me and say, its okay I love you anyway, and ill always love you tomorrow and today, but im a renegade and have been since the second grade, and my mark here has been made. Its time to leave and head back to CT cuz ive looked for what I need here and it was never found, and it never will be as I fall to the ground. Without a sound i'll no longer be bound, but one day, one dawn I will be gone. So think about how little time we have left cuz theres so much to accomplish before our deaths. Although when I leave i'll hit me knees and wish upon the breeze that good fortune will find our families and then you look me in the eyes and cry my friends, cuz I did say goodbye and you did care, and then my friends you'll regret never being there.
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My Interests

Sports, sports, sports,Education, School,Work,Women,Music, Movies, Laughing, Stress Free Life, Family, Fun

I'd like to meet:

Tupac Shakur, Jessica Alba, Jessica Simpson, Jessica Biel (wow those three imagine the possibilities), Notorious B.I.G., Bone Thugs N' Harmony, Eminem, Derek Jeter, Tiki Barber, Eli Manning (so I can tell him he sucks), Peyton Manning ( so I can ask him to consider replacing Eli), Bernie Williams. And above all else the people resposible for Ice 101

Music:

Tupac Shakur, Eminem, Staind, Nickleback, Three Doors Down, Bush, Whitey Ford, Blink 182, Lynard Skynard, Pink Floyd, Matchbox 20, Notorious B.I.G., Ludacris, Young Joc, Young Jeezy, J Kwon, ~Bone Thugs N' Harmony~, Tom Petty, Guns N' Roses, Kansas, Tim McGraw, Cat Stevens, Lil' Wayne

Movies:

Oh god this list could be a hundred times longer than this:Stand By Me, Varsity Blues, Crash, American History X, Pursuit of Happyness, Beerfest, SCARFACE!, goodfellas, godfather 1-3, ladder 49, Grandmas Boy, Van Wilder, Van Wilder: Rise of Taj, Troy, Alamo, The American Pies, Run Tel Dat, Dysfunctional Family, all of Adam Sandlers movies, Bad News Bears, Final Destination 1-3, Friday, Next Friday, The Friday After Next, All About the Benjamins, Bad Boys, Bad Boys II, Blood Diamond, Brave Heart, Patriot, Pirates of the Carribians, Lucky Number Sleven.

Television:

Sportscenter, Espn News, NFL Sunday, Monday Night Football, College Basketball, NBA Basketball, New York Yankee games. NEW YORK GIANTS. College Football bowl games.

Books:

Fuck reading books i'd rather write one! The Rose That Grew From Concrete

Heroes:

~MY MOTHER~, my sister, my brother, all of my cousins and rest of family. History's Authors. My friends. Tupac. Sarah Laskevich, Ericka Sailsbury, and Melissa Eko. And all others that have ever cared. But I more than anyone am my hero.

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Reputation

I have a bad reputation that I cant change, I have tried so hard to clear my name, And no matter how many things stay the same, the world knows that I am to blame, Some even call me a loser to my face...
Posted by Dube on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 02:00:00 PST