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NESSA

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What are they going to do when the rivers overrun Other than tremble incessantly? High as a wave, but I'll rise on up off the ground. You were the light and the way, they'll only read about. I only pray,Heaven knows when to lift you out. Ten thousand days in the fire is long enough, you're going home. You're the only one who can hold your head up high, Shake your fists at the gates saying: "I have come home now! Fetch me the spirit, the son, and the father Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended. It's time now! My time now! Give me my, give me my wings!" Give me my wings!..Hallelujah, it's time for you to bring me home.THIRD EYE----Dreaming of that face again..It's bright and blue and shimmering..Grinning wide and comforting me with it's three warm and wild eyes..On my back and tumbling down that hole and back again rising up and wiping the webs and the dew from my withered eye..In Out In Out In Out A child's rhyme stuck in my head..It said that life is but a dream..I've spent so many years in question to find I've known this all along.."So good to see you..I've missed you so much..So glad it's over..I've missed you so much..Came out to watch you play..Why are you running?" Shrouding all the ground around me..Is this holy crow above me..Black as holes within a memory and blue as our new second sun..I stick my hand into his shadow to pull the pieces from the sand..Which I attempt to reassemble to see just who I might have been..I do not recognize the vessel, but the eyes seem so familiar..Like phosphorescent desert buttons singing one familiar song... "So good to see you..I've missed you so much..So glad it's over..I've missed you so much..Came out to watch you play..Why are you running away?" Prying open my third eye..So good to see you once again..I thought that you were hiding..And you thought that I had run away..Chasing the tail of dogma..I opened my eye and there we were..So good to see you once again I thought that you were hiding from me..And you thought that I had run away..Chasing a trail of smoke and reason..Prying open my third eye.

H---- What's coming through is alive. What's holding up is a mirror. But what's singing songs is a snake looking to turn this piss to wine. They're both totally void of hate, but killing me just the same. The snake behind me hisses what my damage could have been. My blood before me begs meopen up my heart again. And I feel this coming over like a storm again. considerately. Venomous voice, tempts me, drains me, bleeds me, leaves me cracked and empty. Drags me down like some sweet gravity. The snake behind me hisses what my damage could have been. My blood before me begs me open up my heart again. And I feel this coming over like a storm again. I am too connected to you to slip away, to fade away. Days away I still feel you touching me, changing me, and considerately killing me. Without the skin, beneath the storm, under these tears the walls came down. And the snake is drowned and as I look in his eyes, my fear begins to fade recalling all of those times. I could have cried then. I should have cried then. And as the walls come down and as I look in your eyes my fear begins to fade recalling all of the times I have died and will die. It's all right. I don't mind. I am too connected to you to slip away, to fade away. Days away I still feel you touching me, changing me, and considerately killing me. I absolutely love my freinds
They are some of the greatest people you would ever wanna meet
You know who you are :)
Even when im sad about a duck dieing *RIP :(*....They can still make me smile
By showing me cool forts :)...or collecting marshmallow sticks with me
something as simple as riding in a car...listening to music...is made so much better
laughing about stupid phrases like "no homo"
and calling people by their "other names" like...asian...puppy...deusche :) etc.
i cant stand goshen....but if theres anything...i can be thankful for from this godforsaken town
its my friends...
*muah* to those who know who you are
one day...i will live underwater...just wait for it O_o
"Love your life while you have it. Just because some things aren't always perfect, doesn't mean you can't enjoy everything that is.."

Music:

Rammstein, Tool,Apocalyptica etc...lots of stuff you've never heard of ..

Movies:

The Crow, Edward Scissorhands, Nightmare Before Christmas, Stir of Echoes, Saw, Donnie Darko, Man on Fire, The Fifth Element, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, House of 1000 Corpses, Powder, 13 Ghosts, The Crucible, Identity, The Exorcist, Legion, Alice in Wonderland, Cable Guy, 28 Days Later, Ace Ventura, Devils Rejects

Television:

six feet under...ended *sigh*

Heroes:

Saygin Soher

My Blog

Oh My

So.....I am so goddamn happy its insane... I puke fluffy bunnies...For the longest time I was having trouble being and staying happy....but for once in my life...Im there...and ive been nothing but s...
Posted by NESSA on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 11:41:00 PST

Watches Him Whistle

"Touch my skin,and tell me what you're thinking Take my hand and show me where we're going Lie down next to me, look into my eyes and tell me, oh tell me what you're seeing So sit on top of the world ...
Posted by NESSA on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 11:47:00 PST

Breathe me

I live in a world thats not like yours...       I hardly ever wake up happy...             I'm not afraid of death or illness....
Posted by NESSA on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 06:51:00 PST

2/11/07

I'm an AUNT!!!!!Mr. Kaleb Thomas Hill was born today very very early in the morning. I'm super excited to go see my sister and my little beautiful baby nephew. *yay*Also a big fat happy birthday to cl...
Posted by NESSA on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 04:24:00 PST

rawr

 I think it is amazing how different people are from each other..really..     Just mindsets really...How you think of things....How you handle    things...How y...
Posted by NESSA on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 08:36:00 PST

Just to take time

PART 11. smoked a cigarette - Nope2. smoked a cigar  Nope3. crashed a friend's car  Never even driven..4. stolen a car  Yea...still...never even driven5. been in love  I dont think so6. been dumpe...
Posted by NESSA on Sat, 22 Oct 2005 06:58:00 PST

Do this

  Stole from Claudia Reply with your name and1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you...
Posted by NESSA on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 06:50:00 PST

MOO

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchanYour name is...Your kiss is...breath takingYour hugs are...gentleYour eyes...burn into my heartYour touch is...awakening my heartYour smell is...beautifulYour smile i...
Posted by NESSA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST