"A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path."
-- Agatha Christie-*-*-*-*-*-
In this baby, I stir the still waters of my mind. Past the simple reflection and really try to see what and who is me.
It is what I use when I need to figure out what's happening in my head, and what I need to celebrate when no one else is there.I guess in essence it is both a powerful and lonely tool.I'm nothing special, but a lot of people consider me special. I want to live, but right now, just exist. Trying to break free, but first I must beat down the wall. I build walls, but love the spaces too. Black and white is only true sometimes, The rest of the time, the world is grey.I love the rainbow, but give me rain. Kisses and hugs are my thing and so is my soul. I try and give my soul freely to those that deserve it, those that consider me special.My journal is nothing special, but it is mine. It’s my roller coaster into life, and my throwing pebbles on the surface to try and understand what life is to me.
One thing I know, life is love. I'm a romantic, also a realist, but give me romanticism any day and I'll run into the clouds with you, Never looking back....::**^**::...Adore her for the little things, the silly quirks, the disgruntled facial expressions, the way she always wants to hold your hand. Adore the way she looks at you, even when you aren't speaking or beckoning for her attention. When she says stupid things, tell her she's ridiculous and then kiss her so she knows being herself pays off. Don't hold her jealously up to the light, because you might see through it, and you'll realize that the jealousy giant attacked because she wants you to herself, and she doesn't always want you to know that. She understand you won't give her your undivided attention all hours of the day, but let her know you care enough so that she doesn't feel lost. When you hold her hand, really hold it, and when you hold her, really hold her. You may not realize it, but all she wants is your happiness, even if that means that she gets the short end of the stick. Boys that call her phone and leave messages for her don’t want anything from her but her friendship, the ones who were in it for the wrong reasons were weeded out the second you stepped into the picture. Whisper things to her when you are in crowded places, or even when you are alone. It makes her feel like only you and her exist. Call her cute names, it makes her stomach do flips. If she wants to talk about something, let her talk, it might not be a big deal to you, but it’s big enough for her to be worrying about it. When she looks at you from across the room, even if she’s engrossed in conversation, it usually means she’d rather be laughing with you. Don’t be afraid to intervene when she’s talking to another guy, there’s a good chance they’ve already heard about you. Never assume she is acting the way she is because of you. More often than not, it has nothing to do with you. You are perfect, and if you weren’t, she wouldn’t be putting up with you in the first place. Before you take a step back, make sure she knew you were taking a step forward. She cannot read minds, just as you can’t, she needs to know when things aren’t in the green. When you are alone together, take advantage of it: she’ll be the girl she can’t be when everyone else is around. She doesn’t care about jewelry and materialistic things, she already has those, what she wants from you is entirely different. She just wants to feel relevant in a world so chaotic. She wants to feel like her emotions are justifiable and that you want to kiss her not because her lips are so smooth, but because there is no other person in the world you’d rather be with at that moment, in that place, in that embrace.-------------Get to know me,
Or stop wasting my time.[LOVEMYFLASH]
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