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Jaded

There is no such thing as innocence, only degrees of guilt.

About Me

FYI: I have made my friend requests private because I'm tired of getting friend requests saying "Please be my friend and pay to see me naked!" Being as thoes porn bots probably wont read this, my e-mail is deusicide(at)hotmail(dot)com.
My life is a constant battle with my mind. I know there are things I should be doing yet there always seems to be someone calling and asking me to do something else; which makes it so easy to put off thoes things I should be doing. **UPDATE** I have become much better at getting thoes things done that should be done first then partying. . . for the most part. :P
I currently live in a "country town", though most "real country" people would say I live near town . . . I don't really consider murray big enough for me. I am currently debating moving to Paducha then eventually Louisville. Hopefully I will be able to find a job in Paducha, which will make moving there alot easier. **UPDATE** I have found a great paying job here in murray. Though I do work 10 hour days 6 days a week, they money is greatly needed. I still plan on selling this house come spring or early summer but probably wont move to Paducah.
Louisville has a school I would like to attend. They offer degrees in game design but arn't uber expensive like thoes pheniox colleges. **UPDATE** School will have to wait a couple years I think.
Yes, I like games . . . I know that 80% of the women reading this just clicked their back button. Which is fine with me because I don't think either of us would be happy together if they didn't enjoy some games as well. Some of my fondest memories are of my group of friends getting together to play a board game. Yes I know it sounds childish, but men and women alike . . . we all had a blast every friday night. This is another reason I would like to move into town, to be closer to friends and someday restart game-night.
Another reason I would like to move to a city is clubs. I used to love going out to the bars/clubs, watching people get drunk and stupid was a blast. But most the bars (there are NO "clubs")in this area are too "honky tonk" or "frat boy" for me to enjoy drinking at.
Seems like a good place to stop. Message me, I love meeting new people.
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I am learning to spin fire and loving every bit of it.
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.

Bondage


92%

Chains/Handcuffs


83%

Biting


75%

Blood


75%

Whips


58%

Blind Folds


25%
What's Your Kinky Turn On?
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For some odd reason, I really like this artwork.

My Interests

Where was your soul born?
Your soul was born in the Ocean.The true daydreamer. Your element is Water. You're calm and collected, just like Earth, but unlike Earth you love to daydream. You love to create a world of your own and just drift away in daydreams. You observe but you rarely interfere. You don't like large crowds, but you have a few friends and you're not afraid of making more as long as you don't have to take the first step. You're careful to pick your words and you hate to hurt people. You are very easily hurt yourself and if someone harms you or your friends in any way, you will probably never trust that person again. You need to face the world. You can't hide in your dreams forever. Don't give up just because something didn't go as you planned! More chances will come.
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Extreme
Level 3 (Gluttonous) High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Low
Level 7 (Violent) Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Moderate
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I'd like to meet:

Someone who values trust, honesty, and mutual respect and knows how to give these things in return. Someone that enjoys playing games (minus the head games, I so tire of head games), hosting parties, and going out for dinner, a drink, and dancing. Someone with at least half a brain that is cabable of holding stimulating conversation.

Music:


Otep - Warhead - *This band Rocks!!*

Rob Zombie - Living Dead Girl (my favorate video for this song)

Disturbed - Land of Confusion

Movies:

Fight Club

Television:

Metalocalyps - Deathklok - Duncun Hills Coffee

My Blog

I H8 being Sick!!

Yet one more reason why its nice to be in a relationship; to have someone there to pamper you when you are sick.Last night I had a bad cough, throat hurt . . no big deal. Today . . . my chest is on fi...
Posted by Rapine Innocence on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 05:14:00 PST

How I feel today

Travelin ManUp with the sun, gone with the wind,She always said I was lazy.Leavin my home, leavin my friends,Runnin when things get too crazy.Out on thr road, out neath the stars,Feelin the breeze, pa...
Posted by Rapine Innocence on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 12:46:00 PST

Survey moved

 ..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE>The Best Myspace Survey* . . About You . . *Eye Color::Blue Hair Color::Blonde Height::5'10" Favorite Color::Purple Screen Name::Deusicide Favorite Band::Pink Floy...
Posted by Rapine Innocence on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 08:12:00 PST

I Love You All

You know, they say there is a thin line between love and hate, and I'm starting to think they are right; whoever they may be.These past couple weeks have been a bit odd but in a good way. My friends h...
Posted by Rapine Innocence on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 09:43:00 PST

I Hate You All

Thats right, I hate damn near everyone I know, thats not myself; save a select few. (And more than likely your not on the list)It has been so long since I have met someone that wasn't so self involved...
Posted by Rapine Innocence on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 09:49:00 PST

Sinking Into Salvia Dreams

I take a deep breath and place reality firmly in its place hoping it will aid in my attempts to find it once again when I return. Another deep breath and my mind becomes calm, free of negative thought...
Posted by Rapine Innocence on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 04:46:00 PST

Headaches

This blog is dedicated to all the things that seem hell bent on giving me a headache today. (not that they are very much differant than any other day)1) Dial Up: Friggin dial up internet access blows ...
Posted by Rapine Innocence on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 11:28:00 PST

Evil Profile

Ok, I know my profile looks kinda dark and "evil", but honestly I'm not an evil person. I think I was in a dark place when I started to create my profile. Recently getting fucked over by a woman ...
Posted by Rapine Innocence on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 10:43:00 PST

Online Once More

"Muahahahaha!!! I'm back!!" Too bad it's on AO-frick'n-L. *sigh* Ohh well, it sooths my internet addiction enough to not go insaine I suppose....
Posted by Rapine Innocence on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 10:59:00 PST