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anastasia

if you cant love me at my worst..you dont need me at my best.

About Me

i love team sleep, chocolate, and rain. in that order. ...also im crazy.
aolim x ataraxia xx

My Interests

Photography, everything and anything vintage, individuality, website design, chocolate, cooking, fashion, Europe, Bettie Page, video games, movies, art, history, psychology, paranormal, jhonen vasquez, make-up, body modifications, BtVS, comics, music, driving, hair dye, wicca, thunderstorms & fruitsnacks...

I'd like to meet:

. . . you?

Music:

deftones, team sleep, splendid, tegan and sara, bjork, portishead, smashing pumpkins, nin, pink floyd, led zepplin, the beatles, poison the well, stabbing westward, finger eleven, david bowie, the dandy warhols, the sex pistols, ac/dc, the clash, rancid, joan jett, sublime, green day, k's choice, bif naked, placebo, sarah mclachlan, sheryl crow, kelly clarkson, johnny cash, the dreaming, and 90s one hit wonders..

Movies:

heathers, true romance, haggard, four rooms, labyrinth, army of darkness, Eraserhead, the virgin suicides, saved!, beatlejuice, the notorious bettie page, edward scissorhands, serenity, buffy the vampire slayer, tank girl, empire records, ghost world, interview with the vampire, amelie, Se7en, the princess bride, the shining, pulp fiction, kill bill I &II, american history x, shawn of the dead... and i ♥ cheesy girly movies.

Television:

Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Sex & the City, Veronica Mars, firefly, Invader Zim, Family Guy, The Simpsons, Six Feet Under, dead like me, Law & Order, America's Next Top Model, beverly hills 90210, those PC vs Mac computer commercials.....

Books:

anything Sylvia Browne, Poppy Z. Brite, jhonen vasquez...yeeehh.

Heroes:

joss whedon..

My Blog

hurt

I hurt myself todayTo see if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that's realThe needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everythingWhat have I become?My...
Posted by anastasia on Sun, 13 May 2007 01:20:00 PST

.....

im so done.I climbed your armsthen you pulled awaya new cavity moved intomy heart todaythe more I screamthe more it seemsthat now I'm throughnow I'm throughwith the new youI drove you home thenyou mov...
Posted by anastasia on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 12:50:00 PST

just us.

mandy: .. "fuck. he's just obsessed with himself, isn't he?" ..stacey .."yeah, i guess."S- "jesus christ, we can't all be from planet ugh, lookit me, lookit me"- S:"he makes me want to take a shit." ...
Posted by anastasia on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 10:14:00 PST

sickness.

"i think sick like gingerale"haseriously-you're like a virus i can't shakei feel like... theres no medication for thisbut i'd like to hope there is a curefor youi feel sickyou make me sicklike a suffo...
Posted by anastasia on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 11:53:00 PST

Days & Days

it must be something in the way you move it must be something in the way you lookI'm not sure just yetmust be something in the way you dreamyou just go home and the thirteen days inbetween you and Ith...
Posted by anastasia on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 01:35:00 PST

thirtythree

Speak to me in a language I can hear.. humour me before I have to goDeep in thought I forgive everyone...as the cluttered streets greet me once againI know I cant be late.. suppers waiting on the tabl...
Posted by anastasia on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 05:16:00 PST

miss bradshaw.

Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seaso...
Posted by anastasia on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 11:16:00 PST

Ugly

i dont look in the mirrori dont like what i see starin' back at meeverything is clearerill never see what you seeits not me.so beautiful and free..ill never be what you need..can't help it at all.i wa...
Posted by anastasia on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 09:57:00 PST

FUCK you.

FUCK you.You're not allowed to do that.You can't just come in and out of my life as you please, like its nothing, like its so easy, like nothing happened or thats it's alright.Thats just fucking wrong...
Posted by anastasia on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:09:00 PST

rest in peace

happy birthday, dad...and i miss you.Barry McRae December 28th, 1945 - December 28th, 2005maybe ill write more within the next coupla days if i feel up to it......
Posted by anastasia on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 12:58:00 PST