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About Me

I have an alter-ego. He is little brother.

I don't think I exist sometimes. All the colors shut off and combine and I can see atoms converging in my vision and I see the emptiness that we are. I don't exist in that moment. I am Lucy, Miss Independence Day, Sally, but I'm never Ashley Porter. I am intimidating and intense. I am untrusting and trustworthy. I am in awe of life. My memory is incredible.

Life is too short to lie.

Dear Pessimists,
I hope all your dreams come true.

I am not desensitized.

"If there's another life and if I get to choose, I'd like to be a daisy." (Greening of America by Counting Crows)

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My Interests

Summertime.
Long hair.
Memories.
Altoids.
Ferris Wheels.
Tea Pots.
Coffee.
Loose Tea.
Poetry.
Torn Jeans.
Flannel Shirts.
Umbrellas.
Old Cars.
Black and White.
Records.
Vintage Clothing.
Guitar.
Sleepovers.
Traveling.
Dreams.
Coconut.
Energy Drinks.
Vintage Dresses.
Documentaries.
Silence.
Sunshine.
the beautiful things all around

[read me]
www.fictionpress.com/~orianaamadis
www.myspace.com/polandoesntexist

[hear me]
www.myspace.com/opheliasrevenge
www.myspace.com/ashleyportersolomusic

I'd like to meet:

Optimistic realists.

AIM= EmptyAerosolSky

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Music:

A favorite band denotes a devotion. I have two favorite bands. I drink in their music like medicine.

Alkaline Trio
Alanis Morrisette
The Beatles
Blind Melon
The Breeders
Bright Eyes
Bob Dylan
Counting Crows
The Cranberries
Creedance Clearwater Revival
Damien Rice
The Decemberists
EELS
Elastica
Fisher
Flogging Molly
Foo Fighters
Forget Cassettes
GrrrlFriend

Hole
Jack Off Jill
Marilyn Manson
The Meat Puppets
mewithoutYou
Modest Mouse
MURDOCKS
Natalie Merchant
Neil Young
Neutral Milk Hotel
NIRVANA
Old Crow Medicine Show

Pagoda
Perfect Union
The Pixies
Radiohead
Sarah McLaughlan
Sonic Youth
The White Stripes

Movies:

The Dreamers
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Donnie Darko
The Stand
Requiem for a Dream
Last Days
Waking Life
The Crow
Almost Famous
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
The Heart is Deceitful Above All Things
Tommy
The Big Lebowski
Kill Bill
Lord of the Rings
Pulp Fiction
K-PAX
American Beauty
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
The Royal Tennenbaums
Party Monster
Boondock Saints

Television:

Lost
House
South Park

Books:

1984
White Oleander
Ender's Game
Lord of the Rings
The Outsiders
Fahrenheit 451
Something Wicked This Way Comes
Lord of the Flies
A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
The Bumblebee Flies Anyway
The Chocolate War
A Million Little Pieces
My Friend Leonard
Wuthering Heights
The Sun Also Rises
Perfume

Heroes:

are human, too. It's human to want to sell your dreadfully human freewill to have the easy opportunity to idolize and live your life as someone else. Ah, we forget that our heroes had heroes, too. It loses its weight when our idol is human, too. But we usually forget that at some point in time. Religion is easier, with the idol being not human. Problem solved. We are weaker than we think. Who has the strength to truly be different? To forge their own revolution, not the one the others cry for, but their own personal following started from nothing. That past should be remembered, but oh! It's so comforting when you know what's going to happen so we cling to the few who seem different.

When I grow up I want to be Wyatt Prunty.

My Blog

THE QUOTE BOOK [part 1]

GODfor menMade from the finest holy water. You'll have all the angels saying "God! You smell good!"Used by the pope and rockstars everywhere.based on: "For we are to God the aroma of Christ among thos...
Posted by lucy in the sky on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 04:55:00 PST

My college address. (updated!)

As most of you know I am going to attend the University of the South (Sewanee) this fall. My first day will be August 19th. Less than two weeks away. Well if you would like to send me a letter, card, ...
Posted by lucy in the sky on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 06:38:00 PST

nothing important

If you haven't checked out Pagoda here on myspace...you should...any of the four songs they have up are amazing. Seriously...they have a CD coming out in August and I can't wait they're amazing Michae...
Posted by lucy in the sky on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 08:06:00 PST

i don't know

i quit
Posted by lucy in the sky on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 02:43:00 PST

the need to fly (part one and two)

the need to fly little brother fell out of the treeand now he's sleeping i jumped off the roof last year and flewuntil mother said that wings didn't exist falling i was in bed for daysmothe...
Posted by lucy in the sky on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 07:04:00 PST

post it note

I've some of the worst days of my life lately. I don't cry in public. I did today. A lot. I am so incredibly stressed out.
Posted by lucy in the sky on Wed, 28 Sep 2005 05:47:00 PST

argument about relationships

Risking of OD (9:27:16 PM): so what happen with amy and dudeEmptyAerosolSky (9:27:44 PM): overRisking of OD (9:27:55 PM): why?EmptyAerosolSky (9:28:27 PM): he left for the air forceEmptyAerosolSky (9:...
Posted by lucy in the sky on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A Handful of Rice

This is a story I wrote a while ago. Have fun. A Handful of Rice The sun shone down upon radioactively green grass covered with early morning dew. Patent leather shoes and khaki pants shuffled ...
Posted by lucy in the sky on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

desperation

The Boyfriend Application name:age:location:height:weight:hair:eyes:piercings/tattoos: OTHER:1. where would we go on dates?2. who are three of your favorite bands?3. do you drink/smoke?4. would you go ...
Posted by lucy in the sky on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ABCs

A- Age of first kiss:Who knows...umm...yeah.B- Band you are listening to right now:Phantom of the OperaC- Crush:Eh, I'm not sure. I'm really practical about crushes and once I know someone doesn't lik...
Posted by lucy in the sky on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST