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Beautiful Breakdown

Holding out for a Hero.

About Me


"Well... When I'm with a boy I like it's hard for me to say anything cool, or witty, or at all. I - I can usually make a few vowel sounds. And then I have to go away..."
Kristen --
[adjective]:
Sexually stunning
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.comOk... so I'm a 100% Italian girl living in Indiana, working in banking and loving it. I'm a horse addict... riding is a big de-stressor for me. I am also on a self imposed six month dating ban... this means I am A.) not emotionally available and B.) not going to date you... unless you're Orlando Bloom or Jude Law or someone with superpowers... then we can talk. So if you had any ideas or intentions stop reading my profile now unless you're ok with just being friends (or just hit me back up in six months =) My fav quote that means the most to me:"If you wait for me Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled far, I always hold a place for you. If you think of me, If you miss me once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll return and fill that space in your heart "

My Interests

Books, Music, animals, especially horses, dancing, computers, photography, raves, art, hiking, rollerblading, yoga, carebears, old skool 80's cartoons, tattoos, sushi, Thai food, food in general...

I'd like to meet:

Someone with a brain is always nice... and must I specify that you must use your brain? I'm always looking to make new friends so if you have something interesting to say, then send me a msg. I'll respond eventually =)

Music:

Lately it's been Frou Frou, Sia, zero 7, Scissor Sisters, Snow Patrol, and anything carrying a good memory... other than that... anything danceable... as long as it isnt country or hardcore ghetto rap... classical, jazz, big band stuff, old skool Metalica, alternative (before it was mainstream). Big into DnB and Jungle, have a soft spot for trance and am a closet happy hardcore fan... well maybe not so closet. Aphrodite is awsome, as is DB and Madison Ave... Dara, Dieselboy and DB together at Destination made me dance the hardest I ever have and wet myelf. Newest obsession is Phantom of the Opera and any old show tunes I can belt out whenever I think no one can hear me. Also a big fan of local DJ Sinister and non local Pendulim. Korn, TooL, NiN, Perfect Circle, Lincolin Park... and anyone remember Stabbing Westward? Ani Difranco and Alanis for those days when I'm really feeling like I need to become a lesbian, move out to Cali and have a lot of cats... Jars of Clay for that Jesus Freak in me and Black Eyed Peas, Clapton, old 80's movie sound tracks, and George Michael when I dont know what I really want to listen to.

Movies:

Run Lola Run, Amelie, Lord of the Rings (all three of them!), Legends, anything with a naked Angelina Jolie, Labrynth (David Bowie in tights!!!), Fight Club, American Beauty, Emperor's New Groove, Finding Nemo, Monty Python...(ShRuBeRy!!!), THe Princess Bride, Lost Boys, Blade, and yes I must admit I did like Groove... and to all DnD fans... (yes that would be Dungeons and Dragons) you must see Scorched...

Television:

My Name is Earl, House, Grey's, The Farming Channel (because they talk funny),Buffy the Vampire Slayer!!!! So sad it's over =( Discovery channel, Animal Planet ( I watch that with my cats), Most Extreme Elimination Challenge (reciently shorted to MXC), Pride Fighting (Japanese show where they pair up fighters with different disaplines I.E. a sumo wrestler with a kick boxer... amusing), South Park, Simpsons, Malcom in the Middle,and at one time Passions... where's a Martimmy when u need one...

Books:

Suicide Bunnies, The Pirates! In an Adventure With Scientists, Creepy Suzie and 13 Other Tales for Disturbed Children, Troy, The Alchemist (thank you Jesse), Mary Queen of Scotts, Memoirs of Cleopatra, Lost Souls, Guenevere trilogy, LOTR, The Hobbit, Count of Monte Cristo, Hamlet, Mauz I & II, Chronicals of Narnia, The Princess Bride, Hope Rising, Isolde, I Elizabeth, Picture of Dorian Grey, Mark of the Lion Trilogy, The Scarlet Thread, Liquor, Prime, All the Harry Potter Books, Eragon, Eldest, Black Beauty, The Black Stallion, Wrinkle in Time, The Dark is Rising, Time for Morning, Their Eyes Were Watching God, The Tribulation books, The Bible, The Works of Edgar Allen Poe, The Works of James Harriot, Drawing Blood, Interview with a Vampire, Memnoch the Devil, Blood Canticle, Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, Sleeping Beauty (as retold by Anne Rice), Eldest, Wicked, the life and times of the wicked witch of the west, Jubilee, Shadow Women, Tuesdays with Morrie, The Odessey and counting....

Heroes:

Cleopatra, Mary Queen of Scotts, Guenevere, Einstein (he too was a dyslexic), My great grandparents who came to America from Italy when they were very young (great grandfather was 16 and married to his betrothed wife who was 14), my Mom, my Dad for working at a job he hates so he can support the family he loves. My horse, Ramses for being my hobby, my work out partner, my best friend, and a good listner, my friends for being wonderfully supportive, and BiG KYLE... because he's awsome!!!

My Blog

God Hates Me.

Ok... so I'm quietly eating my sushi on my regular ThursdaY night food and martini night with Erica and who walks in but the current girlfriend of my One... I had nightmares about rejection all night....
Posted by Beautiful Breakdown on Sat, 05 May 2007 05:29:00 PST

Today was a beautiful day...

Today was a beautiful day. The sun was shining, there were blue skies and warm breezes and today I didnt care about anything. I did not care that a test I am taking tomorow will determine my future em...
Posted by Beautiful Breakdown on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 12:48:00 PST

Distractions...

Nothing very intersting going on in my life at the moment... simply playing the waiting game until the divorce is final and I regain my identity of Kristen (insert very Itallian last name here). I wi...
Posted by Beautiful Breakdown on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 09:03:00 PST

Missing Bella Dolce'

It has taken me a week to be able to write it... RIP Dolce'. I'll miss you. Bad Dog... Good Friend....
Posted by Beautiful Breakdown on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 05:57:00 PST

De File of Di Vorce

Ok, so I officially file for divorce on Friday, Feb 23rd and I will be officialy single on the 24th of April. Want to know why? Ask me I will tell... but one thing I can say is that it's been long ove...
Posted by Beautiful Breakdown on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 04:09:00 PST

Encore please.

The release I feel is amazing... certinly better than anything I have felt in the last year. It is surprising, refreshing, and past due. I feel I must apologize to all my friends who I have hidden fro...
Posted by Beautiful Breakdown on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:04:00 PST

Reality

Ok, so I guess if I post it then it will make it feel real... Some marriages are not meant to be saved... I just wish I had figured this out sooner... when it mattered more. Anyone know a good lawyer ...
Posted by Beautiful Breakdown on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 07:03:00 PST

most recient writings

Cant Think I feel the need to write, to expel something... To express something... To suppress something. My mind is a constant battle ground. Feel, think, forget. Yet somehow the hurts that should...
Posted by Beautiful Breakdown on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 07:29:00 PST

Dissapearance...

So yes.. I've have been absent from anything resembling normal life for about the past three months... the primary reason for this is our purchase of a small farm in Thorntown that we've been busy mak...
Posted by Beautiful Breakdown on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 05:54:00 PST

On being a hermit...

Alright... I realize that it's been a while... a long white since I've graced the myspace pages. No, I'm not out to proove that one's heart continues to beat when deprived of myspace, just simply hav...
Posted by Beautiful Breakdown on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 05:55:00 PST