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About Me


the only thing i want anyone to know about me is that i am inexplicably head over heels,
totally out of my mind,
tremendously over the top,
completely,
madly,
passionately
and uncontrollably
in love...
with the Father, Son, and Spirit
without Him, i am nothing at all...
but perhaps this random collection will serve you well,
if you truly wish to know something 'about me'
"In all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us" Romans 8:37
..
-ive been awaiting you like the sunshines warmth on my skin...
add sweet color to my poignant gray medium, and sweep your precious brush across my life. paint majestic wings across my broken back, fill the air w your breath of blessed life, create the current that i may sail upon, and lead me straight to you...
when i made up my mind
and my heart along with that
to live not for myself
but yet for God
somebody said
"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"
when i finally ironed out
all of my priorities
and asked God to remove the doubt
that makes me unsure of these
things i ask myself, i ask myself
"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"
i'm getting into You
because You got to me
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into You
because i've got to be
You're essential to survive
i'm going to love You with my life
when He looked at me and said
"I kind of view you as a son"
and for a second our eyes met
and i met that with a question
"do You know what You are getting Yourself into?"

i've been a liar and i'll never amount to
the kind of person You deserve to worship You
You say You will not dwell on what i did but rather what i do You say
"I love you and that's what you are getting yourself into"
i'm getting into You
because You got to me
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into You
because i've got to be
You're essential to survive
i'm going to love You with my life
You said "I love you and that's what you are getting yourself into"
i used to believe id never escape,
used to think id never want to..
but now that my eyes see truth and not disguise
i can finally say 'goodbye' to you
-i have sought this out to understand what only you can know. and your eyes that once held such mystery are now revealing truth. so forget the past that held your dreams. forget the dreams that made you hope. and forget the hope that we were meant to be.....
I heard a voice through the discord, a deluge of passesrsby
I saw one gaze frozen in time, watching me passing by
hey unfaithful i will teach you to be stronger
hey ungraceful i will teach you to forgive one another
Heres my kiss to betray, desperate to brush the lips of grace
Do you feel hollow when you think of how ive lied?
Oh sweet angel of mercy, with your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me
hey unfaithful i will teach you to be stronger
hey ungraceful i will teach you to forgive one another
hey unloving i will love you
Jesus im ready to come home...

My Interests

-change to subject is everything-

i close my eyes
just for tonight
the sun still sleeps
and when she wakes

I'd like to meet:

id love to say jesus christ....but a dude in mark 9 met jesus, and his faith was still not strong enough...i struggle doubting the faceless, and this human could not live w doubting the seen

this guy fo sho
Say This Sooner

"i wish you out of the woods and into the picture w me i wish you over the moon come out of the question and beif this is going to run round in my head i might as well be dreaming run round in my head"

-i never told you how much i love you-

Music:

underoath, anberlin, dead poetic, haste the day, as i lay dying, showbread, emery, further seems forever, everything falls together, angels and airwaves, the fray, norma jean, the chariot, number one gun, beloved, evergreen terrace, zao, seventh day slumber, darkest hour, yours for mine, left of nowhere, showdown, skillet, societys finest, training for utopia, something corporate, matchbook romance, lovedrug, mute math, mae, copeland, flyleaf, all american rejects, paramore, maroon 5, blindside, mewithoutyou, august burns red, family force 5, falling up, hawk nelson, kutless, the myriad, last tuesday, house of heroes, maylene and the sons of disaster, he is legend, anathallo, brandston, cool hand luke, casting crowns, chevelle, demon hunter, clarity process, gym class heroes, collective soul, hopesfall, novella, project 86, waking ashland, xdisciple ad, killswitch engage, legion of doom, fire when ready, dreamtheater, earthsuit, booda velvets, as cities burn, the beautiful mistake, audio adrenaline, long since forgotten, the agony scene, the used, thursday, alkaline trio, boy named bri

Heroes:

Jesus Christ

My Blog

home improvement and a pb&j

so here i am, sitting at this attractive little "island" that we have in our kitchen.  at this present moment i am fine.  at 1:25 on january 7th i am fine. after another restless n...
Posted by hp3ds on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 10:52:00 PST

David Crowder..quite the writer. please read-

just stick w me here.. exerpt from "praise habit" "And so the day continues in such a manner. Where were the God moments?  Where was the Living Praise?  Did praise happen?  Could praise...
Posted by hp3ds on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 08:18:00 PST

find me

ive made a mess out of everything i've planned w these calculated, thought out machinations.. these self-existing...singular pivoted and somewhat circular schemes.  achieve..  brea...
Posted by hp3ds on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 08:31:00 PST

thoughts on a beautiful sunday afternoon

well, it sure has been a while since i wrote something...and i wonder if thats good or bad.  my time on myspace has been becoming much more rare.  my time away from these such 'distractions'...
Posted by hp3ds on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 11:58:00 PST

my melody

i know that there is a song in methere is a melody greater than anything ive ever heard, ever known, ever dreamedthere is passion burning for release, flames being fanned by a desperate responseto the...
Posted by hp3ds on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 03:28:00 PST

georgia on my mind

id love to share my state of mind...but im finding myself quite seperated from it.  my heart is at the foreground right now..our blessed Father has shaken everything ive known.  about myself...
Posted by hp3ds on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 11:12:00 PST

prayer request

please pray for seth, myself, and our families as we drive to Georgia today.  that God will not only give us safety, but an all around ease of trip. 'praise to God who always leads us i...
Posted by hp3ds on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 08:07:00 PST

sum guiess

hello readers, if i have readers.. this is just to gather some attention to my lil musical side-project/fun on my own time, 'sum guiess' head over to www.myspace.com/sumguiess  give it a lil...
Posted by hp3ds on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 04:02:00 PST

on my 'status'

ive had many people ask me "when did you get married!?" so heres the scoop. im married to jesus christ- and until i say "i do," He shall remain my only love
Posted by hp3ds on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 04:06:00 PST

update

im currently sitting at 7,000 feet in augusta, montana...howd i ever end up here?
Posted by hp3ds on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 01:04:00 PST