Monica

I am a person who loves people,dogs, riding my motorcycle,kayaking,horseback riding,living a healthy lifestyle,the outdoors,and mostly I love The Lord and the life and guidance he gives. I have been acting in theater and films for many years. I am hearing impaired but my many challenges made me a stronger person. I am an independent thinker who despises senseless rules. I don't mind rules when they are to make something safe or fair, but when they are used to controll and don't make sense, that is where the problem is. I know what I am capable of. I don't like being told I can't do something when I know I can. Give me a chance, watch me. Don't say I can't hear well enough, or I'm not perfect enough. I appreciate people who are open, honest, and good-hearted. I appreciate constructive critisism. I love a good conversation. I have a long list of acting experiences. I sing, and write songs. I can decorate cakes, bake, and I am a creative and excellent cook. I am married to a very talented and wonderful man. and have 2 pit bulls. (sweet and loving)not their names,their descriptions. I lost my sweet daughter, Crystal, at the young age of 18. I miss her terribly. She was so young, beautiful and caring. She left behind many who loved her. I was raised by a wonderful Mother. I love her totally. She is perfect in every sense of the word. (Except when I'm right and she's wrong) LOL. But I wouldn't trade her for any thing or anyone. She is the best. I am fair,unbiased person. I don't hold grudges, but if you do me wrong for a no good reason, I'll probably avoid you, which is a shame because I am a true friend who would never hurt anyone and would always be there for you. I find forgiving to be easy. Just ask. I don't seek revenge, God will handle that. He takes care of His own. And I am His own. I read the Bible daily, and am very well educated in it's teachings. I'm always ready to share. In acting, or film please don't look at me as competition,. . . look at me as someone whom you can learn from,share with, and help to be successful. I want you to be successful just as much as I want to be. It would be totally rewarding for me to help someone eles be a better actress, person or whatever. I don't try to upstage anyone. I'm just doing my best to be good. Each of us has his/her own talents. We are all unique. You are my competition in many ways of your own. Yet,we can all work together and help each other succeed. Of course, we can't all land the same lead roles. Seriously! So let's just encourage one another and be glad when one of us get's an opportunity. Life is too short for jealousy and strife. I'd rather be content with what I have than constantly trying to be better than someone eles. It is too much work and not worth it. God has made me who I am. Though there are things about me I wish I could change, as long as he sees me as he wants, that is really all that should matter. After all, He will be the one judging me in the end. I do try, in my everyday life to be one step closer to Him. Sometimes it is hard. But it is never impossible.