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Jen

+Art cannot be modern.. Art is primordially eternal. ~egon schiele

About Me

I am a night person, i hate morning people. i like artistic people, and maybe a few sports oriented people...but just a few, haha. spiders-i hate spiders. i wish i had straight hair everyday, i hate being organized, i love anything that takes me away from the boring day-to day -painting, music, dancing, books, day trips, fires at night, being really stupid with my friends, poi!, teaching, ..... I try to keep busy because i am still grieving the loss of a good friend, who i will miss forever. Ben, you always made me laugh, and you were the big brother i never had. I would give anything for you to mess up my hair and make fun of my taste in music and horror movies right now. I thank God that i have such good friends, family, faith, and my john:) to fall back on. I look forward to the day i will see you again.I consider myself to be an artistic sort of person, and i naturally enjoy anything creative, such as painting, drawing, jewelry, metalwork, sculpture, and dancing! Unfortunately, i am a perfectionist procrastinator with a short attention span, so i frequently start new things that i have been thinking about for awhile, get fed up and tired of them quickly, and move on. Someday i WILL finish something and like it! at least for a few minutes, maybe, before i see something wrong again....

Created @ LoserAlliance.com
Created @ LoserAlliance.com

My Interests

well, i pretty much covered this already, but -painting, definetly, in oil, acrylic, watercolor, whatever -sculpture, in ceramic or clay -fantasy art. yes, i like the whole fairy thing, and castles, and horses, but i liked it before it was cool (HAHA, or should i say popular) -men with long hair that are musical (so i lucked out with john;) -bellydancing. I still have a ways to go, but it is FUN!! -art history -sleeping in after a fun night out -good coffee!!! -clothes (especially skirts, anything peasant, hippie, and medieval) -summer and fall nights -bonfires -fireflys -funny people -poi

I'd like to meet:

I'm really only here for people i already know, but i enjoy meeting people who are okay with being themselves, who have their own unique style, and a good sense of humor.

Music:

I love music. Mostly the kind that takes you away, either in lyrics or notes, preferably both. -Coheed and Cambria! and -AFI! -I am all alone on these two groups, so someone back me up! Please! -Dredg -Disturbed -Tea Party -Tori Amos -Ten years -Breaking Benjamin -Shinedown -Tantric -Days of the New -The Cure -Depeche Mode -Fourth Element -Solace(sorry, Abby) -Blind Guardian(for john) -a lot of 8o's-90's...Eurythmics, Whitesnake, INXS, Toto, The Cult, Live...

Movies:

Legend Labryinth The Goonies Willow

Television:

I don't really like tv, but the office rocks...

Books:

Wuthering Heights Jane Eyre (spelling?) anything Terry Goodkind, and Sharon Shinn

Heroes:

Rachel Brice and Ariellah! and john. maybe abby jk:)

My Blog

kinda random.

justto update my strange dreams blog...Geneva, i hope you read this:)  I dreamed geneva, me n abby decided to scrap our jobs and go out for construction jobs.  We had to run an obstacle cour...
Posted by Jen on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:20:00 PST

dreams

i have decided to start posting a weird dream blog.  i frequently have, bizarre, nonsensical dreams(that i bore my friends with, so i am getting it out here), such as the one with flying pur...
Posted by Jen on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 04:29:00 PST

Spiders are back!!!

okay, so most of you know how i HATE spiders... i was fooled into believing myself safe for the past two months, but now they are all coming back out from hiding.  I get up at 5 am (or whenever ...
Posted by Jen on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 12:46:00 PST

missing ben

Just felt like posting that i have REALLY been missing ben latetly.  maybe it's the long drive home from work, or the crappy weather.  I was on and off angry for a while, but now it's just w...
Posted by Jen on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 04:53:00 PST

last day of freedom:(

Tears!!! this is my last day of freedom.  tomorrow i resume getting up @ 5 in the morning, with the crickets, working till 6pm, unless is am lucky enough to run away on time, and living on coffee...
Posted by Jen on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 08:33:00 PST

ramblings...

okay, so it's 1 am again...and i will probably stay up until 3.  i really need to get on a better schedule. i was just thinking about the whole situation with  ben and everything.  it's...
Posted by Jen on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 10:33:00 PST

New pics

Well, since my awesome internet capabilities will not allow me to post pic captions in my pics section, i am explaining things here. -The drawing is in charcoal, and John posed for it.  i am sure...
Posted by Jen on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 03:09:00 PST