Since I got so many butthurt people comment on my old profile I guess I'll tone it down. My husband and I both work and our job allows us to travel to some of the most exotic sandy places in the world (thats supposed to be funny). Really though its not so bad being the military I mean you know when you're going to get paid and how much. You always know when you're getting a raise and your family is well taken care of if you happen to kick the bucket. I've been married for over 2 years to my big hunky man Steven...and we just had a beautiful little girl named Llanah Maria Gonzalez on October 20 at 1636. She's my pride and joy and the best thing that ever happened to me. Its amazing how much you can love a person instantly. I carried her for 279 days. I felt her kick for the first time in her life and I listened to her tiny heartbeat before she ever took her first breath. She's my daughter and my world and now my only impotance in life is to protect her, provide for her and most of all love her. I'm a very proud Texan and one day God willing we'll end up back over here. I'm a very quiet person and I was always affraid of saying what I think. Northside really isn't too bad. I have a lot of good and bad memories one of which is when my father passed away when I was 9 and I guess coming home remkinds me alot of that. But this is home its where I grew up, its where I met my husband and now we have a beautiful little girl. I had fun in high school too much sometimes, I did the cheerleading thing, again, thats how I met Steven. But things were different back then people grow up. I just see a lot of friends when I come home who are doing the same old thing and it breaks my heart because I know how talented they really are. We actually do work pretty long hours and I see my family maybe once a year. I haven't been home for Turky Day or Xmas since 2002 so don't take it for granted all of you who do that every year. I love being married and being a mom it adds so much stability to my life and makes me a better person. I wish every person the best.