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Tilly the Hunny

Love & Gratitude & Gratitude

About Me

♥Kinda scary, but still fun. Family is the heart. And I have a BIG heart! Fuck with one of us and... well you get the point.♥I'd rather be in my "soul" company than with unworthy companions♥I'm not here for sex. I won't add you without a message and a reason first. I rarely add people I've not met, so it's up to you. To send, or not to send, me a message? Up to thou.

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My Interests

In the sharp gust of loveMy memory stirredWhen time wreathed a roseA garland of shameIts thorn my only delightWar torn, afraid to speakWe dare to breatheMajesticImperialA bridge of sighsSolitude sailsIn a wave of forgivenessOn angels' wingsReach out your handsDon't turn your backDon't walk awayHow in the worldCan i wish for this?Never to be torn apartClose to you'til the last beatOf my heartAt the close of dayThe sunset cloaksThese words in shadowplayHere and now, long and loudMy heart cries outAnd the naked bone of an echo saysDon't walk awayReach out your handsI'm just a step awayHow in the worldCan i wish for this?Never to be torn apartClose to you'til the last beatOf my heartHow in the worldCan i wish for this?Never to be torn apart'til the last beat'til the last fleeting beatOf my heart-Siouxie Disclaimer: You've Been Warned It's classy to shake your chassis! Art (duh) Portrait of Patti Smith If you like my art there's more to see in my blogs.

I'd like to meet:

Danny Elfman, Roller Girls everywhere! Jesus, David Bowie, Polly Jean H, Kathleen Hannah, My soul mates, new friends that reflect my light, and I reflect thiers.Relationships can kinda suck becaue monogamy has been programmed into our belief systems. I come from a non-monogamous house hold, yet I learned the belief system that monogamy was the "normal." This only marginalizes EVERYTHING else into "deviant." So I am given no choice but to be deviant!Beliefs are only that: something you believe in. These can shift at the speed of thought. We can shed our old belief systems faster than we can move. So I am here at opportunity's door. This time it's me knocking. Me asking. Me receiving.
Your Inner Child Is Naughty
Like a child, you tend to discount social rules.
It's just too much fun to break the rules!
You love trouble - and it seems that trouble loves you.
And no matter what, you refuse to grow up! How Is Your Inner Child?

Music:

I rock out with my cock out! Really, it's too big to fit here. I mean my wide span of taste in music, of course.

Movies:

Big Fish. Marilyn's Diamond Collection. Black and Whites (think Carol Lombard in My Man Godfrey. Viven Leigh in The Streets of London, Elizabeth taylor in Father's Little Dividend (the original father of the bride part 2) Betty Davis in Of Human Bondage. Foreign Films. (my favorite one translates to mean the donkey's skin. they skin this donkey that shits jewels. this is no joke.) Just about anything with Gweneth Paltrow. Especially when I'm sick. House of Yes... just about anything with Parker Posey in it. Tim Burton stuff (mainly with Danny Elfman) Jane Fonda's Aerobic Disco... B Movies... lots of stuff...

Television:

It's on a silent retreat.

Books:

My Must Read List:*Cunt: A Declaration of Independence (Expanded and Updated Second Edition) by Inga Muscio and Betty Dodson*Even Cowgirls Get the Blues by Tom Robbins*Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse*Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach*Old Turtle by Douglas Wood and Cheng-Khee Chee*Lafcadio, The Lion Who Shot Back by Shel Silverstein*The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy: and Other Stories by Tim Burton*The Gashlycrumb Tinies by Edward Gorey*Seductive Art of Japanese Bondage by Midori*Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood by Rebecca Wells*Story of O by Pauline Reage*The New Topping Book by Dossie Easton and Janet W. Hardy*The New Bottoming Book by Janet W. Hardy and Dossie Easton

Heroes:

Kids... They're ALL pink on the inside.

My Blog

life... or something like it

I'm avoiding sleep.  However, I've met some of my true friends in my sleep state.  But it is only because I'm avoiding waking up another day.  Sometimes it's easier just to stay up thro...
Posted by Tilly the Hunny on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 01:46:00 PST

I've been working on a new series of things that go bump in the night of my soul...

for starters.... Jensen....
Posted by Tilly the Hunny on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 11:55:00 PST

Sister Wife

When I need a drink, she always responds. If she doesn't, I didn't need the drink in the first place. Or at least not out in public. When I have a couple too many, my dirty underwear only end up in...
Posted by Tilly the Hunny on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 10:58:00 PST

Jensen's Obituary

Jensen Reed Oler (November 14, 1974 - February 13, 2007) Jensen Reed Oler, age 32 of West Jordan, Utah died February 12, 2007. He was born Nov. 14, 1974 i...
Posted by Tilly the Hunny on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 04:09:00 PST

Jensen R. Oler, 1974-2007 RIP

Jensen, My lover, My friend, My heart doesn't hurt because you left me here. My heart doesn't hurt because you chose fear. All of us do. My heart doesn't hurt that you are now rejoined with the great ...
Posted by Tilly the Hunny on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 05:09:00 PST

Memoirs from within a human form

I might act tough but it's an act.  Mostly to try and keep me together.  There's no switch.  If it were only so easy.  I'm reconnecting me. That's my best description of what's goi...
Posted by Tilly the Hunny on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 03:01:00 PST

Best Friend

Each time my stomach hurts, I think of you.  I know it won't stop 'till I fix things.  I wake up and I think of you.  As I close my eyes at night I think of you. I wonder in silence if ...
Posted by Tilly the Hunny on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 02:07:00 PST

all of your tears, your sweat, and your blood.

The time before last that I went to the bar, some guy who was rather impressed by himself, his money, his cars, his motorbikes, bought me and the two girls next to me drinks.  When he came up beh...
Posted by Tilly the Hunny on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 02:41:00 PST

me in a nut shell.... help im in a nut shell...

I want out of my head.  I want out of my body for a few pain free days.  I want out of these promises I've made.  I want out of this weather.  I want out of the problems looming ov...
Posted by Tilly the Hunny on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 10:15:00 PST

Innocence, like a starfish, does regenerate.

Few things amuse me.  This is one of them.  The last couple of weeks I picked up an additional nannying job because I am in need of better roller derby equipment.  I worked late hours a...
Posted by Tilly the Hunny on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 12:38:00 PST