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CLICK HERE TO HEAR !!an ever shifting,endlessly restless soul that is searching for the ever contradictory maelstrom of truth that is unmistakable once experienced and which manifests in evanescent form.PHEW!! I used to be a musician but I'm alright NOW ! YEH !
I try to make life as creative as possible-walking/talking/making love with everyone in non-physical form/ food/music/fashion/- expressions of life force- as artists we at least try and CONSTRUCT-in a world of increasing DESTRUCTION-Have glimpsed many things SWEET!!- TRUTH/LOVE/INNER JOY but they require WORK- yes ! have practiced yoga/meditation/endless fasting and self purification (in a 7 year personal experiment) and now have dropped the whole lot and am trying a period of INDULGENCE with awareness! I am hard work- high maintenance- what the Ayurvedics call a VATA constitution- ie made up of mostly chaotic air on which I fly every day , a hundred and one ideas all at the same time with no desire to carry out most of them- a million ways to approach any question.I am a warrior- brave and strong with hefty bouts of indecision and inertia.I explode in short bursts of intense inspiration love and vibe and then I expire and feel nothing.In my efforts to communicate fully and expressively I can frazzle the most stable and spin their heads and hearts round on their axis but those that experience these BURSTS tend to be inspired.I can get confused through overthinking but thats because I've dropped my meditation( no I didn't say medication )- I am a HIPPY that's not FREE enough, a CLOWN thats not HAPPY enough and a child thats not iNNOcent enough- !I dig cosmic liberated rebellious thought and culture- and I am a seed of the new psychedelia spiritual revolution-the INNER revolution is the only revolution that can WORK !! I have an ego developing nicely- it has been said that Krishna only enlightened when his EGO became so plump and ripe that it simply dropped from his tree.Such is my delusion and such is my ego that I think this is relevant-I am a humblemaniac ! I am only materialistic for enlightenment but ALAS this is the most unrealistic of desires.I crave solitude and peace and a small plot of land on which to grow my organic vegetables and to invent worlds and stories to bring back to civilisation in order to help people evolve their triple helix and to realise their full potential once more. "
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