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DIEsel

If I took this ciggerette, and put it out on you.......would you love me?

About Me

I'm 24, have three kids, two boys and a girl. I've wasted about half my life on my music, but hey, when you love something that much, you gotta do it, weather it gets you anywhere or not. Been in and out of BAD relationships, but who hasn't? I like to party, a little to much sometimes. I'm not a very socail person these days, in the last few years, I've made a few new friends, and lost more than I can count. So I pretty much just keep to myself anymore.

My Interests

music, cars

I'd like to meet:

that really depends on what kind of day I'm having.

Music:


acid bath, agents of man, agents of oblivion, alice in chains, anata, anihilate the hero, becoming the archetype, behemoth, brand new skin, blood bath, burn the priest, calico system, cannibal corpse, children of bodom, clutch, cradle of filth, crowbar, danzig, dark tranquility, dead life, despised icon, diecast, down, downset, dream theatre, end of the day, eyehategod, faith no more, fear factory, four story massacre, gathered here today, gemini lounge, g.g. allin & the murder junkies, goatwhore, hatebreed, helmet, henry rollins band, hollywood handgrenade, impaled, into eternity, jungle rot, kataklysm, killswitch engage, kreator, krisiun, lamb of God, lathe, life of agony, machine head, mad season, maggot infested, manntis, marylin manson, mastodon, mercenary, metallica, ministry, mr. bungle, narcoleptic castration, night rage, nile, numb n side, nonexsistant, obituary, pantera, pig destroyer, pissing razors, pungent stench, realm, scars of life, senteced, sepultura, shadows fall, sick of it all, six feet under, skin lab, slaves on dope, slayer, slipknot, soilent green, strapping young lad, suicidle tendensies, super joint ritual, surdin, system of a down, testament, the haunted, today is the day, tomahawk, tool, turture killer, walpurgisnacht, with out a trace. I'm sure I left a few out.

Movies:

to many to name.

Television:

comedy central, the speed channel, and what ever channel football is on at the time, other than that, I just flip until I find something.

Books:

Never read a book all the way through, I never seen the point. cause now you can learn what ever you wanna know on the INTERNET. and I'm not much on novels, so reading a book would be kinda pointless to me :)

Heroes:

There's a lot of poeple through out my life, that I could say helped me out, in some cases, more than I could've helped myself. but I AM MY OWN HERO. simply because no matter how much someone helps you see a certain way, or how much they guide you in the right direction, it's you that chooses to listen, or take the given path.

My Blog

what's my motivation again?

everytime I start to think, I'm walking the right path.life snaps like a rubberband, and hits me in the back.I take a new direction, but the road is always blocked.bridges crumbling at my feet, says i...
Posted by DIEsel on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 10:35:00 PST

sick & tired

I'm sick of life being, the way that it's been.I'm tired of arguments, that I must defend. I'm sick of working, bleeding, and crying.I'm tired of this lust, that I have for dying. I'm sick of having 2...
Posted by DIEsel on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 09:03:00 PST