Deede

I'm in a strange and scary period in my life right now, and I am trying to experience it all and learn all I can. Lately the sound of my feet on the ground has seemed like small explosions on the face of the earth, my momentary impact instantly forgotten amidst concrete realities. The ball that is Me has started rolling, and for the first time in my life I am not attempting to stop it or turn it, merely to make it more agile, flexible and perfect. I am from a place that holds more beauty, fear, promise and danger than any other I have seen but has so very much left to reveal.I am 25, tall, walking the line between skinny and athletic, balding and blond with a nicely shaped dome, good teeth, am sometimes too self-deprecating, prone to thoughtful consideration and social amnesia. I have several memorable scars and look at things with a sarcastic eye. I don't blindly accept much but I understand and see a lot. I like laughing for real and singing from unlit corners. I like to solve problems and can fight when trapped, but I would much rather be the peacekeeper, at least in theory.