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bEnJi.

jeu ou pas jeu?..

About Me

constantly running away from my fears and missing characters.never living up to the potential im told i have. This stretch is like murder. I reach too far, pull out my heart. I want to give it away. I reach too far, and play my part. Now you see me, and now i'm a shadow.

My Interests

:creating:and being a part of something worth being a part of.bikes.family.friends that matter.

I'd like to meet:

ive meet everyone i need to. yet would like to re meet those i lose. we'll laugh and just smile and sink to the floor.We we're like a lullaby

Music:

rockets and blue lights smallbrownbikehotwatermusic moneenmonotheghostfrommonumenttomasses reginaspektorseverelydepartedsinkbattleshipsink themidwestbreakingifarmclassicalsonorousgale. honest thoughts become obstructions, and warped intentions drive us. ~empire state games~

Movies:

the goonies/neverending story/movies with subtitles

Television:

only when crows wait.

Books:

pippi longstocking.the little prince....etc. books where pictures out-number the words.

Heroes:

this guy Now this moment, this is where we are alive. Last night we slept closer to the ocean than their million dollar castles will ever take them. And there are colors all around, 'Cause their future will never come ..rockets and blue lights..

My Blog

makes me miss..

    seems like another wasted day sometimes i think i think too much my heart just seems to run away i thought of you fuck the whole world i just want to sit and cry tonite in the arms...
Posted by bEnJi.pEcOrArO on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 08:00:00 PST

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its hard trying to start doing things soley for yourself . when its been so long..not sure if its what i like.id rather much keep doing things for others...it suits me more so...sigh!.:love.hopewww.th...
Posted by bEnJi.pEcOrArO on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 02:16:00 PST

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cherish time spent with characters and moments you will soon not have.holding onto hope that happiness wont just fade away or abruptly evaporate and halt where you left it. its funny when you never fe...
Posted by bEnJi.pEcOrArO on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 04:33:00 PST

TIME IS BRUATAL...and hope

when all is said and done. time is the only thing you have. time is a very brutal thing. ill hold onto hope ,for when you desire and love something so greatly. its worth waiting, and hopeing for. im m...
Posted by bEnJi.pEcOrArO on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 09:47:00 PST