I hate doing these things, but its the one part of my Myspace that I havent worked on, so I figured I probably should. I easily obsess. It started with Nirvana when I was 9, and I usually cling on to my obsessions. They may die down, but they still remain. I could probably still tell you the full name's of the entire Hanson family even though I dont talk about them everyday like I did in 1997.
I enjoy collecting toys and DVD's. I have a huge collection of DVD's and a growing collection of Tim Burton toys. I love going into toy stores, and if I recieve a toy as a gift, you'd swear I was 9.
Im slightly closed off, and Im quite sure the reason is that I cant fully love other people, until I love myself. I always used to shrug it off when people said that, but I've recently realized that it's quite true. Although, I have a deep wanting to be open, so sometimes that is the winning emotion, and Im more open then I should be. I get hurt easily, and Im quite the drama queen.. which is a lethal combination.
I think in alot of situations, I place too much blame on myself. I've done that my entire life, and Im learning to fight that. Not to say that Im never to blame, but Im starting to see that its not always me.
Im really working on my outlook on life. Everyday I make a concious effort to be more positive. I used to let every negative thing bother me, and Im really trying to battle that. I try to laugh more, and enjoy life more. We're only here once, and I believe that we all have the power to make ourselves happy. I believe that everyone can go into any situation and look at it in a positive light, so that it can be enjoyed.
The line 'Forget Regret, Or Life Is Yours To Miss' struck me in a way that no other line from a song/movie/show has ever done before. In the past, I had a terrible problem with regret, and not doing something because I over-thought it and decided ahead of time that I'd regret it later. I know now that you cant do that. Sometimes you have to just jump, take the risk and find out later what the outcome is. By not doing that, I could be missing something amazing.
Im into: RENT, Hanson, Britney Spears, Good Charlotte, makeup, Jenna Jameson, The Sims, music, Pokemon games for Gameboy (rofl thats pretty recent), 'The Chronicles of Life and Death', MAC Cosmetics, livejournal, Diet Coke, Sour Cream&Onion crisps, Harry Potter, Tim Burton, Kelly Osbourne, Faeries, toys, tattoos&piercings, Nirvana, photography, computer graphics, Build-A-Bear, 'Sleeping In The Nothing', being a hermit, pop-culture, celebrity gossip, candy, Louis Vuitton, Chanel, candles, The Nightmare Before Christmas, J.K Rowling, jewelery, ProActiv, drummers, stars, mascara, Forever 27, money, pink, Ikea, teen novels, Napoleon Dynamite.
change the world, but be careful how you change with it.
I'm trying to read 50 books in 2007..
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14 / 50
(28.0%)
Shun the non-believer! Shhhhhhhuuuuuuunnnnnnaaaaah!
