The day before the day before |
*sigh* Yep! Still blissfully happy! No last minute cold feet yet! Though I do feel that there are a million things to do before I'm ready for Friday. I mean, I still have... Posted by Nyssa Mehana on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 05:29:00 PST |
Getting married |
I can't believe I'm actually in love and ready to be married and I don't have cold feet or any second thoughts! No looking back, when you know, you know. Josh is the kindest, most loving, wonderful ... Posted by Nyssa Mehana on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 11:24:00 PST |
Break |
*Munch munch munch* I'm eating a vegan cranberry orange bar... so good....Wow life is strange. People in my life can be very... unpredictable. Not necessarily a bad thing, it just means that I neve... Posted by Nyssa Mehana on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 11:55:00 PST |
Guess what? |
I'm moving into a commune! A house (near whole foods) that embraces helping the community and the environment! They are a group of social and environmental activists and last night they voted me in!... Posted by Nyssa Mehana on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 10:32:00 PST |
Today is beautiful |
I've decided that today is beautiful, not that I've even stepped outside my door yet... not that I get to do anything special or unusual today, not that today is different from any other day--just bec... Posted by Nyssa Mehana on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 07:45:00 PST |
Fear |
Why am I always so scared? I lay in bed, longing for company, for someone to share with. Then I think of what might go wrong. If I step out into the world, how will people look at me? What if some... Posted by Nyssa Mehana on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 09:51:00 PST |
Time passed |
I'm no good at writing as frequently as I should. A lot has changed in my life. I graduated, for one. Also, I'm more comfortable with myself than I have ever been. I will always miss what I had, bu... Posted by Nyssa Mehana on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 12:06:00 PST |
The fox |
I decided I couldn't live without him. Then I saw the fox, just wandering through the woods. I looked at him and he looked at me. It was like that for a few seconds. Then I decided that I had to k... Posted by Nyssa Mehana on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 06:49:00 PST |
Christmas Break |
I'm generally happy lately. Might be the depression medication I'm on, but it's nice anyhow. I think of laying in my bed, crying and wishing I were dead for no reason, and I've decided this is much ... Posted by Nyssa Mehana on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 08:25:00 PST |
Thanks a lot... |
It's Thanksgiving and I'm home in Cary with my Mom and Dad. Mom just spent a good hour screaming at me about my future. I went upstairs to get a new table cloth and she stood at the base of the stai... Posted by Nyssa Mehana on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 08:25:00 PST |