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Kai

I am not afraid to keep on living ... I am not afraid to walk this world alone ...

About Me

I'm not sure what to write here ... I guess less is more so I will start with basics.I was born on 1st of July 1979 in a small town of a small country :) Happy day for my parents I guess, because I'm their best friend in the world (besides my two loveliest sisters, of course). I went to school in that small town and when I graduated I moved to the capital of this little country. I have lived and worked here for 10 years now and I'm happy to say - there are still things I have not done, places I have not visited, people I have not met.Music is very important in my life - I always have a soundtrack to my Movie-of-Life and I have constantly surrounded myself with talented people who make the best music in the world. I have never met any of them in person, of course, but I thank god every day for TV and Radio and computers and CD-players and MP3-players and any other gadget that enables me to be surrounded by these talented people.My favourite food is pasta and my favourite drink is milk.Right now I have no boyfriend and no children. I'm beginning to think that I like it that way (although nothing beats coddling into manly arms and trying to feel safe for a minute).Oddly enough, I do believe in true love - I have not seen it in life, but I like to imagine it exists.Well now, it seems I could not stop writing once I started :)Anyway, I believe my life matters, and if anyone will ever bother to read these scribbles, they might have just a hint of who I am ...
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My Interests

music - unfortunately I can't make my own so I really enjoy listening music made by others :)

I'd like to meet:

I'll meet anyone once ... the rest is up to YOUI Dont Love You

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Music:

My Chemical Romance... Muse... The Killers... 30SecondsToMars... Everything by The Rasmus :)href="http://www.mtv2.com/" target="_new"img src="http://30secondstomars.com/tools/social/new30_mtv2.gif" border

Movies:

there are so many good movies - but just couple of them I have watched 100X100 times ...

Television:

CSI; Hercule Poirot - clever little guy :) Any documentary

Books:

Love to read and have quite many favourites :)

Heroes:

ME!!!

My Blog

hell yeah!!!

I just received my ticket to My Chemical Romance concert!!!!!! I did not believe I could ever be more happy :) I wish everyone could feel the way I feel right now ... ...
Posted by Kai on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 05:34:00 PST

;)

I'm Not Okay (I Promise)  ...
Posted by Kai on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 02:18:00 PST

happy?

Hm, I think I am happy today ... Summer is here, work is done and soon going on my holiday - less then a month to go!!! It is nice to have nothing to do for a change, being idle and relaxing is v...
Posted by Kai on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 03:22:00 PST

Rain

  Today it is raining. Outside and in my soul. I feel sad and have absolutely no idea why. Everything seems so beautiful and depressing today. I have no direction, I have no movement - I'm stan...
Posted by Kai on Wed, 30 May 2007 06:13:00 PST

I'm okay :D

Oh, finally the summer has come to Tallinn :) So warm, hot sun is melting the winter stress away and I can't stop smiling :) Finally - something positive to write here ... I'm waiting for my hard ear...
Posted by Kai on Tue, 29 May 2007 02:57:00 PST

Broken

  I'm sorry for feeling this way I should be happy for you& and I WILL BE Please, just give me a minute to morn for my heart that is brutally torn   And my tears burn my face   I wi...
Posted by Kai on Wed, 23 May 2007 11:32:00 PST

Not my words, but I feel the same :)

``I wait and wait so patiently. I'm quiet as a cup... I hope you'll come and rattle me... Quick! Come and wake me up!'' This is from one of my favourite movies - Stealing Beauty ......
Posted by Kai on Tue, 22 May 2007 09:12:00 PST

Days ...

Days are not brothers, no endeed :) Though something bad happens, somehow, almost immediately something good happens too - have you noticed? You just have to keep an open mind and realise the good th...
Posted by Kai on Mon, 21 May 2007 08:45:00 PST

SICK

I realised today, that people can be so hateful and disrespectful towards one another - it kind of makes me sick. I don't get it. Is there some mysterious pleasure in beating someone down? ...
Posted by Kai on Thu, 10 May 2007 11:18:00 PST

the words in my head ...

I saw death today &   With black eyes and angel wings Taking lives for his own to keep & And mothers cried Blue tears like sky   Death passed me by...  ...
Posted by Kai on Tue, 08 May 2007 09:21:00 PST