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hope and hopelessness

this is not a question of whether or not it exists,but a question of faith. it is not a matter of hope,but a feeling of hopelessness.why is it so hard to accept,when we know it is completely lost.will...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 05:18:00 GMT

national farse day.

[to be updated.]a farse, at best, would most likely be the best way to describe this "hallmark" holiday. in fact, its not really a real holiday at all. rather, it was originaly observed as a feast on ...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 17:31:00 GMT

broken

like an empty shell, my soul feels as though it is missing something. lets hope this doesn't last, because it usually does for me. maybe if i had someone to relate to, or just talk to about things. wh...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 11:27:00 GMT

who would have thought...

its all looking up now. good thing. things have been far too shitty for far too long. fucking astro pops get you drunk. i can't believe i'm actually up at 11 in the morning, what with all that alcoho...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 08:37:00 GMT

its all allright, we're fine now...

so i was at the gas station last night putting some much needed oil in my car, and lexi called me. to make a long story short, we ended up at giant eagle in wadsworth to buy some booze for one of her ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 14:09:00 GMT

straws..

i try to kill myself every day with cigarettes and alcohol because i feel like my life is useless. i try to kill the pain as best i can, but its always there in the morning to remind me. if only i h...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 12:49:00 GMT

totally chuck norris style...

so i was up at dennys the other day, as usual, and something no one would ever believe happened. yeah, thats right, i totally got roundhouse kicked in the back of the head. yes, it was chuck norris st...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 08:10:00 GMT

ohio is for....

assholes. the one day i get off work... it fucking terrentially downpours. all i'm saying is that this is bullshit. by the time i got done running around, getting shit done, it fucking rains like a b...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:52:00 GMT

to whom it may concern...

a statement of discontent:is it true, that the people we care about hurt us the most? if this is true then why bother with such a hopeless and un-ending battle. is it also true that love is blind? may...
Posted by on Thu, 18 May 2006 15:52:00 GMT

far, far away...

to become something you never wanted to be is inevitable. i sure as hell couldn't stop it. i didn't ask to be like this, it just kind of happened. for the past 5 months i've come to the conclusion tha...
Posted by on Tue, 16 May 2006 18:13:00 GMT