The Truth. Very interested in that.
"What is truth?"
- Pontius Pilate
I'd kill for a month of unlimited access to the Vatican library. Yes. I said kill.
North Korea's really interesting, right now.
Plotting to take over the world with Niggemann, DJ, Lil' Mike, Tony, Walt, and Pedro.
Writing. I've been doing alot more of it.
The Writer
"I feel assured I should write from the mere yearning and fondness I have for the Beautiful even if my nights labours should be burnt every morning and no eye ever shine upon them."
- John Keats
"If there's a book you really want to read but it hasn't been written yet, then you must write it."
- Tom Morrison
"The two creatures to be pitied most are the spider and the novelist - their lives hanging by a thread spun out of their own guts."
- Katherine Paterson
"Writers do tend to devour people, themselves included."
- Erica Jong
"Only the mediocre writer is always at his best."
- J. D. McClatchy
"If you would not be forgotten as soon as you are dead, and rotten, either write things worth reading, or do things worth writing."
- Benjamin Franklin
Crazy weather (some really good videos and pics in the 'Watch the Weather Change' blog up there)... love thunderstorms. History, astrology, alchemy, cryptology, politics, current events, law, science, medicine, ancient cultures, unsolved mysteries, procrastination, anthropology, Diablo, sitting in my own pocket of limbo thinking really deep thoughts. Okay, they're actually so shallow that a fish could drown in them...
Time travel. In my supreme arrogance, I'd like to swim down the river of time, from the beginning to the present day, and try to make things right. Probably with a gun and a whole lotta bullets for people who should have never been allowed to influence the world. Does this make me a would-be-murderer with a God-complex? Does it make me one of those people who "shouldn't be allowed to influence the world"? I suppose it does. Does it lessen my urge to go back and wipe a few people like Caligula, Jack the Ripper, slave-owners, Hitler, etc., off the map? Or to stop the burning of the library in Alexandria? Nope.
I'd fuck up the natural flow of the world beyond all recognition, and likely cause hundreds of innocents to have never been born... but oh!, the fun I'd have while I was doing it.
Hm. I suppose this is why time-travel isn't possible.
I want to travel extensively. I was born in Germany, but left while I was so young that I don't remember anything about it. One day, I'd like to go back. There's so much I want to see before I die... stonehenge, the pyramids - both in Egypt, and in Mexico and South America - and the places where the ice hasn't thawed in centuries. I'd like to lose myself in the darkest jungles, and walk for days in the desert and still see only sand. I'd welcome the kind of peace that can only come with being that far away from civilization. I definitely want to spend some time in New Zealand - it's one of the most beautiful and diverse places I've ever seen. Just for an example, go watch the LotR trilogy and The Frighteners. Both were filmed there. And I'll bet the cameras don't really do it justice.
Everyone on this playlist:
I'd love to sit down and put one in the air with Jimi, Janis, and Kurt, all at once. Bet that'd be one hell of a conversation.
But seriously... would love to meet King (both Stephen and Martin Luther), Nostradamus, Caycee, Lewis Black, Wanda Sykes, Jon Stewart, Sarah Silverman, Bill Maher, Tabitha and Chic Cicero, George Carlin....... I seem to have a thing for comics and occult figures, huh? Well, I've seen stranger combos.
Bush...
I'd love to meet Bush. You know, I think I've figured out his diabolical plan: we can't elect a new President while we're at war. Bush is going to keep the war going for the next fifteen years, and he'll still be in office.Doomed, we are. Ah, Discordia!
Hmmm, Peter Steele, and Jesus. In fact, I'd like to get Peter Steele and Jesus in a room together, to see what Gods' Son thinks about the opinion that He looks like Peter. That'd be a laugh....
Someone who really, really understands. That'd be great.
Hey, emo kids! I've got something to say to you...
"Music is an addiction, a religion, and a disease. There is no cure. There is no antidote."
- Sting
Stranger fiends hide here in human guise
than reside in the valleys of Hell.
- The Book of Counted Sorrows
Where eerie figures caper
to some midnight music
that only they can hear.
- The Book of Counted Sorrows
Definitely a little of everything. Metal, rap, rock, r&b, blues, classical (yes, I mean with violins, cello, viola and the like... not the first NIN, or your Digital Underground CD..). The only thing I don't care very much for is country... but I don't even turn a deaf ear to it, anymore... it's just got to impress me. ....can't believe I just said that.
Jimi, Janis, Kurt. That's all that matters, right? Well, and Type O-Negative.
But I guess there are a couple of others that merit honorable mentions, since I've been listenin' to 'em alot, lately:
Honorable Mentions
- Underoath
- Children of Bodom
- Lamb of God
- Three 6 Mafia
- Chevelle
- Lupe Fiasco
- Kittie
- Nonpoint
- Atreyu
- Mary J.
- Ill Nino
- Lil' Wayne
- Hed (p.e.)
- Led Zep
- Smashing Pumpkins
- (Old) NIN
- (Old) Green Day
- Bone TNH
- 30 Secs to Mars
- The Game
- 10 Years
- Mudvayne
- Slipknot
- Stone Sour
- Tool
- (Old) AFI
- Rancid
- CKY
- Arch Enemy
- Daylight Dies
- Amon Amarth
- Rick Ross
- In Flames
- Trivium
- Bush
Lots of others, as well... but I could fill this entire page with bands I love. If I had to pick the one thing I'm most passionate about, it'd have to be writing, but music would be a very, very close second.
Need to go to more concerts... only seen Killswitch Engage, Shadows Fall, The Haunted, As I Lay Dying (sucked really bad that night...), In Flames, and Damageplan so far. Those are the only major bands, anyway... seen alot of local and relatively unknown groups. Sort of hate myself for walking out during the last 5 mins Dimebag's 20 minute solo in Orlando, seeing as how he was dead a month later... but, eh, can't change the past.
By the way, if you've yet to hear anything by Rook Everett, pull your thumb out of your ass and go listen to his work. Errr... I mean, you should really give it a try. ;-p
His music's great. Soothes the savage beast, it does. You can find him here on MySpace.
Recently? Hmmm...
300 was great...
Pathfinder was alright in a 'Last of the Mohicans' kind of way.
Smokin' Aces was good. Could have been better, but good.
Azumi's where it's at...
I'm a glutton for a good story, and I watch nearly as many movies as I read books. If I had to pick a favorite genre... I couldn't. Heh. Likely horror or comedy.
Of course, it's always great when horror and comedy get together...
Anything that stimulates the mind and pleases the eye.
Some of the Best
- Requiem for a Dream
- Stigmata
- The Chumscrubber
- Matchstick Men
- Fight Club
- Saved!
- Just Friends
- Bastard!
- The Whole Nine (and Ten) Yards
- Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
- Get Shorty & Be Cool
- SLC Punk
- Pulp Fiction
- Donnie Darko
- Glory
- Apocalypse Now
- Platoon
- Hamburger Hill
- Saving Private Ryan
- The Prophecy
- The Omen
- Kung Fu Hustle
- Shaolin Soccer
- House of Flying Daggers
- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
- X
- Gantz
- Legend
- The Last Unicorn
- Man on Fire
- Bladerunner
- Ong Bak
- Blood of Heroes
- Nightmare Before Christmas
- Army of Darkness
- Clash of the Titans
- Remember the King
- Hero
- The Tenant
- The Matrix
- Remember the Titans
- Road to Perdition
- (You actually readin' all this?)
- American History X
- The Crow
- Hellraiser (ad infinitum)
- Gladiator
- Training Day
- Snatch
- Saw
- Phone Booth
- Switchblade Sisters
- Iron Monkey
- Kill Bill
- Seven
- X-Men
- Sin City
- Friday
- King Arthur
- Excalibur
- Final Fantasy; Advent Children
- Hidalgo
- From Hell
- Freeway
- Shogun: Assassin
- The Magdalene Sisters
- The Flight of Dragons
- House of 1000 Corpses
- Devils' Rejects
- Dances With Wolves
- The Long Kiss Goodnight
- Assassins
- Dodgeball
- Grandmas Boy
- The Outlaw Josey Wales
- Major Payne
- Motel Hell
- Lord of the Rings
- Empire Records
- Strangeland
- The Sandlot
- The Lost Boys
- Big
- Dead Poets Society
- The Mummy
- Money Talks
- Enemy Mine
- The Jacket
- Hackers
...man, a little of everything. I love movies. Chances are, if it's out, I've seen it. And if I haven't, I know someone (Niggemann - the guy with the DVD collection that rivals that of Blockbuster Video) or other who's got it.
If you're sane, there's no way in hell you scrolled through all of those movies. So let me say this: If you haven't seen the following, go and rent them... right now.
The Chumscrubber, Stigmata, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, What Dreams May Come, Fight Club, Requiem for a Dream, Donnie Darko, and American History X.
Idiot Box.
We all know that that's exactly what it is, yet we watch anyway. Hmmm... haven't been watching many shows, lately, though.
Some stuff on Adult Swim; Boondocks, Venture Bro's, Metalocalypse - COFFEE! - etc...
Mostly end up flipping through music channels, mainly FUSE.
That show Supernatural's turning out to be pretty good. Loved Carnivale. Dexter's great. Scrubs. I miss the shows of the 80's...
And of course the news... usually CNN. Definately not FOX.
I've finally started the Brian Lumley 'Necroscope' series. Pretty damn good. I don't see why I didn't pick it up years ago. He came up with a great idea in Harry Keogh being a necroscope. ....and now I've finished the first three books of the series. I want more."My best friend is a person who will give me a book I have not read."
- Abraham Lincoln
"We read to know we're not alone."
- C. S. Lewis
"Reading is a joy, but not an unalloyed joy. Books do not make life easier or more simple, but harder and more interesting."
- Harry Golden
"Man is but a reed, the weakest thing in nature, but he is a thinking reed."
- Blaise Pascal
Koontz, Rice, Weis and Hickman... I often talk shit about King after the release of the last Dark Tower book - often about the really predictable ending - but when I stop to think about it, it couldn't have been that bad if I saw it coming. In fact, I suppose that means it even made sense. Besides, I can't really hate it if I still read all 7 books from time to time. Also, I've heard it said (by a Mr. Arthur Schopenhauer) that 'books are like a mirror: if an ass looks in, you can't expect an angel to look out.', and I am indeed an ass, at times.
The Dark Tower
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A mind's frigidity:
frozen steel,
dark rage, morbidity.
Cold fire
Defense against
a cruel life
death and strife:
Cold fire
Life without meaning
cannot be borne.
We find a mission
to which we're sworn
- - or answer the call
of Death's dark horn.
Without a gleaning
of purpose in life,
we have no vision,
we live in strife,
- - or let blood fall
on a suicide knife.
- The Book of Counted Sorrows
Still haven't read the Potter books, yet... waiting for them all to come out so I can read them all at once. Hate waiting months and months (or, as in the Dark Tower's case, years and years) for a new installment of a series I like. And books are always better than the movie version, so I think they're likely pretty damn great. If Stephen King begged her in press conference concerning her upcoming HP books not to kill off Harry, she's gotta be doing something right.
Faraway in China,
the people sometimes say,
life is often bitter
and all too seldom gray.
Bitter as a dragon tears,
great cascades of sorrow
flood down all the years,
drowning our tomorrows.
- The Book of Counted Sorrows
Clive Barker. I won't lie... I've loved nearly everything he's written. The Damnation Game was great, Everville was even better, and Imajica's by far my favorite.
Let's not forget Salvatore. Drizzt's my homeboy. Entreri and Jarlaxle, too.
And More...
"Through me the way into the suffering city,
Through me the way to the eternal pain,
Through me the way that runs among the lost.
Justice urged on my high artificer;
My maker was divine authority,
The highest wisdom, and the primal love.
Before me nothing but eternal things were made,
And I endure eternally.
Abandon every hope, ye who enter here."
- Dante's Inferno
- John Shirley
- Bruce King
- Laura Resnick
- Michael Crichton
- Joel Rosenburg
- Jere Cunningham
- Gary Brandner
- Gordon McGill
- Barbara Hambly
- Elizabeth Massie
- Eve Forward
- David Farland
- Andre Norton
- Robert E. Howard
- Glen Lord
- August Derleth
- Michael McDowell
- Djanyo Wexler
Poison Elves, which is written and drawn by Drew Hayes. Lusiphur's my role-model......or should I say 'was'...... Drew Hayes died, recently. Another great mind and talent, gone early. Or exactly on time, depending on what you believe.
Other than fiction, it's usually philosophy; Aristotle, Marcus Aurelius, R. W. Emerson, etc. At times I'll break down and read some poetry, but only the old stuff... Milton and Browning and the like. Been reading lectures by Campbell lately (on mythology)... catching up on world myths and religions for an ongoing project.
It's sad, really... hundreds of books and I don't have a bookshelf. Procrastination....
Well, Jesus, for one. Son of God? Madman? Prophet? Con-man? Hero of mine, whatever your opinion.
Yeah, I know. Slightly blasphemous, but funny.
Heh. Here's a better one - what Jesus is really like:
"I will never forget you. See, I have written your name upon the palms of my hands, and it is always before me." - Isaiah 49: 15-16
House Meum - Veritas Ordo Damien's still around here, somewhere...
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