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Elisa

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About Me

I am working at a new job that I love. I go into schools and teach with 4-H. Teaching is probably my favorite thing on earth to do, other than spending time with Lily or Mehul.I'm in a relationship with Mehul, and loving that. He is more kind, wonderful, patient than I deserve. I love it.We do all kinds of fun stuff together. We have been blessed with great friends and family, which makes this new adventure fun.I cannot thank God enough for His blessings in my life.God used my family to provide me a new used JEEP, which I also LOVE!!! Lily and I are really happy together.This season is completely different from the last ones. The hopelessness is lifting, and yes I still cry alot for the loss of my marriage and my old dreams. God has restored me and will continue to do so as long as I turn from the anger and rage to the peace that He offers.It's not worth being angry, because it only destroys me, after all my partner has moved on... so now I pray for healing and restoration.I want a functional marriage and more children, and to live a life full of peace and openly serving God. i can see all that on the horizon now... and I'll leave it in God's timing.I'm active in church now, and I'm thriving. I am ALIVE. Christ is actually rebuilding me from the ground up.Other than that.... here's my old bio info :) I spend my days with my beautiful 3 year old daughter, we share great days and some hard ones too. She is diagnosed Autistic, and most of the time I feel like the one with the "disorder" because I struggle to keep up with her constant energy.
I stick around the house a lot, and I'm happy with that because I'm an aspiring author, novice web designer, nature and outdoors lover, and artist in training.
I love staying active, and I'm working out, and changing my lifestyle to reach my weight loss goals for life.
I just Graduated from Clayton State and I love being able to say I PASSED my CLEP BIOLOGY exam and my ALGEBRA class, that feels so refreshing, and it makes me proud of all my hard work, and Mehul is a great tutor!
I love to sing, and so I sing a lot; it's "my thing"...Praise the Lord for it. Singing soothes Lily and brings me into Worship right when I'm getting arrogant.... and self-sufficient...
I tend to think I am capable... I am not... I am a reflection of the good in God, when you don't see that in me... it's because I turned away from the source of the light in my life...Jesus Christ.
That sums it all up...I'm insufficient, but I know who is all-sufficient...and I love being around others who feel the same way...I'm usually home with Lily,or I usually hang out with other mommies, my cousins, and fam.

My Interests

I love Jesus
I love my daughter
I love Mehul for his unconditional love and support
I love my beautiful sister
I love my talented parents
I love my amazing brother
I love arts and music
I love nature
I love my new used jeep
I love military people, so tough
I love compassionate people
I love family activities, camping, trips, & biking
I love Santa Fe and being out west
I love road trips with great people
I love artists, they inspire me
I love galleries and symphonies
I love the history channel and all science programs
I love food network, cooks are awesome
I love people who are multilingual
I love attempting to play baseball or basketball
I love top design, top model, and CMT Top 20
I also love Scrubs and the office b/c of my fam
I love sleepovers
I love old movies with Liv
I love Foreign Films
I love the guys from Classic movies
I love 80's movies too
I love movie soundtracks as CD's
I love acoustic, folk, indie, and alternative music
I love dancing in the rain
I love beautiful eyes
I love swinging at the park
I love swimming laps
I love soccer
I love being taught new things
I love being outdoors, especially at night
I love romantic notes and thoughtful cards
I love surprises
I love change
I love cooking together
I love debate
I love indie or vintage jewelry
I love morracan style
I love creative people
I love Waffle House
I love geeks!!!
I love brave people
I love Smart people
I love challenges
I love psychology
I love children
I love being a good mom

On the other hand:

I don't like being overweight
I don't like cheaters
I don't like strangers over committment
I don't like backstabbers or gossiping
I don't like fast food
I don't like coke or pepsi
I don't like mint flavored icecream
I don't like cilantro
I don't like waiting by the phone
I don't like first or last dates
I don't like automated customer service
I don't like cheap toliet paper
I don't like leaving small tips
I don't like Winter w/o someone to keep warm
I don't like skiing, anywhere east coast
I don't like leaving behind first loves
I don't like ending any friendships
I don't like being a nag
I don't like chasing after guys, I like to be chased
I don't like hiding my intentions
I don't like being told my daughter will grow out of her "diagnosis"
(*so what, we deal with today)
I don't like dealing with ignorant people
I don't like serial daters
I don't like smooth talkers or manipulators
I don't like anyone who thinks harmful thoughts about children
I don't like this sick twisted world
I don't like watching my own back sometimes
I don't like driving, I like to be driven
I don't like changing diapers when I'm tired
I don't like leaving to go home, exhausted after hanging out or watching movies at friend's houses
I don't like prejudice and blind hatred
I don't like being ignored by those I love

I'd like to meet:

Beth Moore, Kay Arthur, Max Lucado
& More Authors I like
Chris Tomlin and JJ Heller; others I Want to sing with
Ravi Zaccarius("Let my people think" - Biblical Scholar)
Blaise Pascal (1623–1662) a French mathematician, physicist, and religious philosopher.

"It is in vain, O men, that you seek within yourselves the remedy for your ills. All your light can only reach the knowledge that not in yourselves will you find truth or good. The philosophers have promised you that, and you have been unable to do it. They neither know what is your true good, nor what is your true state. How could they have given remedies for your ills, when they did not even know them? Your chief maladies are pride, which takes you away from God, and lust, which binds you to earth; and they have done nothing else but cherish one or other of these diseases. If they gave you God as an end, it was only to administer to your pride; they made you think that you are by nature like Him and conformed to Him. And those who saw the absurdity of this claim put you on another precipice, by making you understand that your nature was like that of the brutes, and led you to seek your good in the lusts which are shared by the animals. This is not the way to cure you of your unrighteousness, which these wise men never knew. I alone can make you understand who you are...." - Pascal's thoughts on Jesus Christ

Know then, proud man, what a paradox you are to yourself. Humble yourself, weak reason; be silent, foolish nature; learn that man infinitely transcends man, and learn from your Master your true condition, of which you are ignorant. Hear God.For in fact, if man had never been corrupt, he would enjoy in his innocence both truth and happiness with assurance; and if man had always been corrupt, he would have no idea of truth or bliss. But, wretched as we are, and more so than if there were no greatness in our condition, we have an idea of happiness and can not reach it. We perceive an image of truth and possess only a lie. Incapable of absolute ignorance and of certain knowledge, we have thus been manifestly in a degree of perfection from which we have unhappily fallen.It is, however, an astonishing thing that the mystery furthest removed from our knowledge, namely, that of the transmission of sin, should be a fact without which we can have no knowledge of ourselves. For it is beyond doubt that there is nothing which more shocks our reason than to say that the sin of the first man has rendered guilty those who, being so removed from this source, seem incapable of participation in it. This transmission does not only seem to us impossible, it seems also very unjust. For what is more contrary to the rules of our miserable justice than to damn eternally an infant incapable of will, for a sin wherein he seems to have so little a share that it was committed six thousand years before he was in existence? Certainly nothing offends us more rudely than this doctrine; and yet without this mystery, the most incomprehensible of all, we are incomprehensible to ourselves. The knot of our condition takes its twists and turns in this abyss, so that man is more inconceivable without this mystery than this mystery is inconceivable to man.Whence it seems that God, willing to render the difficulty of our existence unintelligible to ourselves, has concealed the knot so high, or, better speaking, so low, that we are quite incapable of reaching it; so that it is not by the proud exertions of our reason, but by the simple submissions of reason, that we can truly know ourselves.View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

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4 years ago my life spun in a different direction, some parts of me died.
I found a new life, through accepting all of the joys and consequences of living in the moment.

I will never be the same... I'm not the same person, and I am finally happy about that.
I formed a group to deal with the stresses of unplanned pregnancy and the joy that follows.

I feel incredible, after all of the sleepless nights and staying home at all costs, I have finally graduated college! I think even Lily rejoices in me being finished in this endeavor, now off to more teaching and grad work. Thank you Lord for your faithfulness in my times of doubt, and heartache.

You alone, Lord, are the Source of my Strength!!!

This song makes me LOVE forgiveness.


If Jesus walked the earth today he wouldn't stick to pricey church pews or with those who seem perfect. He would weep with those in the gutters, and lift the broken from their falls...Until I show you this through my own life, I have yet to live like Jesus.


This is my favorite Song! I adore 3:00mins into the song - Acoustic part.

Matthew 5:11
"Blessed are you when people insult you and persecute you,
and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of Me.

Anything good you see in me, is because of Jesus Christ.
I strive to know Him and shed my own insufficiencies, which are countless.



If We Confess Our Sins, He Is Faithful And Just And Will Forgive Us Our Sins And Purify Us From All Unrighteousness.-1 John 1:9

To him [God] belong strength and victory; both deceived and deceiver are his. Job 12:16

Romans 5:6-8
You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly.
Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die.But God demonstrates his own love for us in this:
While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

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Music:

I love Classical, Acoustic, Folk, Indie, Christian, Rap,Trance, House, World, Oldies, and Alternative Music
I love anything you can DANCE to
I admire all Singer/Songwriters
I love singing to, making it, dancing to, and living through Music.

Movies:

Favorite Movie Right Now:
"The Namesake"
or
“The Darjeeling Limited,”
I love Comedies, Dramas, and Historical Films
The Painted Veil
Empire Records
Juno
Into the Wild
Silk
I am legend
August Rush
Elizabeth (The Golden Age)
Last of the Mohican's
Romeo and Juliet
Moulin Rouge
Garden State
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
"300" - man if Spartans weren't such heathans I'd want one
3:10 to Yuma
Cool Hand Luke
Young Paul Newman - Gorgeous! Rain Man
The Departed
Crash
Je Taime Paris
Diary of a Mad Black Woman
Why did I get Married
Hotel Rwanda
Blood Diamond
A Very Long Engagement
Life is Beautiful
Kapo
Marie Antoinette - Thanks to Liv
Amelie - Thanks to Cousin Jess
Anything Liv, Candace Marie, and Jess Suggest :)
They are my Foreign and Artsy Movie connection
Many many more...

Television:

Thanks to Liv - Everything on TV (at one Time)
Bones
House
Jeopardy-yes I'm a nerd, and I get a lot right
Grey's Anatomy
Lots of mainstream stuff...
Anything Science or History
All Medical related Shows
All Documentary or real Life shows
Law and Order SVU
Seen almost every CSI made
I only like CSI Miami Now. Grounded for Life(Re-runs)
Top Model & Tyra Show
Top Design
Top 25 CMT
Oprah
Dateline
Scrubs - Thanks to Liv
The Office - Thanks to Jordan
I like so many other random pop culture shows as well, whenever I have time.

News- especially with Anderson Cooper- he doesn't have to talk... I just like watching him match his eyes to his shirt everyday... some days I think he's the cutest, most days I think his head is disproportionated to his body

Books:

God's Word
Love in the Time of Cholera
The Kite Runner
Voice in The Wind
Echo in the Darkness
Francine Rivers Christian Fiction books
Bone Woman - Clea Koff

Too Many to even begin listing... you wouldn't even be able to fathom how many I digest in a week or two.

Yes, I know I'm a NERD and I love it...in fact I cling to other people who also love reading and writing...

Heroes:

Mother Teresa - I have her writings and I read them a lot to remember how far off track I can get with my crazy life ambitions... it is about individuals... one on one... the world is too great a task, but I can make a difference in one person's life... for now that usually means Lily, and that is such an honor.
As a Psychology Major I admire: Carl Jung ~ Anyone who wants to know the human psyche will learn next to nothing from experimental psychology. He would be better advised to abandon exact science, put away his scholar's gown, bid farewell to his study, and wander with human heart throught the world. There in the horrors of prisons, lunatic asylums and hospitals, in drab suburban pubs, in brothels and gambling-hells, in the salons of the elegant, the Stock Exchanges, socialist meetings, churches, revivalist gatherings and ecstatic sects, through love and hate, through the experience of passion in every form in his own body, he would reap richer stores of knowledge than text-books a foot thick could give him, and he will know how to doctor the sick with a real knowledge of the human soul. -- Carl Jung

My Blog

Missing "M"....

M's stationed abroad. No, I can't go into details, it's safer for him.I miss him tremendously, but it's in a good way, because we've been able to talk on the phone once daily so far. They are on compl...
Posted by Elisa on Fri, 23 May 2008 06:09:00 PST

Dating the T-shirt ???

We've all dating people who were wrong for us, or people who were great at the time, but it's interesting to look back across time and realize it doesn't have to be so serious.Things that we used to c...
Posted by Elisa on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 11:39:00 PST

Our differences make us Stronger.

I love all the hype for the 2008 Elections, and I'm a huge supporter of being informed.I really hope Obama gets to run against McCain, because honestly I like them both, having read their books... and...
Posted by Elisa on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 07:02:00 PST

My Thoughts on Personality and Looks

My screen lies blank, a blink awaiting my new insight. Six years ago these thoughts would have taken me ten minutes to write. I wasn't brilliant back then, but I did have a better scripted version of ...
Posted by Elisa on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 01:26:00 PST

Single Parenting...and my thoughts on remarriage

I’ve been thinking about something that someone said earlier this week. It was about single parents. (Guys raising their children alone or girls raising their children alone...Or coparenting af...
Posted by Elisa on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 12:57:00 PST

My Weight Loss Battle

Dear Excess Weight,I’m terribly sorry I had to do this through a letter, this felt better than talking to you in person because I am a wuss like that. This note will be the last memory you&rsqu...
Posted by Elisa on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 07:34:00 PST

Having a great day.

I am so inspired lately. I don’t know if it’s just the newness of life, the joy of new friendships or just God is finally getting through to me...( yes I am very guilty of not listening to...
Posted by Elisa on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 07:09:00 PST

flat tire, lockouts, attacks from ants...

Sometime early AM - found a charger for my phone, Lily broke my old one... got a text  message from Josh, (F*** YOU!), nice... cause he thinks I'm keeping Lily from talking to him... on the phone...
Posted by Elisa on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 01:43:00 PST

see what happens when I...

fill this out for you!Leave your name and see what I say!Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll t...
Posted by Elisa on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 06:49:00 PST

purging confidants

It's strange that I get phone calls over these lame blogs... Words people, words.... nothing more nothing less. What sucks even more is that I keep deleting people from my friends list... but my rema...
Posted by Elisa on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 08:57:00 PST