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Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU

Maybe i always knew...my fragile dreams...

About Me

Born January 12th. 1981@Jersey Shore Medical Center,Neptune,NJ. I grew up in Asbury Park back in the days before it became a ghetto and was an awesome place to live.Graduated 4th grade Bradley Elementary School in Asbury Park,NJ.Shortly after to be moving to Europe to the little country called Greece and south of the country to the small and beautiful Island Of Karpathos.There I attended school,graduated high school,2years in a Tech College and a degree in Electronics Technician.All this from July 1991-June 1999.In that period I had developed an interest in playing music and picked up a guitar in '94.Learned to play Beatles,Door's,Nirvana,Metallica tunes and much more. I didn't start taking my playing serious till 97-98.Also the area I lived in there weren't too many open minded people for this kind of music on the small Island Of Karpathos. I was in a small local band of friends, we started a band playing all our favorite tunes.Things didn't work out later on and found myself alone.Also having other personal issues living there,both religious and cultural, it wasn't long after i started feeling disenchanted.Working in a supermarket there from summer 1999 till late Jan 2000, I decided to leave and return back to NJ and so i did in February 2000. It's a whole different story what happens afterwards lol.It's been a roller coaster ride from 2000 up to 2006 now.In the period of 2000-2001 i had auditioned for the Guitar Center Limp Bizket guitar tryouts it was around the time Wes Borland had quit Limp Bizket and they were in search for a new guitarist,I was in search of a career to help get me out of the rut of being poor so I wasn't picky,I came in 2nd on the that.I tried anything really that would get me in and possibly try to make any money.Their style of music wasn't really my thing but i could play it easily.What happened? Well my playing was a little too much for em.I've been in and out of bands of all sorts of styles from 2000 till 2005.In 2000 i was in an Oldies band called The Bench Boys,we played mostly covers of CCR,Door's,Eagles,Black Mariah, Everly Brother's and the list goes on.An atmospheric gothic metal band called Oceans Of Time in March-June 2000. In 2001 I joined a band called Brimstone which shortly after changed their name to Christ In Flames to then change their name again to Benighted,this was a Black Metal band.After being in the band for 1year and a half,with no shows and an ever evolving problem with line ups and no vocalist,no shows at all, i decided to quit.I shortly after joined a band called Saga's End.This was a pop band,all acoustic guitars with dif styles of pop rock.In December of 2002 i decided to quit the band since we had not been able to get a full line up and move on,also the fact a musical difference,the other guys wanted to go in the direction of the Dave Mathews Band which wasn't really my style.So Immediately after quiting,At a show at Birch Hill(R.I.P)venue where Arch Enemy were playing,I was asked by 2 young lads that had a band to try out.And so i did a couple days later and i was recruited.The bands name : X Inferus,they lacked a vocalist and a bass player so i brought in my friend Matt Wheeler which i had been in Benighted with and i also brought in Sian which wanted to sing and i got her up in the band lol.The line up was complete and a Battle Of The Bands show 2months later,coming in 2nd place and as joke to be remebered.2weeks later the band broke up due to differences and dispute between all the band members.I moved on and tried many attempts to put a band together but had failed.2years later i had given Terence(drummer from X Inferus)a 2nd chance and we tried another band where we completed a full line up,booked a show on October 2004 Halloween where the show never took place.Our 2nd guitarist and our bassist had ditched us last minute leaving us stranded with no time to replace them.Shortly after Terence gave up,and so did me and my vocalist Mike.We became frustrated and let things go for months to come.March of 2004 came and I came in contact with former band mate Dan(Keyboards)from Benighted.It was around the time ex-Skyclad vocalist Martyn Walkyier and Immortal bass player Iscariah formed the band The Clan Destined.They were in search of band members so we contacted Martyn and were in touch for a bit.Things were really close and then Dan backed out due to not being into their music and most likely not willing to travel and relocate to England.My hopes were wrapped up by this.In April of 2004 we had attempted a band with my vocalist Mike and ex bandmate/keyboardist Dan again,recruiting Mark on drums.The band did not last long and we broke up a month later.June 2004 came and Wheeler contacts me asking me to join a band he was putting together: Vengeance Be Thy Name,which included me on guitars,Ex-X Inferus vocalist Sian,Dale on drums and Sprak on guitar.Dale got kicked out and Jay was recruited.Sprak never made a band practice and once again a dispute with the band members and the band fell apart again. At this point I was completly frustrated and this shit going on for 5years!!! I started over,I asked Matt Wheeler to join me(since he had gotten kicked out of Benighted at the time) in a new band called Endless Lament that i had gone on a quest to form.I asked numerous people around,musicians that i've known from other bands including Greg Manning and Matt Savitsky from Attrition's End and Shattered Truth.They at the time were gone out of state in college and could not do it.Later on in April of 2005 at a show supporting Paris' band Severed Hand, i bumped into Matt Savitsky which was back from college at the time.I asked him once again at that time and he said Yes! Read about Endless Lament on our myspace page to see what happens after that www.myspace.com/endlesslament.I'm no longer in Endless Lament.Please check out my entirely new band DAWN OF DREAMS @ www.myspace.com/dawnofdreams07 Other stuff: Living on my own from 2000 and my brother has been with me since 2003.We have absolutely no help from family or anything.It's really tough to be let out like that in the real world with out even a base to start with,well anyways all i have to say is that i have been living a life without anyones help for goin onto 6years now so i don't take shit from anyone. I'm all bout my buisness.I'm honest and i like to hear others being honest to me too. I have an open ear and i like to listen to other people when they need someone to talk to,in other words i'm the type that will always be there.I like to hang out and do stuff like go to shows,play pool at redheads,walk down the boardwalk and beach, stuff like that. I'm all bout goin out and having a good time and when we're low budget we always chill at my place n watch movies n stuff.For those into music: I also do Recordings/Producer/Sound Engineering type work and have a decent amount of equipment,so yeah if you have a band of any type of music and you need a demo or to record just contact me and we can talk more details bout it.Well if you wanna know anything more about me just feel free to ask...

My Interests

Rock,Classic rock,hard rock..... Nowadays mostly Heavy Metal since it's my main interest and what i am doing bandwise.I listen to Thrash,Death,Black,Power,Gothic,Progressive and classical metal.Sorry if i left out any other genres.I like to discover new bands all the time,bands that try to sound different and do something weird.I not only listen to the music but study the music too.I listen to it deeply,all the instruments mostly and the lyrics.I also do recording and sound engineering with a small set-up,basically amateur but i strive to record bands(local bands)for now. I like to go out often,usually friday and saturday nights,play pool,concerts,movies, and stuff. I like to play soccer,walk the boardwalk and hang out. I enjoy being around friends and i believe thats all that matters to me.....I'm here to meet people and make friends that will keep me from being alone,love me for who i really am and not for someone i am not.Musicians and just about anyone out there.My life needs friends....

I'd like to meet:

#1 IF YOU FRIEND REQUEST ME WITHOUT SENDING A MESSAGE STATING WHO YOU ARE,HOW YOU FOUND/HEARD BOUT ME AND WHAT MADE YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIEND I WILL NOT ADD YOU!!! IF YOU DON'T SEE ME ADDING YOU OR I KEEP DENYING YOUR REQUESTS IT'S SIMPLY CUZ YOU DIDN'T READ THIS OR ANYTHING BOUT ME.I'd like to meet nice people first of all that would support my dream and my bands dream and come to our shows all the time. I don't want any obsessive girls,stalker type or any stuff like that around me.I DON'T want a girlfriend so if you have that in mind you can GO FUCK OFF right this minute.Being hit on by chics all the time is pissing me off as I'm getting tired of it too.If you came on here thinking your gonna change me,date me,hook up or some shit then do yourself a favor and scoot before you get the boot.I ain't on here for dating! I don't want drama in my life.I don't want ppl that will make me depressed and stress me out more than I already am.Basically looking for true friends,one's that will be there for eachother,forever?

Music:

HEAVY METAL , rock, hard rock, classical rock,blues,jazz,classical music(bach, beethoven, rachmanninoff, mozart, vivaldi, strauss and more....) from rap only combined with metal Stuck Mojo and Bodycount.Alright after patrick requesting me to do this i'll start putting bands down and not in any order or shit:Atrocity, Decapitated, Darkane,Stratovarious, Sonata Arctica, Edge Of Sanity, Edguy, Megadeth, Testament, The Forsaken, Kalmah, Nightwish, Overkill, Paradise Lost, Anathema, Morbid Angel, old Metallica, Nightingale, Nevermore, Emperor, Hecate Enthroned, Bal Sagoth, Bolt Thrower, Opeth, Death, Bloodbath, Behemoth, Eidolon, Labyrinth, Evergrey, Katatonia, Strapping Young Lad, Faith No More,Nightfall,Dark Tranquility,Carcass,Trail Of Tears,Tristania,Theatre Of Tragedy,The Sins Of Thy Beloved,Draconian,My Dying Bride,Candlemass,Elis, Leaves' Eyes,Mercenary,Shadows Fall,In Flames,Soilwork,Hypocrisy, The Haunted, The Crown, At The Gates, Amon Amarth, Hammerfall, Angel Dust, Shadow Gallery, Dream Theater, Malevolent Creation, Abbatoir, Abhoth, Cemetary, Cancer, Callenish Circle,Abigor,Abruptum,Absu,Carnage,Carpathian Forest,Cathedral,Celtic Frost,Burzum, Blind Guardian, Bathory, Atheist, Arcturus, Abysmal, Accuser, Alastis, Cryptopsy, Coroner, Crematory, Krisiun, Dark Angel, Allegiance, Altar, Amorphis, Amsvartner, Darkseed, Dark Funeral, Darkmoon, Darkthrone, Ancient, Angel Corpse, Ancient Rites, Annihilator, Death Angel, Defleshed, Anthrax, Arckanum, Deicide, Demilich, Grave, Graveland, Morgoth, Mortiis, Sodom, Denial Of God, Deranged, Destruction, Disincarnate, Enslaved, Judas Priest, Kataklysm, King Diamond,Dismal Euphony,Dismember,Witchery,Dissection,Divine Sin,Enthroned,Entombed,Exodus,Extreme Noise Terror,Fear Factory, Public Enemy, Fleshcrawl, Konkhra, Kreator, Sarcophagus, Obliveon, Pestilence, Possesed, Pungent Stench, Ragnarok, Fleshgrind, Flotsam And Jetsam, Forbbiden, Violence, The Gathering, God Dethroned, Hades, Hellhammer, Gamma Ray, Helloween, Grip Inc., Goddess Of Desire,Gorgasm,Gorgoroth,Gorguts,Lord Belial,Malkuth,Mercyful Fate,Lake Of Tears,Meshuggah,Misanthrope,Iced Earth,Immolation,Immortal,Jag Panzer,Judas Iscariot,Necromantia,Necrophagist,Astarte,Septic Flesh,Impaled Nazarene,Infernal Majesty,Internal Bleeding,In The Woods,Nocturnal Rites,Immortal Rites, Nuclear Assault, Obituary, Rotting Christ, Running Wild, Sabbat, Sacramentum, Sacrilege, Tvangeste, Penumbra, Blinded By Faith, Sentenced, Sigh, Sinister, Skyclad, Ulver, Vader, Venom, Whiplash, Sadus, Suffocation, Therion, Unleashed, Voivod, Yearning, Zonata, Tesla, Aerosmith, AC/DC, Ten Years After,Scorpions,MSG,UFO,Accept,Quo Vadis, Queen,The Beatles, Andromeda,Dokken,LA Guns,Angra, After Forever, Deep Purple,Savatage,Seven Witches,Rhapsody,Macbeth, Queensryche, Mork Gryning, Pagan's Mind,The Defaced, Gravedigger, Edenbridge, Kamelot, Moonspell, Dew-Scented, Steve Vai, Joe Satriani, Gardenian, Nile, Grand Funk Railroad, Vanilla Fudge, Led Zeppelin, Dio, Iron Maiden, Eric Clapton, Jimi Hendrix, Muddy Waters, Nashville Pussy,BB King,Secret Sphere,Armaggeddon, Zero Hour, Symphony X,Saviour Machine,Carnal Forge,King's X,Winger,Evereve,And Oceans,The Kovenant,ZZ Top,Lynyrd Skynyrd,Alice In Chains,Soundgarden,Nirvana,,Agathodaimon,Dies Irae,The Black Crows,Eagles,On Thorns I Lay,Swan Christy,Without Face,Sirenia,Entwine,Within Temptation,Lullacry,Vanden Plas, To Die For, Peccatum,Catlle Decapitation,Tidfall,Steve Morse,Orphaned Land,Battlelore,Demons And Wizards,Cthonic,Asphyx,Kansas,Adagio,Tapping The Vein,Siebenburgen,In Extremo,Diabolical Masquerade,Midnattsol,Darkwell,Anorexia Nervosa,Dawn,Aborym,Asmegin,Belenos,December Moon,Mithotyn,Moonsorrow,Myrkskog,Thy disease,Windir,Arghoslent,Necrophagia,Unicorn,The Doors,Pearl Jam,Fantomas,Apocalyptica,Foreigner,Journey,Status Quo,Cream,Pink Cream 69,Rage,Machine Head,Def Leppard,Blackmore's Night,Rainbow,Alex Skolnick Trio,OHM,Paco De Lucia, fuck this i'll come back again hehe

Movies:

Shine,The butterfly effect,The Warriors,Bill and Ted's bogus journey-Excellent adventure,The Midnight Express,Jacob's ladder,Neverending Story 1-2,Highlander 1,2,3,4.The Crow 1 and 2. Action,sci-fi,horror,comedy,romance,drama,The dave Chappele Show,and anything that would get me laughing my ass off haha.

Television:

I don't watch tooo much tv lol i'm playing guitar and writing music in my free time.I watch tv only when my bro is watching and i can't play guitar then. WWE wrestling for fun nothing serious hehe.

Books:

Dante's Inferno,Paradise Lost, Fredrick Nietzche, Shakespears' Macbeth, Hamlet. I like to read about other countries,cultures and landscapes(the geography of the land)lol i am kinda weird on that,just love the Norwegian mountains,fiords and lakes n such.It's all beautiful to me. I don't remember other books right now lol.I'll come back later again...

Heroes:

Hmmmm...My little brother Manoli!!! Mimis Panaretos. All my fav guitar players and such I listen to I guess, DAN SWANO!!!, Freddy Mercury (r.i.p.),Jason Becker, Brian May, Victor Smolski, John Petrucci,Yngwie Malmsteen,Joe Satriani,Chris Broderick,Steve Vai,Dimebag Darrell(rip),Jeff Loomis, Christofer and Michael Ammott, Steve Clark(rip),Chuck Schuldiner(rip), Eric Peterson,James Murphy,Marty Friedman,Dave Mustaine,Allen West,Miguel Roy,Mille Petrozza, Bill Steer,Jimi Hendrix,Ritchie Blackmore,Alex Skolnic ,Alex Auburn,Jon Levasseur, Ernie C, D-Rock(rip), Rich Ward, too many to list hehe maybe myself too? dunno if i love myself that much lol and i would probably say my first true love...even though i was hurt...My friends are also my heroes...

My Blog

Farewell and Goodbye to Endless Lament

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Posted by Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 11:17:00 PST

Im getting ready to make a big decision

This may come unexpected to many but I'm  going to let everybody know pretty soon.It has to do with the band stuff and Endless Lament. I know there are many and even my band memebers are sneaking...
Posted by Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 12:27:00 PST

Soul Scream

"If your admiration was true, the faith and hope you once showed me, when you took my hand and asked me to follow you...You led me on to my downfall and let me be to my demise.I won't fall again, I'l...
Posted by Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 07:49:00 PST

Irene Viore R.I.P.

~The Fading Dream~"So tell me why does this life not have a light? It's uncertain,through the hope and through the dreams...And every day I pray the tears be washed away, and I look and find I'm stil...
Posted by Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 09:37:00 PST

"Never"

"I gave you my heart,my soul and my trust...I asked nothing in return...Can't you feel me? Many live a lifetime and die without ever having been in love...and oh I've felt this and I know It's for re...
Posted by Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 07:10:00 PST

"Disillusioned"

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Posted by Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 02:57:00 PST

Falling For You

"Do you ever wonder what It would be like without you? Waking up in the early morning light and you not around.Won't be long till my world comes crashing down. I dream of your face, your soul I embra...
Posted by Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 02:42:00 PST

Ash

"Remember the day we fell upon eachother, the still life of the past...we've moved on to become what we are and yesterday was nothing but a mere dream...It all looks clear to me now, as if hope and l...
Posted by Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 02:41:00 PST

"You’ll Never See Me"

"In the aftermath of all the love I gave to you, all the pain I took was true.I'll walk away to please your desire and you'll never see me again...And do remember this one thing, that I once had a dr...
Posted by Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 08:51:00 PST

Dreams Overture

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Posted by Tim(FUCK EMO,FUCK HARDCORE,FUCK NU-METAL,FUCK YOU on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 08:48:00 PST