Heather

I'm very happy with my life but I want someone to share it with. Are you tired of reading profiles that say things like, "I like watching movies and going to nice restaurants"? What did they leave out? That they like breathing, too? I promise that I won't bore you with such superficialities. If you are happy and love living as much as I do, you want to find someone similar -- like me! So let's explore what makes us especially desirable. I'll go first! I won't tell you that I like having fun, walks on the beach, and traveling. You've probably read hundreds of such profiles that really tell you nothing about the person. Instead, I will give you a peek into why I am unique. I am who I am and that is all that I can be. I don't try to act like someone I'm not and I always speak what is on my mind. So, if you don't like the truth or your a liar you might as well leave right now, because that is one thing that i can not stand and thats a liar or someone who trys to act like someone their not!! If you spend the next minute reading my profile, you will see that I am not just beautiful on the outside. Lets get one thing straight right now.. I'm not coinceded and i don't think that i am better than anyone else, but there are times when i feel great about myself and it shows! My quest to find a great match begins once more now that I am single again.I'm not sad that I am single this past year and a half has been the hardest thing that I have ever had to deal with and I never want to go through anything like that again!! I'm back to the old me again and I'm loving every second of it! I can make you smile because my profile will make your heart beat a little faster. You are about to meet someone who can be your best friend and lover. Do you want to meet someone who is a dream come true? Now I'm not saying that I'm going to find my true love on MYSPACE because really how often does that happen? I really just want to meet some new and interesting people and make a new life for myself. I'm not saying that I don't love the friends that i got now but it would be nice to get out and see if the grass is really greener on the other side ;)!! My friends say that I am perfect. Well, *almost* perfect. I try to stay out of trouble and I'm not saying I haven't made mistakes or did things that I regret today but I am the type of person that always thinks before I act. If there is one thing you should know about me, it is that I look young for my age.It can be a good thing sometimes but hopefully in the long run it will be an even better thing. I firmly believe that life is what you make it. My life motto is: that which doesn't kill me, will only make me stronger. Let me tell you this motto I have found to be more true than anything that i have heard before. With all the hard times that I have had in my life I have found that they have made me who I am today and I am much stronger now than I would have ever thought I could be!! Physically, I think my best feature is my . . . well, you'll find out, and when you do, you will love it!. . .LOL!! Well I guess if I think you deserve it. I'm not some slut or whore that will just give it up to anyone and with the past relationship that I was in I got to see just how big a whore someone can actually be and it pretty disgusting! To tell you the truth I haven't been with a guy in over a year and a half and it may be another year before I will even be ready. . . Are you willing to wait? Mentally, I think my best attribute is my upbeat mood.I am usually hyper and very outgoing at least I try to be but when there isn't someone there trying to piss me off or ruin my life. LOL! I know that I am not perfect, but then, who is?, but like I said before I don't try to be perfect but I like to feel like I can make the right decisions because I know that they affect my life and with the way my life is going so far its about time I should probably think a little harder lol!!If I wanted to impress you, I would take my clothes off. Ha Ha kidding again. What can I say I'm a jokster! I'm really body shy so to tell you the truth I don't know if you would ever see my body unless we were swimming or I was drunk lol!! If I were to compose a list of the top ten reasons to date me, one of them would surely be that I am very warm and loving. I'm too lazy to write out the whole list so if you wanna know just ask me! Don't be afraid to ask me anything. I love a flirt so don't be afraid to make me blush! I LOVE IT!! My biggest fault is that I am too Forgiving. I wish I could change that but I've tried and it seems like no matter what someone does to me even if they tried to kill me I would forgive them, but then again maybe its a good thing because God does say to forgive. I'm not that good at forgetting though. If I had my life to live over, I would avoid worrying about so many things, because most of the dreaded things never materialize.It seems like the past year all I have done was worried and it had put me into this deep depression. Always worrying about where I was gonna sleep for the night how I was going to afford anything and my worst worry was worrying if my ex-girlfriend was cheating or talking to someone behind my back and if she was going to leave me again for the third time that week. That was one of the biggest mistakes of my life and I am so glad that I don't have to worry about that anymore now that she is no longer my girlfriend. The Bad part is that we still have to live together because she feels like if she keeps her stuff there she can just come back when she wants or when her girlfriend fucks her over like she already knows she is going to do and I guess she isn't done trying to ruin my life! My approach to life has been primarily influenced by my friends. Which is really a bad thing now that I think about it. I've found out that you can't depend on anyone! When your doing great in life you'll suddenly realize you had more friends then you thought because thats when they decide that they want to come around when you have something they need, and trust me its never friendship!! My foremost long-term goal is to discover ways to become happier.If you have any ideas then PLEASE tell me because I would really like to know. I'm finally starting to feel happy again but I don't want it to end anytime soon or ever really. I am generally happiest when I am with my family.My family always gives me the best advice but the funny thing is that the best advice seems to come from my youngest sister and she's only 13! Most of the time she just tells me that I'm stupid but she can tell me exactly what I need to do no matter what kind of situation it is! I love you Mouse!! My sister April although we don't talk as much we never really have to when we are around each other it seems like we can show love with out words. My sister Danielle I love her to death but she's always up my butt and if she's not it's only because she's up Raquels butt. Thank God for her. . . LOL. My Mom has always been there for me and has seen every stupid mistake that I have ever made and she still loves me and doesn't look down on me. Now thats a good mother. My brother Tim is the coolest brother that you could ever find. I haven't got to see him in like 4 years but he is coming home November 10th and I can't wait, but the only thing that I am not looking forward to is the drama that is going to happen when he comes around. I don't put up with anyone that trys to hurt my brother and I stand up for him no matter what so I guess thats my fault but hey I gotta do what I gotta do! I love you BUBBY! The happiest moment of my life was when I graduated from high school. I was one of the first in my family to graduate but the reason it was one of the happist moments was because my mother had been an alcoholic for my whole life but now she is sober and has been for a long time. It was great seeing her there at my graduation sober. To tell you the truth I don't think either of us thought that she would be. It was great that she was so proud of me that I was graduating but I don't think she realized how proud I was of her at the same time. The best relationship that I had in the past ended because my partner and I decided that we weren't right for one another.We were both young and thought that it could never end but neither of us had really grown up yet. We still talk every once in a while but with the past relationships that both of us have been in our spouses never liked it so that made it really hard. My last relationship ended because my partner wouldn't commit, and when I say commit I mean commit to anything. The sad thing is I don't think that she will ver be able to and she will probably be alone in the end. Between love and hate there is a really thin line but with her I would have to say that I am sitting on that line. I don't love her I mean how could I? But I don't hate her even though alot of people think I should!! After a relationship ends, I usually contemplate what went wrong and think of how to prevent it from recurring. Again I must not be thinking enough because every relationship that I am in the same things happen no matter if I am dating someone for a week or engaged to someone that I was with for two years. I guess thats just my luck though but not anymore if my luck won't change on its own then I guess its time that I finally change it myself. In my opinion, the best thing about a long-term relationship is developing a deeper and more meaningful relationship.My eagerness for my next date can be best described as absent. I would love to actually go on a real date and have a good time but I'm kinda scared at the same time. I think that dating is better than being home alone. I wish that men would realize how hard it is to look like Barbie or try to act like Barbie. Well, If you think that I sound appealing after reading this profile, just say yes!LOL. . . and add me or write me! Hope to hear from you soon!!

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