élan | Icarus VP

| Message | Comment | Add | 33k+ | Save Darfur | DeviantArt | Like a doll torn from a child's grasp so have I become. The desired deity for aesthetic appeasement. Something to make one feel safe but at the same time inadequate. An icon for an idea that eludes the mind and it's perception. A cerebral delusion. A place holder from something broken. I am Alive but that is all I know for sure. I have lived like a statue, letting others form me with their constant chipping away at my self worth but now i am taking myself back from you vultures. What was once a boy full of doubt is now a boy full of beautiful thoughts and creativity like no other.
I've Reached The Void
A quiet dry place. White washed for the simple fact that no color can exist here. A place where I come face to face, eye to eye with who I am becoming and who I pretended to be for so long. As if time itself rips a scream is released tearing reality into long shreds. "What calamity attacked this void?" they will ask. "Elan|Echelon the Icarus effect." will be the reply.
Disclaimer:
You Can Sit Behind Your Computer Screens and Attempt to Affect Me But It Won't Work Because I Know Who I Am And You Can Not Control The Reality Of Who I am. You Can Follow Your Trends While People Like Me Move On Into Something Worth While.