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(kalmdownkristen)

there was a time when all of this mattered more to me....

About Me

Im always a work in progress.... Im addicted to making myself a better person. Im as bipolar as they come, either intense or quiet, responsible or not. I will eat you alive or be the most understanding person you'll ever know. My loyalty is boundless. I live for the people I love, because i know that without them I would be nothing. You will either love me or hate me, and I couldn't care less.http://orchestratedchaosny.deviantart.com/

My Interests

art, vegetarianism, tattooing, good beer (NOT BUDWEISER!), controversy, good drinking songs, crappy old man pubs, animal rights, sexy perfumes, finding the lyrics out to songs and NOT being disappointed, nature, cooking, putting on obscure songs in a crowded pub and watching peoples reactions to me ruining their sublime block, macabe day of the dead art, bugs, hating bush, MAC, driving to the ocean at night, the smell of spring, breathing, i collect weird things like small keys and bones.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who's got my back....If your not with me, your in the way


Music:


placebo, nirvana, the distillers, cursive, sage francis, the mars volta, hole, aesop rock, o'death, polysics, a pack of wolves, babes in toyland, poison the well, sonic youth, KRS-one, veruca salt, kiss kiss, sick city, rancid, Verona, rise against, at the drive in, my chemical romance, the cure, rem, social distortion, the beatles, the dillenger escape plan, tori amos, L7, lars and the bastards, the used

Movies:

fight club, true romance, 28 days later, all the evil deads, the shining, disco pigs, 300, intermission, sid and nancy, grindhouse(more planet terror then deathproof cause it was better!!!) old b grade horror movies (ketchup blood and all) gangs of NY, all the friday movies, how high, the boondock saints, harold and kumar go to white castle. alot more but i hate typing

Television:

Im an information junkie so I love all the learning channels, lost, law and order, burn notice, heros

Books:

I have prolly read alot more then you :P Crime and Punishment, The Seagull by Chekhov, FUBAR, the sexual politics of meat, graffiti women, on a pale horse, Music for Torching, The Safety of Objects, The Best Democracy Money Can Buy, The Unbearable Lightness of Being, Beloved Chuck Palahniuk (whatevs) Noam Chomsky (hard to read but thus his genius)

Heroes:

i try not to when i can

My Blog

i can’t leave the subject blank

Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?I dont think so Where did you sleep last night?In the pines where the sun dont ever shineAnyone told you a secret this week?yesDid you have a good day yesterday...
Posted by (kalmdownkristen) on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 04:54:00 PST

I think i need an exorcism

In a desperate attempt to NOT do my remaining school projects I have begun reading my old blogs haha.  Dude talk about bi polar.....  I think that I am basically insane.  I go from logi...
Posted by (kalmdownkristen) on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 05:48:00 PST

boredom survey

50 ODD Things about you! if you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you!1. Do you like blue cheese?no2. Have you ever smoked heroin?no what...
Posted by (kalmdownkristen) on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 09:35:00 PST

insomnia survey

1. Born in:jamaica, queens2. Planned baby: i dont wanna kno3. Birth date: obsolete4. Any siblings: 2 brothers5. Younger or older: both younger6. Hair color: BLACK. and brown7. Hair length: short.8. fi...
Posted by (kalmdownkristen) on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 11:33:00 PST

drunken survey 1

SAY EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND DON'T CHANGE IT 1. Your 'ex' and You?violent 2. I am listening to?the screams of the innocent 3.Maybe i should?get sober 4. I love?nothing 5. I don't understand?why...
Posted by (kalmdownkristen) on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:44:00 PST

Going to SVA

Im starting a new school endevor....  Im scared
Posted by (kalmdownkristen) on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 10:09:00 PST

artful ink debutes commercial

artful ink is debuting their first commercial ever on MIami INk  !!! ALL 30 SECONDS OF FAME HOLLA!!!!!:P Tues. 10/17 @10PM on TLC (for the locals thats channel 28)
Posted by (kalmdownkristen) on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 08:22:00 PST

ill probably erase this in an hour

here are a few less angry things about me. I love to be in love I love walking through my garden at night because the light hits the flowers just right. When I am depressed I clean my apartment like M...
Posted by (kalmdownkristen) on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 08:22:00 PST

fuck wasps

I cant help it i just am.  I must be a really difficult person to get along wiith.  myspace is a pain in the ass now that its owned by sum old rich white guys.  we should start assisnat...
Posted by (kalmdownkristen) on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 10:01:00 PST

Ad Nauseum

While panicking mothers are pushing the button, Unborn offspring simultaneously puch their head in the oven. An undeniable fact waits in the wings with a costume made of sequins, Alive solely on the s...
Posted by (kalmdownkristen) on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 10:39:00 PST