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About Me

House Stepping I Love Doing On Daily. Orbit When I Have Time. Goes Fishing To Kill Time. Watches Anime When Bored. Chats For A Long While. MMO has me addicted. MDMA Is The Shit xD! Electric Dance Music I Love Listening To.
I Love Orbiting !

What is there to know about me... sometimes im random, sometimes mellow, to really know me is to talk to me right?
> I LUB Apples and all other kinds of fruits
> Into conversations
> D.O.B. May 16, 1987
> Video Game Addicted
> Listen to any thats good to the ear
> Cant live without Noodles x]
> Wants To Control Time
> Likes The Color Brown :]
> Sleeps Like A Rock (lol)
> Looking For Someone That Can Mend A Heart

> Friends = Family = People I Love

If You Like To Add Something About Me Feel Free To Msg Me About It :]

Aim > LaoBoi562
Msn > [email protected]

My Interests

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Forget The Past

Why can't we let go of simple things like the past? Why are we so concerned with what someone else did to us or said to us today? The more you think about it, the more stupid it is. The old saying is, "When someone calls you an idiot, the more times you remember it, the more times they've called you an idiot!" If you let it go immediately, you will never think about it again. They only called you an idiot at most once. It's gone! It's finished. You're free.

Why is it that we imprison ourselves with our past? Why can't we even let that go? Do you really want to be free? Then acknowledge, forgive and let go of whatever has hurt you, whether it's something that somebody has done or said to you, or whether it's what life has done. For instance, your relationship has ended and you are struggling to cope with it. Or you are having problems with your partner. Or you went gambling and lost all your money. Or maybe someone or pet has died in your family and you argue with yourself that they shouldn't have died. Or you've lost your job and you think without stop that that shouldn't have happened. Or simply something has gone wrong and you are obsessed that it's not fair. You can crucify yourself on a cross of your own making for the rest of your life if you want to, but no one is forcing you to.

Instead you can acknowledge, forgive and learn in the forgiving. You need to acknowledge what you've done, I'm not saying it's a bad thing or a good thing, but acknowledge it, this is the action you've done and you can forgive yourself. We're all human beings, sometimes we make mistakes and sometimes we do wonderful things. So you're just like anybody else in this world so you forgive it. Sometimes it's nice if you've hurt someone and you ask them for forgiveness, but when they forgive you it still doesn't solve the problem. You have to forgive yourself.

When you forgive yourself, it's allowable, it can be done and it's a wonderful thing to do. That gives you freedom and peace, then you're less likely to repeat the mistake. You've learn from them and you just leave it behind. You go forward rather than always being dragged and not allowed to go forward because you're always carrying this huge weight of the past with you.

The letting go is in the learning, you learn from it and make sure you don't get into that situation again.

Isn't that better than lingering on the past, especially when we are angry or sad at something that has happened? When we reinforce the resentment, are we really seeing what's going on? Or are we seeing through the perverted glasses of our anger, looking at the faults in the other person, focusing only on the terrible things they have done to us, never really seeing the full picture?

Letting go of the past is so we can enjoy the present, so the future can be free. Why is it that we always carry around the past? Attachment to the past is not a theory, it is an attitude. We can say, "Oh I'm not attached". Or we can say, "I'm so detached I'm not even attached to detachment," which is very clever, and sounds very good, but is a lot of old rubbish. You know if you're attached if you can't let go of those important things that cause you to suffer, that stop you being free. Attachment is a ball and chain, which you tie around your own legs. No one else ties it around you. You've got the key to free yourselves, but you don't use it.

Why do we limit ourselves so and why can't we let go of the future, all the concerns and the worries? Do you worry about what's going to happen next, tomorrow, next week, next year? Why do you do that? How many times have you worried about some exam, or a visit to the doctors, or the dentist, or maybe you are worried that you will be late to work or school? You can worry yourself sick and when you get ready to go to school, you find that class have been canceled, and you didn't have to go anyway!

Things never work out as you expect them to in life. Haven't you learn yet that the future is so uncertain that it doesn't bear worrying about? You never know what's going to happen next. When you let go of the past and the future, you are actually learning about how to be at peace, how to be free, how to be content.

Music:

Big Bang - Number 1

My Blog

Distances

I feel so trapped from where I stand I finally came across a soul That understands as well as I But from miles away there is no point You see my moon, you see my stars We see together but not as one F...
Posted by Calvin on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 12:45:00 PST

untitled

I believe your promiseit's too hard to give me couragealways I feel it the precious time seeing you...Stood on that cornerI felt the winds that were heading for tomorrowThe city's lights were like s...
Posted by Calvin on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 12:43:00 PST

i hope u know

A glooming day, the sun won't rise I transformed into definitions of what i despise A cigarette to release the regret i hide The sorrow misplaced behind my eyes In my spare activities I'm just like t...
Posted by Calvin on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 02:50:00 PST

Missing You

The clouds slowly move Unblocking my vision Of the full, blue moon Allowing me to see the stars That I continue to wish upon I hope tonight you are safe I hope that you're able to find the sleep That ...
Posted by Calvin on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 08:11:00 PST

Taiyou no uta

Here one of my favorite part of the movie. Since I'm getting into the drama i show some parts that I like to who ever reads my blog x] anyways enjoy the clip i posted up =]...
Posted by Calvin on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 03:11:00 PST

Stressing Once Again - Taiyô no uta

So today started as usuall. Crappy ass hell, i woke up thinking about her. It seem im kicking myself for not asking her out. I only have two more weeks to confess to her, its really hard cause she hid...
Posted by Calvin on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 05:39:00 PST

Help

My life's fallin' apart Can't stop it Losing my grip on reality Someone help me Wishin' it would end I wouldn't be missed No one would even notice I'm uselessly reaching out for help So many secrets...
Posted by Calvin on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 01:50:00 PST

You

You were the one girl who made me think day and night who made it all alright the one girl who made me smile then end it all in one night it was such a surprise until i realized what all was o...
Posted by Calvin on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 01:28:00 PST

Love again

24 days, 13 hours, 7 minutes, and 3 seconds since i last spoke to you the pain is extreme the voices in my head are screaming my body is freezing and breaking out in sweat minute after minute it gets ...
Posted by Calvin on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 01:27:00 PST

Forget The Past

Why can't we let go of simple things like the past? Why are we so concerned with what someone else did to us or said to us today? The more you think about it, the more stupid it is. The old saying is,...
Posted by Calvin on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 07:20:00 PST