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About Me

My name is Bethanie Stardust Payne Pepper Jr. For simplicity's sake, I shall herein refer to said self as "Bethombie", and/or "Bethombie Zombie". Why stardust you ask? Long ago when stars exploded, through the course of much fighting, festering, fornication, mulching, and competition for resources, they eventually resulted in said Befanie forming into existence. Why Payne? I was raised by Mrs. Havisham with the secondary purpose of breaking the hearts of men. I leave them in PAYNE. Yes, "Great Expectations" was loosly based on me. Why Pepper and why Junior? Hey, some secrets are just not meant to be shouted from the mountain tops, you know? So through the course of ages, "I" formed from the dust of the stars. "My" eyes shoot color, and sun shines out of my ass due to the supernova left burning within as a natural consequence of being forged from stardust. Legend has it, that the sun shining from my butthole, is such a sight that men have been known to divorce their wives, quit their jobs, wonder the Earth and grow long beards over the expieriance alone. I've got lots of expieriance points for my age, I've been through a lot. I'm whipsmart, super creative, colorful, digital, genius, deep, cuter than a box of buttons, radiant, mega, excellent, sexy, and super duper in no particular order. Oh, and I'm completly capable of causing death, disrememberment, and other unfortunate fates upon those that cross me. I'm renegade, and ballistic. I got the mario star for my birthday. Now I constantly flash bright highly saturated colors and when I touch an enemy, such as faceheads or poisonus mushrooms; They make a simple, yet strange sound and fall through the floor, into who knows where. I make my own super bell bottoms sometimes. I write badassed poetry. I've been published 19 times. Eloquence shoots out of my face. I have excellent friends, that will assist me in causing your untimely demise if you cause harm upon me. I shoot psycho-active laser beams from my eyes when faceheads piss me off. I'm definitly not someone to fuck with. I'm the most fun any of you fuckers will ever encounter in human form, but very few actually get to witness this. i bum non-cigarettes from imaginary people i encounter on the street. none of you actually exist unless you prove to me, in physical AND essay form how and why you're really here. I recieve mail daily to read more about me and my crazy, quasi-life, go to www.livejournal.com/users/butirfli. thats everything you need to know about my day to day.

My Interests

theres a lack of interest lately.

I'd like to meet:

anyone. just give me something to look forward to.

Music:

my roomates music. i mean, they all play beautiful music and it fills my mind most days.

Movies:

obscure movies. bright movies. anything.

Television:

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Books:

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Heroes:

no one inspires me anymore.

My Blog

nothing left.

theres not even a trace left of who i was. theres nothing. i am not exciting. i am not full of life.i am not vibrant. i am not who i once was. somehow, i lost myself by staying alive. this should have...
Posted by About::blank on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 02:22:00 PST

Defy My Master [this puppet has cut her strings]

"i'm done with this game" these words said, and i am free free from the grip of a subtle puppet master pulling strings from behind a pretty face i am my own person no one can bind me i&...
Posted by About::blank on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 12:31:00 PST

this is where the road forks....

this is where i have to decide which direction i need to take. a part of me thinks i want this...another feels something altogether different. altogether unexpected. and i'm altogether feeling ignored...
Posted by About::blank on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 07:57:00 PST

you are like a sunset to me...

i would be dead without my friends. every few hours i get suicidal again, but benton and ell are right there. i don't know what i would do without them. i've been writing alot of things in my paper an...
Posted by About::blank on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 02:45:00 PST

thunderstorms could never stop me...

just don't lose sight of this...today was excellent. wonderful. i didn't really sleep last night, because i couldn't get anywhere near comatose. so around 7:45 i took ray to his work thing. ...
Posted by About::blank on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 05:15:00 PST

old "about me"

sounds like thunder

i'm going crazy again.hearing voices again this morning....i've felt like bones recently...i hear people walking all around me, but no ones here.sometimes i want to rip my hair out and scream in frust...
Posted by About::blank on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 05:22:00 PST

realizations

basically, i'm sick of drama. its not even my drama.my life is pretty non-dramatic right now, but everyone else's is just full of it. and i love theses people. i'm not technically caught in the middle...
Posted by About::blank on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 04:49:00 PST

these memories are choked in bitter-sweet

last night was pretty amazing. i kidnapped dennis, didn't let him in on where we were going, just that we were going somewhere amazing. daytona beach at 2:00 a.m. with beautiful people is a beautiful...
Posted by About::blank on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 01:18:00 PST

the only thing that could have made tonight better...

would have been falling asleep in your arms again.i promised to make a blog about tonight if you did, so i'll wait on yours and then throw mine out there.i'm going to miss you, insanely....
Posted by About::blank on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 04:16:00 PST