I live in my own little world. I try to stay in my mind as much as possible. Imagination is more fun then reality. I get along better with older people then people my own age. Everyone thinks I'm sweet but I'm not. I know I'm not pretty. I got over that a long time ago, so don't lie to me and tell me I am. I can be a bitch. I tend to be a very moody person. I have an Irish temper and I get depressed easy. I put on the facade that everything is okay. I love anything that is different, vampires, werewolves, demons, and magick.
I have a Chocolate Labrador named Buddy and a white and black lop-eared rabbit named Dominic. I really want a black cat and a small dog, either a Terrier or a Pug.
I have always been really interested in different religions. I grew up in an atheistic home. My dad always supported my interest. For the last five years, I have been practicing Paganism. I started with Wicca but I started looking into other paths. I was a member of a coven for about 6 months. I learned a lot. I want to find another coven, maybe one a little more put together. I'm also studying Kabbalah. I really wish I lived closer to a Kabbalah Center.
I have my secrets that my loved ones don't know about. Everyone says I'm normal, whatever normal is. But they have no idea.
I don't trust many, which makes it hard to keep and make friends. I tend to get used a lot by people. Fuck them. I don't care. The true friends I have don't want money, gifts, or any other pointless shit. I try to be straight-up. I tend to be tease but I’m not a slut. I’m shy sometimes. I have a dirty mind and I have a hard time keeping my mouth shut around my friends. I take care of myself and I don't need anyone. I'm alone even in a crowd of people so it doesn't matter to me.
I don't smoke cigarettes. But sometimes I drink or smoke some weed to try to lose myself. Doesn’t work too well. I consider myself bi-curious. I think that until I try thing with both sexes I can't rule one out. I believe in true love. I wish I could find it, one day. I think I have found my perfect soul mate but I feel we will never get a chance. I want to experience everything I can before I die. I want to try almost every drug and drink out there, every sex position.
Favorite Quotes:
'I claim you as my life mate. I belong to you. I offer my life for you. I give to you my protection, my allegiance, my heart, my soul, and my body. I take into my keeping the same that is yours. Your life, happiness, and welfare will be cherished and placed above my own for all time. You are my life mate, bound to me for all eternity and always in my care.' - From The Carpathian Series By Christine Feehan
'Just as it is easier to go down a hill than up, it is easier to lose your soul to hell than fight your way to heaven.' - Austin
'I see you alone... surrounded by a sea of enemies.' - Whistler; Blade: Trinity
'One that tells all of you how to subtly control us, and make us think we are in charge.' - Austin (About Female Conspiracy)
'I'm every broken dream, This world has left behind. I'm the face you've seen a million times.' - Todd Snider; That Was Me
'I feel just like I'm sinking, And I claw for solid ground. I'm pulled down by the undertow, I never thought I could feel so low, And, oh, darkness, I feel like letting go.' - Sarah McLachlan; Full Of Grace