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I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!!

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About Me


"Sly" adjective: playfully, mischievous... :-)~ mushmush= the lovely label I was given, because I am all mushy! LOL Keepin it Thug tho on the side...
Don't compromise yourself. You are all you've got. - Janis Joplin
Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. -Carl Jung-
Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishing. -Anais Nin
Well I have a creative imagination so I could fill this area with some interesting things...Like lets see... I have two eyes, a nose, mouth and these two things on the side of my head, think they are called ears? LOL j/k
K, enough of that... about me seriously... its all about me don't ya know who I think I am? Rough tough and stuff! (psshhttt lol)
I smile a lot, make people laugh (wither it be at me or with me doesn't matter, they are smiling), and a wee bit crazy. I love lots and I'm loved by many. I have traveled the world and lived in many places, not a military brat, just got a free spirit. I've lived in 28 different places... (Texas *all over the dayum state*, California *many places as well*, Arkansas, Oklahoma, Illinois, Vilseck - Germany, Washington, Las Vegas)
I take things a day at a time and try not to expect anything and "try" to enjoy everything as it happens. I tend to try and find the beauty in everything. Outdoors is the place I love to be, swimming, tanning, hiking, camping you name it! Music and dancing have my heart...
I just moved to San Diego in Sept from Vegas baby... So I am getting used to it and meeting some really coo katz out here. I really wanta learn to surf so if anyone is down to teach me hit me up!
I'm highly optimistic, loyal and faithful a bit to the extreme sometimes... lol Don't like drama or negativity.
Friends are everything, if you can honestly say you have two good friends your doing well... If you can say you have had one true best friend your whole life, you have had riches that most people never achieve.
I have learned in life it is better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. Take those risky chances in life, if you fall down that’s the reason you got legs, to get your ass back up and try again.
I love to expand my mind on a spiritual basis, learning new ways to think, and enjoy life to the fullest. I am a sensitive woman that loves the little things in life, very old fashioned in my beliefs (want the typical American dream), but also open minded, adventurous and know how to have a good time...

My Interests

More photos of my wee lil adventures at this website.. to many on my myspace at the moment... lol (BTW, I am interested in taking lots of photos of people, places, events and building memories) http://www.flickr.com/photos/lilyraveangel/

I'd like to meet:



Not to sure who I would like to meet. Know more of what I don't want to meet that want I do want. Honestly, I'm pretty content with all the people I got in my life and couldn't ask for more... just hope to bump into some coo peeps along this journey.

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Music:

I'm so all about my muzic! So many styles I just never seem to be able to stick to one thing! I am into just about anything... I really dig dirty Chicago house, Hard house, Break Beatz, DnB, Jungle, Deep Bass trance, Oldies, Rock, 80 Retro, New Age stuff, Regge, Trip hop, stuff with meaningful lyrics, Female Vocals, Classic Rock, Classical music, Show tunes, Rap, Hip-hop.... and ummm well here is a nice list of people I got listed on my computer that I listen to right now.

Mind you this is in no special order... just random. Dj Sammy Fatboy Slim Felix tha Cat Filter Eric Clapton Faith No More Aerosmith Guns N' Roses Scott Henery De La Soul Biz Markie Freaky Flow Reprazent Radiohead Ramones Rancid Red hot chilli peppers Roni Size Jungle Brothers

Smashing Pumkins Phantom 45 Bad Company Carl Cox Dj Icey Baby Anne Donald Glaude Jeff Mills Green Velvet Uberzone Jon Bishop Culture Club The Cure David Bowie DMX De La Soul Mary J. Blige Mobb Deep Faithless MOBY

Moody Blues mos Def Mystikal NEW ORDER Notorious B.I.G. Oasis Meat Beat Manifesto Deep Purple Basement Jaxx Beastie Boys The Who Wreckx-N-Effect Wu-Tang-Clan Steve Miller Band Portishead Santana salsa Offspring OL' DIRTY BASTARD Outkast

Sneaker Pimps Pretenders Primus Prodigy Psychic Tv Public Enemy Queen R Kelly Rabbit in the moon Adam Freeland Squirt DefTones Dara Dj Bambam Alex Peace Richard Humpy Vision Dieselboy Rabbit in the Moon DJ Venom

Frankie Bones Reid Speed Tech itch and Decoder Dj Rap Dj Rip Future Sounds of London Blink 182 Crystal Method Nine inch Nails Nirvana Rage against the machine Nigel Richards M.I.A. Roots Sade Santanna SIR MIX-A-LOT Skinny Puppy Dj Monk

Vanilla Ice (hahaha) Snoop Dogg Run DMC Salt-N-Peppa Papa Roach Sean Paul Doobie Brothers Doors Dr. Dre Kelly Clarkson Da Brat B-52's Bad Boy Bill Devo Beck Alice in Chains Pixies Stephenwolf Sting

Stone Temple Pilots Sublime Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers Pink Floyd Police R.E.M. Bad Company Barry White Beatles Bee Gees Bell Biv DeVoe Billy Idol Alanis Morriset Bijork Black Eyed Peas Mazzy Star Blackalicious Blondie 8 ball

Breeders Madonna Busta Rhymes Cars Cheech & Chong Chemical Brothers Coldplay Crazy Town Criminal Minds Garbage Godsmack GORILLAZ Green Velvet Village People Violent Femmes House Of Pain Doris Day Ice Cube Ice T Iggy Pop

Insane Clown Posse JAMES BROWN Jane's Addiction MASSIVE ATTACK Master P Janis Joplin Michael Jackson Jay Dee Jay-Z Jim Croce Jimi Hendrix Jodeci Method Man Johnny Cash Jungle Brothers Justin Timberlake Juvenile K-OS KC & The Sunshine Band

K.M.F.D.M. KANYE WEST KORN KRS-ONE Lauren Hill Missy Elliot Destenys Child Led Zepplin Lil Kim LIMP BIZKIT Linkin Park Liquid Live LL Cool J Lords Of Acid Ludacris Lynyrd Skynyrd Sugar Hill Gang System Of A Down NAS

Talking Heads Temptations They Might Be Giants No Doubt Toadies Tone Loc Two Live Crew U2 UB40 Underworld Whitesnake XTC Fleetwood Mac Xzibit Def leopard Deftones Depeche Mode Dido Pig Face

Digital Underground Dillinja Dirty Vegas dj Assault dj Funk dj Shadow Dominatrix Don McLean Eagles Elton John Eminem Fionna Apple Alanis Morrisate Flaming Lips Freestylers Fugazi Fugees Future Sound Of London G-Unit Yes

Young MC Frank Zappa Lenny Kravitz A Tribe Called Quest Alice Cooper CCR (Creedence Clearwater Revival) DJ Shadow Blackalicious Tribe Called quest Craig David Deep Dish machine Head Macy Gray Marilyn Manson Marvin Gaye Mary J. Blige Mobb Deep Faithless MOBY

Moody Blues mos Def Mystikal Tool NEW ORDER Notorious B.I.G. Oasisand MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE...

Movies:

Goonies, Princess Bride (ever girls from the 80's dream), Human Traffic, Party Monster, Godfather, Goodfellas, Sweet 16, Farris Beluers Day off, Pulp Fiction, Wizard Of Oz, and all sorts of animme, love Disney cartoon movies, what can I say I am a big kid at heart!!!

Television:

Never home to watch Tv, yet if I was it would be something on the Discovery Channel or Animal Plant... Law and Order, and cartoon network... plus the news sometimes...

Books:

My big book, along with scifi, romance, and of course really good scary stuff.

How I made my profile:
I used Dave & Jay's amazing myspace layout editor .

Heroes:

GOD. Of course my mother, who has always been there for me and taught me more than I have yet to realize I have learned. All those that serve in military and firefighters!!!!!!! :-) Thanks for what you do and god bless!!!!! Along with all my friends that I get to watch learn and grow with in this through process in which I now live. Ya know who ya are and I love you and thank you!
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My Blog

WOW

 I've kinda been all over the place....Didn't really realize it till I looked at it this way... ...
Posted by I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!! on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 05:13:00 PST

Emotional Tides

I ponder my thoughts, love, hurt, anger, joy it all collidesBasking in the sun, here on the deckMy thoughts drift in and out like the tidesPlaying out memories throughout my life, without regret Like...
Posted by I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!! on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 02:35:00 PST

Light Switches

Emotions and feelings are abound Light switch flipped and I'm confoundDrum and Bass beatz flowing all aroundMy reaction to pain is always to shut downJaded and distant is what I try to beMy mind is po...
Posted by I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!! on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 04:45:00 PST

Spin spin spin suga

    Just a random thought about life...This morning I realized my ID was well gone... POOF! NO MORE. Guess I shouldn't leave it in a pack of smokes.. needless to say it really started m...
Posted by I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!! on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 04:37:00 PST

wow

blowen away right now by life it's self.. hahaI asked for signs and I am getting fucking billboards tossed my way..... I've been so selfish, delusional, dishonest, self-seeking, distracted by worldly ...
Posted by I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!! on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:16:00 PST

I am...

My mind was once spun, awaking a part of me I refused to see Once upon a time, I thought I knew who I was, wanting a womans love Heartbroken never wanting to have it happen again, I went for a spree T...
Posted by I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!! on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 03:20:00 PST

Coffee

She sits in the kitchen, quietly waitingThe coffee is brewing, sweet aroma in the airStill half sleeping and day dreamingShe prays for it to be thereThe birds are chippering as the trash truck drives ...
Posted by I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!! on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 03:20:00 PST

?Sensuous?

Right before mine eye'sTime begins to disappearWhere did you go forever?Making hurt your career...This will be the death of meMy last and only freakish pleaBefore I loose all my sanityIn the darkness ...
Posted by I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!! on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 04:06:00 PST

Deep Sleep

Deep sleep and the world speaks softlylisten if you can hear; a millon hearts beatingAll made up of flesh and blood, yet I am feeling so aloneand so cold with fear, the truth I try to hide within the ...
Posted by I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!! on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 03:53:00 PST

Utopia

Sitting under the banana tree's Snuggled close to the birds of paradise One might close their eyes and feel a part of utopiaYet beyond the bright orange, yellow, and majestic purple deceit laysA hooke...
Posted by I'm A fU@kIn RaY Of SuNsHiNe!!! on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:28:00 PST