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iLhAm KuRnIaWaN

still searching for sanity in this twisted place

About Me

crazy................eccentric..........quiet at times or when in thought......hav i said crazy .........

Your Birthdate: October 16
You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.
You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.
People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.
You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself.
Your strength: Your original approach to thinking
Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others
Your power color: Pale blue
Your power symbol: Wavy line
Your power month: July What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Star Wars Horoscope for Libra
You are on a lifelong pursuit of justice and determined to succeed.
You convey the art of persuasion through force.
You always display your supreme intelligence.
You have a great talent in obtaining balance between yourself and your surroundings.
Star wars character you are most like: Obi Wan Kenobie What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

My Interests

well i dont want to bore u wif the details......msg me if u want to noe more

I'd like to meet:

anyone ..............anybody..........any............race.......... .creed............or watever............msg me............

Music:

trivium,nouseforaname,theused,poisonthewell,mxpx(gsf),me1st, takingbacksunday,ilnino,tipex,GerhanaSkaCinta,saosin........ .....the list will go on and on any music that gets into my head........

My Blog

but do the u remember........ promise till our last breath.........

but do the u remember........ promise till our last breath......... i heard the words to good to be true, i live by those words till today, but what goods are words, when u left me in a lurch............
Posted by iLhAm KuRnIaWaN on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 09:59:00 PST

thoughts

deep in thought i sat alone, at the spot i will always be, trying to get thru another day, starting from scratch could be a pain...... how i wish the pain would subside, as i mend the broken pieces, t...
Posted by iLhAm KuRnIaWaN on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 10:01:00 PST

how would u feel?

do we need those words, to lobby thru our minds, deceit and hate to follow suit......... when spoken words are juz lies, and action are a ploy to deceive, frm wat misery that lies await.... gone t...
Posted by iLhAm KuRnIaWaN on Mon, 12 Dec 2005 09:50:00 PST

the summer that came and u went away

the summer that came and u went away...... the days were long, and the weather is fine, and more time for us, to be together in each others arms....... the sweet smell of ur skin, as i am los...
Posted by iLhAm KuRnIaWaN on Mon, 12 Dec 2005 09:16:00 PST

who stayed till the end?

who stayed till the end? i kept my word to the end, i didnt leave u but u ran, i still luv u even u didnt, i luv u even more till it all end, never leave u when i could, i dont noe y u push me a...
Posted by iLhAm KuRnIaWaN on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 11:32:00 PST

WHY????

WHY? never have i wish to leave u, u push me away and i follow suit, never once i felt lost like this, not until wat u did ... no where to run if i wanted to, no where to hide if i choose to, on...
Posted by iLhAm KuRnIaWaN on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 11:24:00 PST

to the one i once knew....(u noe who u are)

to the one i once knew......(u noe who u are) i am sori i cant help u, when u nid me da most, now i noe wat i am to u, u say we are all juz fren...... i am sori for the words , that have hurt u ...
Posted by iLhAm KuRnIaWaN on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 11:21:00 PST

live is pain

as i sat in an enclose room, with curtains drawn . windows shut, the wall slowly crept in slowly , as time trickle by. in the corner i sat as i slit my wrist, watch as the blood trickle down my...
Posted by iLhAm KuRnIaWaN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST