scattered and empty, but so full of life! profile picture

scattered and empty, but so full of life!

and i think its true...lol

About Me

im 5'7" i have dirty blondish hair thats a little longer than sholder lengh{with one bleach blond streak near my left temple},i have brown hazel eyes.My body type is just ever so slightly above average...(big boobs...so im told!!) i like to talk to pple and IM IN LOVE WITH MUSIC of all types...im not ever very calm and i absolutely love love love fire arms and any thing dangerous to{FLAMES}!![pple in my hands most everything would be dangerous...] i have a passion for people who are just very little agressive and i dont think that "kink" cant be part of anyones vocabulary,and as for chains and whips ...all i have to say is...OOOOOO...!!!!!but thats just me! if u want to be my friend id be delighted...any q's go ahead and ask i wont be frightened!i promiss!!!!!if u like to get in to trouble u can be mi good friend cause im sooo good at that! i do have a confession though,i seem to be an angel(or devil...which ever) of death, since i was 6 everyone i let myself get close to has died,i dont no why but if its irony...man someone has a bad sense of humor...anyway if u want to no more about me feel free to ask,i like to talk to people and i like to talk about the people i love most...(R.I.P),but i guess thats a tragedy right?? bye...chrystal(ana)Take the quiz:
what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)

xtc.
you are xtc.amazing, wild, sexy and young.
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My Interests

my interests...hummm...i like music mostly i dj for fun!i like dancing,singing n the shower(it sooo funnaful)umm.and i love to dance and play on mi key board(piano),i like to be n band at school(im not a band geek )(im a drummer/percussoinist)i love love love to play mi x box and go to shows(even though i cant cause im always grounded or in some sort of trouble...)i cant think of anything else at the moment so u should send me a message so u can see what else im interested n!!!Take the quiz:
What piercing are you?

Surface
the dark one... mysterious, you keep to yourself and dont mix well with others, but you dont want to either. you like to be alone and dont like to go out clubbing and having fun (thats not a bad thing - im like you!)

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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... erotic
Your hugs are... gentle
Your eyes... twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is... the only thing I desire
Your smell is... beautiful
Your smile is... entrancing
Your love is... everlasting

I'd like to meet:

i want to meet marvin the marshin, jon wayne, bugs bunny, eminem, and mi dads real parents (if there still alive),and the half to mi hole~!!

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Music:

NIN, Ministry, Marilyn Manson, The Darkness, Metallica, Slayer,A Perfect Circle, Smashing Pumpkins, Godsmack, Rammstein, Rob Zombie, Sound Garden, REM, Filter, Staic-X, Ozzy, Black Sabbath, Led Zeppelin, The Rolling Stones, The Who, The Doors, Alice In Chains, Deftones, Cradle of Filth, Queens of the Stone Age, Buckethead, Bob Dylan, The Cure, Failure, Skold, Aphex Twin, Prick, David Bowie, Patera, Nirvana, buckcherry, The Vandals, The (International) Noise Conspiracy, James Brown, Snapcase, ZZ Top, Jimi Hendrix, Living Sacrifice, Dead Poetic, Glassjaw, Poison the Well, Deftones, Miles Davis, Pantera, Lamb of God, Mozart, Soilwork, In Flames, Beck, Tool, Shadows Fall, Dillinger Escape Plan, Jeff Beck, Radiohead, Mudvayne, Dream Theatre, Beanfield, Robert Johnson, BB King, Ray Charles, Muddy Waters, Rage Against The Machine, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The White Stripes, The Pharcyde, Michael Jackson (80's and early 90's), Blood Brothers, Pink Floyd, The Doors, DJ Shadow, american head charge, pitch shifter, deftones, faith no more,korn, skinny puppy,machine head, soulfly, sepultura, velvet acid christ, fear factory,old metallica, chimaira, one minute silence, snot, disturbed, deicide, dying fetus, bjork, The Guilty Parties,and a new one to me...Flyleaf,and just about everything else!!!!!!

Movies:

i watch any movie with adventure and the ones that have things that blow up r my fav. flames and bombs and fire arms are fun!!!!

Television:

a telivision to me is usful for 3 things,movies,games and board channel surfing!!!!

Books:

any book that are fanticy i would love to read it,if u have any u like and want to share give me the title and i'll most likely get it and read it!!!heres one of the strangest and coolest sites ive ever come across!!!!u should check it out!!!seriously! http://www.foon.co.uk/

Heroes:

I have only have 2 hero'z and one of them died forever ago!!!!it was my mother!!!!i will always remember her for who i saw her as not what im told of her!!!!!!!!!!!! the other is mi older sister that still alive.she inspires me everyday no matter what even if i dont talk to her i still think of her and miss her everyday!!!!she didnt always do the right thing but shes still ok and shes married with a child(who is so cute and her name is,silence serenity hawkins)thats why she inspires me so much.through it all she still has a family and she'll call me every few days(she lives in reno,nv)(she 18!!)if she ever gets to read this I LOVE U KILLA! killa standing for ...killashandra...her full name...

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My Blog

scared whittless...the brush with fate

i got in a car accident yesterday...i was so scared and it wasnten my fault and i dont have a car until i can get it fixed...it was like a bad dream!!!a nightmare...im not hurt and the other person do...
Posted by they call me, big big titties on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 12:24:00 PST

hopelessness

nightmares, i hate them... nightmares, thoes dreams that scare you and your afraid to fall back to sleep once u wake up from them, yet u wonder if ur awake or not, you keep looking over your shou...
Posted by they call me, big big titties on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 04:52:00 PST

im comming but what do i mean!!!

im comming to hb,not sure when but its within the next 2 weeks i think!!!!~ANA~...
Posted by they call me, big big titties on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 11:19:00 PST

horror story...only its my dream not just a story...

i dont put this here to get  "aawww how sad" or "im sorry"...i put this on here cause i want people to no that it hutrs and yea it might be sad,or disturbing...but thats just it...truly it doesnt...
Posted by they call me, big big titties on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 05:48:00 PST

marry me!!!?

wanna myspace marry this person?? you know you do. just do it! *Here are the rules of myspace marriage-***repost*** this to see how many people on your friends list want to marry you. if you get t...
Posted by they call me, big big titties on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 06:40:00 PST

those who cant live... hurt u

all day i was so happy and i couldnt believe that i ws so happy...i was like...this day  just seems so wonderful and i was happy... then i got on the bus and some black girls were sitting behind ...
Posted by they call me, big big titties on Sat, 08 Oct 2005 10:30:00 PST

birthday

its miiiii        birthday!!!! im 17!!!! ...
Posted by they call me, big big titties on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 11:42:00 PST

new cell phone!!!

hea i got a new cell and i dont have any numbers yet so if u love me send me ur num. so i can put it n my fone! bye...chrys--anastasia!...
Posted by they call me, big big titties on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fetusmart

I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
Posted by they call me, big big titties on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

cows


Posted by they call me, big big titties on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST