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About Me

Well, I think this is sufficiently ideal."For now, though, I will have to keep my little light guarded, cause it is not yet so bright that I feel it will be safe from the darkness. I'm still afraid to bring it out, wave it around, show it off and all of that. I'm still scared that it might burn out or fade away, or get swallowed up by the abundance of light from everyone else. Then it would merely blend in and be consumed; insignificant. Don't take my light from me, please! It's all I've got right now. You could be my North Star. An everlasting, mysterious, heavenly presence in the sky of my night. Though I don't know much, I am drawn anyway, and you guide me. Something that I will always seek, and when I find you, I will look up to you with admiration and adoration for your underlying magnetism. That which I cannot explain, but still find myself longing for. And when I can't see your light, I will rest assured knowing that it is only cloud cover or the sunshine keeping you away, and that you will always be back. I will rest easy knowing that you haven't gone away forever, which is what I am likely to assume if you are anything but a star.
I like music... a lot. Further, I like to drink. I especially enjoy drinking while listening to music, and even better than that... well, who knows? A friend of mine since childhood refers to me as Janis Kerouac. She has always said that I was special. Others have told me that I'm not, but I prefer to go with Liz on this one, where at least I am likened to tortured souls with brilliant minds.I think that insanity and a certain passion for self destruction coupled with blatant self-centeredness are simultaneously, a recipe for disaster, as well as the greatest makeup for creative genius. Not to say that I am a genius, or even a tortured soul, but the comparison to well known eccentric figures makes me feel alright. I do love life, and even more, I love the people who grace mine. I'm really just a big ball of love, but in true scorpion fashion, it is reserved only for those who show me love in return. Pretty simple.Get MySpace Layouts from nUCLEArcENTURy .COM OR create your own using MySpace profile editor !!!
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My Interests

MUSIC, BOYS, BARS AND NEW YORK CITY.
and as if I needed any more reasons to love this guy...

...but wait, there's more

I'd like to meet:

People who are perfectly imperfect. People who think it's okay to laugh at themselves. People who think they're funny, like me, and then realize that nobody is laughing but them.

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Music:

Good. You know your music. You should be able to
work at Championship Vinyl with Rob, Dick and
Barry

Do You Know Your Music (Sorry MTV Generation I Doubt You Can Handle This One)
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Movies:

Donnie Darko, Harold & Maude, Goodfellas, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Playing By Heart, LOTR, I Heart Huckabees, Labyrinth, the Goonies, Ghostbusters 2 , Hackers, Garden State, American History X, Requiem For a Dream, Pi, Empire Records, American Psycho, Little Women, The Journey of Natty Gann, audrey Rose, the Serpent and the Rainbow, Happiness, Benny and Joon, Stealing Beauty, Clockwork Orange, the shining, the Crow, Ferris Beuller's Day Off, Altered States, Boondock Saints, Platoon, A bronx Tale, Reservoir Dogs , Kill Bill 1 & 2, Closer, Taxi Driver, Suicide Kings, Office Space, Say Anything, Full Metal Jacket, Raising Arizona, Stand by Me, the Lost Boys, Seven, Sky Captain was really good. Trainspotting and the Harry Potter movies are definitely up there. Ghost World was pretty good, and Fried green Tomatoes is a feminine classic. Fuck Steel Magnolias. Tarantino films, Kevin Smith films, Jarmusch and Van Sant films, all fanastic. Into the Wild, I'm Not There, Knocked Up, Pan's Labyrinth. I love movies... I (used to) manage a movie theatre.

Television:

House, Bones, Aqua Teen and Family Guy, otherwise, I watch very little TV.nip tuck, reality shows, gilmore girls. I like shows about serial killers and true crime stories. I like the history channel. Food network... so maybe I watch a little more tv now than I used to. Top chef, project runway, top model... i guess those fall under the umbrella of reality shows whatever... like i have time for tv.

Books:

I don't read, it makes me fall asleep. But if I were to stay awake it would only be for Prozac Nation, or Kerouac. Bukowski, Burroughs, Ginsberg, Poe, and this cool ass book called Absurdistan. The Harry Potter Series, I like astrology books and I own waaaay more books about wicca than is really necessary. The only other author I can read, without losing my place is Vonnegut... I love his style.

Heroes:

I've got a few. They're all drunks or they're dead. Just the way they wanted to be.

My Blog

dear chicago

It's undeniably odd that being needed by others is the sole source of validation for me, but it's such a daunting prospect. It scares me away any time I become aware that I'm needed. I don't want that...
Posted by SuperB on Thu, 01 May 2008 04:24:00 PST

Diamonds on the Soles of Her Feet

If only I could say that the strength in my heart were comparable to the strength of my arms. If I could say that my emotions were not as weary as my aching body. If only...through waiting... it's pos...
Posted by SuperB on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 08:04:00 PST

stream of consciousness

Same face new name different feet more worn at the soles. Like a wolf in sheeps' clothing, but everybody's so paranoid they've figured out that the wolf is inside. They've pre-emptively targeted the b...
Posted by SuperB on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 07:54:00 PST

self-ish/-less?

Whispering the language of dirty little secretsquietly tell myself the reasons that I could be unlovedrecounting all the moments when I could've made a different choicewalked a different path, or mayb...
Posted by SuperB on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 04:59:00 PST

La Crema

I chose to surrender myself to the vacancy in your eyesI chose to render myself unable and unwilling to try.Forgive me, but your passion just seems out of fashionHere mine used to run wild,but since h...
Posted by SuperB on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 09:59:00 PST

the Three of Us

"I think I love you," He saidRather than smile, I believe I'll cringe, instead.Yet his words, they spin around my headSo I change the subject one more timeThose things you said, they came and wentIt w...
Posted by SuperB on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:02:00 PST

FYI

these are a few short and ridiculous poems I stumbled upon from long ago.
Posted by SuperB on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:12:00 PST

Radio Nazi

"Bald tires, wet pavement!" said sheAs the car slowed more abruptly than she pleasedBut still moved swiftly alongSafely stopping in such close proximityAnd then I felt you fall asleepSpeaking only in ...
Posted by SuperB on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:04:00 PST

Blindness

Not long ago, and in this I mean moments, I was so filled with rage that I couldn’t see straight, from the pressure in my head. My eyes felt like they were burninig inside of my sockets, and I d...
Posted by SuperB on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:24:00 PST

like sniffing gasoline in arizona

So Jess and I sat up up for hours last night watching Ryan Adams clips on YouTube, (cause we're super-awesome, I know), and really, really, I wish more people listened so that I could gush about it wi...
Posted by SuperB on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 08:00:00 PST