I'll speak about a few important topics:
Music: As you can tell music is very important to me. Especially black metal. As far as being "true" goes my thoughts are that you must have the hate burning in your heart to have that distinction. Taking pictures of yourself looking at the sky in a forest near your house does not make you a respectable black metalist, but using that forest as a escape from humanity; which you have nothing but hate for may. To really be true you must use your mind...no amount of band names you throw around can help you. A burning passion for what you believe in, no mercy in your heart. Misanthropic, blasphemous, intelligent. My favorite sub-genre of black metal is suicidal/depressive black metal. When done right, such as the case with Nocturnal depression and many others, it can really be amazing music.
Religion: Most organized religions I am completely against but I have respect for a few. Norse paganism especially, Satanism - both theistic and atheistic. paganism is a link to the past while satanism provides an objectification of anti-Christian attitude and ideals.
Life: I guess I would be considered a depressed individual from anyone looking at me from the outside. I have no direction in life, and no want for it. I feel nothing but hate; I have no need or time for positive emotions. My view on life is a nihilistic one, just to the extreme. Sociopathic belief. I do believe in keeping a sense of humor though.One thing I cant stand, and is the reason I rarely write about myself publicly like this, is people BRAGGING about depression. These motherfuckers just want attention and to be thought of as something other than waste. I don't brag about how I feel, those that do have no idea. I want no attention.No joy.
Thats enough for now.....
