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Nathan

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4I'm never on here. find me on facebook or email me - feralnostalgia at gmail dot com

My Interests

how people think and feel, symbolism, spirituality, the occult, art, photography in particular, dead and liturgical languages, nature, dogs, relationships, grafiti

I'd like to meet:

the God in all of you.

my father moved through dooms of love
through sames of am through haves of give,
singing each morning out of each night
my father moved through depths of height

this motionless forgetful where
turned at his glance to shining here;
that if(so timid air is firm)
under his eyes would stir and squirm

newly as from unburied which
floats the first who,his april touch
drove sleeping selves to swarm their fates
woke dreamers to their ghostly roots

and should some why completely weep
my father's fingers brought her sleep:
vainly no smallest voice might cry
for he could feel the mountains grow.

Lifting the valleys of the sea
my father moved through griefs of joy;
praising a forehead called the moon
singing desire into begin

joy was his song and joy so pure
a heart of star by him could steer
and pure so now and now so yes
the wrists of twilight would rejoice

keen as midsummer's keen beyond
conceiving mind of sun will stand,
so strictly(over utmost him
so hugely) stood my father's dream

his flesh was flesh his blood was blood:
no hungry man but wished him food;
no cripple wouldn't creep one mile
uphill to only see him smile.

Scorning the Pomp of must and shall
my father moved through dooms of feel;
his anger was as right as rain
his pity was as green as grain

septembering arms of year extend
yes humbly wealth to foe and friend
than he to foolish and to wise
offered immeasurable is

proudly and(by octobering flame
beckoned)as earth will downward climb,
so naked for immortal work
his shoulders marched against the dark

his sorrow was as true as bread:
no liar looked him in the head;
if every friend became his foe
he'd laugh and build a world with snow.

My father moved through theys of we,
singing each new leaf out of each tree
(and every child was sure that spring
danced when she heard my father sing)

then let men kill which cannot share,
let blood and flesh be mud and mire,
scheming imagine,passion willed,
freedom a drug that's bought and sold

giving to steal and cruel kind,
a heart to fear,to doubt a mind,
to differ a disease of same,
conform the pinnacle of am

though dull were all we taste as bright,
bitter all utterly things sweet,
maggoty minus and dumb death
all we inherit,all bequeath

and nothing quite so least as truth
--i say though hate were why men breathe--
because my Father lived his soul
love is the whole and more than all

- E. E. Cummings

Music:

Mediaeval Baebes, Faith and the Muse, Tool, Tori Amos, Alanis Morisette, Maynard James Keenan, Hildegard of Bingen, Sasha Lazard, APC, Rhea's Obsession, Yann Tiersen, East Village Opera Company, Fr. Apostolos Hill, Devdas, Paheli, Shreya Goshal, byzantine chant, world music, trance, industrial, jazz

Movies:

What Dreams May Come, Cleopatra, The Mists of Avalon, Luther, Herald and Maude, Frida, Feast of All Saints, Meet Joe Black, Amelie, Modigliani, Wings of Desire, The Wicker Man, V for Vendetta, Devdas, Children of Men, Paheli

Television:

Carnivale, Jon Stewart

Books:

The Prophet - Khalil Gibran, A Seperate Peace - John Knowles, The Memoirs of Cleopatra - Margeret George, The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chbosky, Spirits in the Wires - Charles De Lint, Neverwhere - Neil Gaiman, The Kingdom of God is Within You - Leo Tolstoy, anything by Bp. Kallistos Ware, anything by St. John Chrysostom

Heroes:

honest people with soft voices, and honesty.

My Blog

Conversations

[11:08] branlr: you know[11:09] branlr: I think the fundamental problem with the psychology of religion of any kind, is the illusion of self importance[11:09] Feral Nostalgia: lol[11:09] branlr: and i...
Posted by Nathan on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 03:08:00 PST

silence

you know...I think when a spiritual tradition has no name for something...it's not necessarily because it doesn't know anything about it. I've been sitting here all day, more or less, listening to mus...
Posted by Nathan on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 06:38:00 PST

The Queen is King

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Posted by Nathan on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 01:34:00 PST

Drive me out of my mind, O Mother!

HEAR OH ISRAEL THE LORD YOUR GOD IS ONE I've discovered a poet: Drive me out of my mind, O Mother!What use is esoteric knowledge        &nb sp; Or philos...
Posted by Nathan on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 01:17:00 PST

Ain't I a Woman?

Well, children, where there is so much racket there must be something out of kilter. I think that 'twixt the negroes of the South and the women at the North, all talking about rights, the white men w...
Posted by Nathan on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 10:27:00 PST

these are a few of my favorite things

I'm just grumpy - I have a stomach ache and I woke up at 3 in the morning but won't get off work for another 8 hours. still, my 'work' is hardly work at all, so I can't complain. time for distractio...
Posted by Nathan on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 01:58:00 PST

I don't update this, check these instead:

Xanga Livejournal
Posted by Nathan on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 07:05:00 PST

community?

hmm. I just finished disc one (the only disc I have...I think) and it was pretty good. I've noticed something about 'gay literature' - it seems to take delight in the minutiae of human charactor. mayb...
Posted by Nathan on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 03:12:00 PST

more protestant bashing

I just recommended this book to someone in a curandismo list - it's from princeston university press, it's archaeology not new age bullshit - they were asking about christian folk-healing traditions o...
Posted by Nathan on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 04:46:00 PST

Evlogetria for the Dead

I hate, loathe, and despise television.at least most of it. however, I do like my xbox 360. as I was about to do something tedious to make my game better (doing the same thing over and over again beca...
Posted by Nathan on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 04:00:00 PST