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Location: 65803 Springfield, Missouri.
Gender: I have a va jay jay. :]
Orientation: I'm straight, with bisexual tendencies.
Occupation: Heart breaker, Cynic, Lover.
Status: Single, but taken?
Ethnicity: Scottish/Lebanese.
Zodiac: Cancer.
Instant Messengers: AIM, and MSN.
Here For: Friends, I have what I need.
Other: 1 , 2 , 3
D E A R F R I E N D S;

I'M NOT WORTH YOUR TIME.

My name is Sara (Notice that there is no h). I can be your best friend, or your worst enemy. I'm complex, open minded, with a bit of egotistical bursts in between. I get excited easily, and ramble endlessly when it happens. I'm fairly Narcissistic, Histrionic, and rather Obsessive Compulsive. I honestly believe that your soul passes into another living thing when you die. I'll answer pretty much any question, no matter how personal. I'm not skinny, nor do I wish to be. I live for music, it's my main passion in life. I enjoy writing, anything from short stories to poetry. I love to draw, but I don't like my work. I'll turn down (most) alcohol, just because I hate the taste. I think so much I make myself sick, and I cry so hard I get headaches. I'm always on Livejournal, it's like my second home. I don't really sleep a lot. I'm intelligent, and imaginative. I believe in statistics. There's nothing half-hearted about me, I give it the full or nothing at all. I'm proficient in many skills, and take a practical approach to problems with great attention to detail. I'll lie about whether I've eaten or not. I love the good things in life, and I'll take risks to get what I want. I am, by no means, a girl with the heart of gold. I find bands that know my feelings better than I do, and I completely love it.

I would like to inform you of the hardship you're inviting into your life. My friendship is, in the least way, an easy thing to keep. I hate being lied to, and it's something I rarely forgive. Second chances with me are obsolete, you mess up once; I don't need you. I don't like to compromise, unless I'm proven wrong in my position. I'm some times unintentionally insensitive to other peoples feelings. I over analyze the smallest things, and I question almost everything. I've learned to lose, and let die. I've learned that I don't need the things I once felt I needed, including the sugared down feelings someone holds for me. I must tell you that, from this point on, I will care for you - and I will build my trust within you. Take this honor or leave it at the door. I'm tired of being screwed over. Do not, I repeat do not, go after something that you will just DROP at the slightest hint of something/someone else. I've found that I think in pretty much only black and white, there never seems to be a shade of grey. You'll find that my hearts been broken more than once, but I still go back for more. I have a huge desire to be the center of attention. I have to learn to see another's viewpoint, so, explain it don't just state it.

Let me also tell you, straight up. You'll probably get hurt. Honestly, why not, everyone else does. And half the time I'm not even the actual fucking cause of it. So, when I told you I wasn't worth your time, I wasn't lying. When I told you that I was a bitch, I wasn't lying. It takes a lot to get close to me, and it takes me a lot of time to trust you. Once you have that, you'll probably find that I won't intentionally hurt you - and that's because I fully expect you not to hurt me. If you do, well, I won't forget it and I won't forgive you - but at least I'll know that you weren't honestly worth my time. I'm fucking spiteful if you fuck me over in a way, and if I fuck you over I expect you to be spiteful. Make my life hell, it won't hurt me any.

Attention boys and many girls; don't fall in love with me - or even in like. It won't work out. I mean, I can love you, but I can't love you. People have figured this out the hard way, and I lost really good potential friends because if it. It's not something that can be changed at all, I know where I belong and with whom I want to share that with. It's just the waiting that's taking place right now. Plus, my commitment level to you, is going to suck really bad. I'm just looking for someone to mess around with, nothing serious - I have only done serious well with one person. And that person is the only one that I feel understands me, and gets me - loves me.

Adam/Hasi/Mister Snooglepants; Vous êtes mon espoir, mon coeur. Vous êtes une partie de moi, vous êtes parfait. I don't think you're treated as well as you should be, you deserves the world; completely. My realisations are nothing short of late, but they are also nothing short of honest. You're the boy that I first pictured my life with, and, I am sure it will always be that way. You've showed me more patients than anyone has, and you're not afraid to tell me when I'm wrong. The only boy that can counteract my songs with songs that have just the same meaning, the only boy I fall in love with repeatedly. You are my cliché, my happy ending, my soul mate.

Oh, and ps; I hate people that talk like twelve year old AIMers, punctuation isn't a sin.
It makes me want to cut off your genitals and feed them to you.

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